I have quite a few devices, but mostly stick to my jailbird, mini birdlocked, and mini holytrainer v2. I've tried putting the keys in difficult situations to get them back, like in a lockbox, putting the box in a hard to reach spot in my locked shed, then putting the box's keys in an old barn on the other side of my property, up on a high reach nail in the wall. Was hoping all the work to get the keys back would deter me from getting them and unlocking, but I learned I get desperate enough.
Online Keyholders always wanted me to get those plastic numbered locks as a way of keeping me locked, send them a pic everyday of it. But I never wanted those because I thought it'd be a waste of money and effort since they're a one time use thing when I have padlocks and keys ready to go. Just bought a new cheap silicone chastity cage in December and along with a padlock it came with some plastic locks too. I hadn't used them yet because I was afraid I'd put one on and cut it off within two days, then feeling like I wasted a perfectly good lock that I could never use again.
Finally today I had the thought, maybe if I'm too hesitant to cut these locks off anytime soon, that'll help keep me locked! So today I threw on my mini birdlocked and shoved a plastic lock on as quick as I could before my mind created a doubt about it. Afterwards I went straight to work and then my mind started to wander and worry in every direction, trying to give me a reason to cut it off right away. But I kept coming back to the thought of wasting the poor lock, that this will be its only chance ever to keep a boy in chastity. That's when I realized that keeping myself locked with one of these might finally be the way that works, I appreciate the lock too much because I only have a limited amount to use.
So now that I'm a caged boy again with a lock I don't want to destroy, hopefully I can remain locked for a long time to come! Maybe the right Master will come along too to make sure that happens
