
My purpose: I maintain a celibacy vow, 11 years now, but given my unique bio-physiology/psychology when sexual energy arises, it arrrrr-ises like a hurricane and is so powerful I am unable to resist! I can usually go for a few weeks but then a hurricane blows in and I loose it. My "upper" mind says "No, I'm not interested" while my reptilian mind say "Hell YEA!!" and kicks the upper mind out of control and it gets dragged along fussing about the whole thing! I love the celibate lifestyle and the freedom it offers, but need some "security" to work through this phase of it.
I would like a device that is impenetrable which will give me the opportunity to experience this energy with no way out. Will I be reduced to a KTB or handcuffed to the wall?!! I do like the Carrara basic or Heavy belt.
Looking forward to hearing what you all have to say.