Home Stretch...

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Anomaly
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Home Stretch...

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So my wife/KH decided I should go my first month in chastity from Valetines day until our anniversary on the 14th (yes, pi day) and it's finally right around the corner. I'm excited to finally get an orgasm but I don't know how long I will be locked up after. I'm actually kind of loving being so sensative all the time down thethere, yet my emotions are absolutely chaotic currently. I'm hoping to one day try and only have 6 orgasms or so a year or even less but right now I feel like crying all the time even though I'm loving this. I keep feeling unwanted even though I know I'm completely wanted.

tl;dr I'm a wreck but loving it?
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You are wanted its just your orgasm she doesn't desire.

GL on your two month journeys!
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Chastity in any form is a total love hate thing for me too. The key for me is to focus on how much heightened everything is when denied, and on how much I enjoy giving pleasure. It's still crazy frustrating and I do find I have anxiety over the fact that my penis sin't going to be used for penetrative sex any more and yet I find that very exciting and arousing..go figure. I enjoy the process of adapting to a new reality, but it is a difficult path for sure. You may find that you are excited to have that 1 month orgasm, and then find that you feel disappointed that you didn't go 2 months. That's the odd and mysterious way of chastity/denial.
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Anomaly wrote:I'm excited to finally get an orgasm but I don't know how long I will be locked up after.
Don't worry about what happens after. There will be plenty of time to worry about that, well, after.

Take the time to enjoy the moment. Enjoy now. Enjoy the orgasm.
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Anomaly
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Finn wrote:You may find that you are excited to have that 1 month orgasm, and then find that you feel disappointed that you didn't go 2 months..
I've been getting that feeling but it's going to be on our anniversary night and I want to be really passionate and go with the flow. If she tells me not to I won't of course, but I'm not going to stop myself if she doesn't. :lol:
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