Rollercoaster

[Clearshooter]

I'm somewhat new to the chastity thing and this is from another blog but it describes my situation to a "T" and I was wondering what advice someone might have for me?

http://chastewench.blogspot.com/

Rollercoster

Various blogs suggest that the way to motivate a man is to keep him desperate. It's so scarily true.

A few days of tease and denial and I'm ready to do anything the Empress of my cock says. Yet once I'm sated it's difficult to relate to why I was so malleable and so desperate to be dominated. It's like looking at another person, one you don't quite get, and finding yourself a little shocked by their antics. Thinking 'was that really me?'

The peculiar thing is the more I'm denied, and the nastier she is, the more I crave submission, discipline, humiliation, abuse, pain. The desire to be dominated builds and builds. The constant forfeit of control and state of excitement is so addictive. Crazy as it sounds it's almost as if the more she denies me the more a part of me wants it to continue. The more I sink into submission.

Then she lets me cum and then buzz is gone. I'm left bemused, shaking my head at my own behaviour. Having to remind myself that I signed a contract, try to rationalise putting the chastity belt back on, when I no longer really want to be locked away, I'm no longer in the mood. Then with a snap of the lock the ride starts all over again.

Thanks again for your help.

[TwistedMister]

Advice...er, enjoy the ride?

Seriously though, I feel the same way sometimes. The hornier I get, the more twisted my thoughts become. But once I get off, I think "What the hell is wrong with you?"

And then, I get horny again...

[Clearshooter]

Yep, I get that! Thanks