When you can't help yourself

[Aarkey]

I was let out overnight on my honour... I couldn't help myself that night after so long. As a consequence, I'll never be trusted again and have never been allowed an orgasm...

Wow. Well, I guess when your honor fails, there are going to be consequences. Though that seems an extreme result - then again, I guess how extreme it is varies depending on what your limits and boundaries are.

A couple of questions: How long were you typically denied in the past? What's the longest you had gone?

This is why I always keep my property locked. Even when we do cleanings, I always keep my eye on him.

Well, that's one way to make sure he'll behave. I strive to be as low maintenance as possible, and would feel badly if my k/h felt the "need" to monitor me that closely. If she wanted to, that'd be exciting, but I would regret if she felt as if I were causing that level of supervision.

I'm not, but Mrs. Twisted is.

That is hot to hear

Before I was locked I used to wake finding myself doing it. Not often but it did happen now and then

I can totally understand that.

I've been known to wake up humping the mattress. What kind of cage do you have that has a use for the frenum? I pierced mine myself back in highschool, but I haven't even had jewelry in it in almost a year. I know my lady loves it though, so if I could incorporate a bit of that and these I know she would get a kick out of it.

I wear a Mature Metal Jailbird. They put an extra bar on it for me to use and hang a second lock from my trapped bead ring. I have a few blog entries about it (the bottom one is the first one chronologically) - http://aarkeybabble.blogspot.com/search/label/Frenum

FYI - I suspect if you haven't had anything in it for that long, its likely closed up by now. Its definitely extra exciting for me to know that there is no way to pull out of it... well, without popping off the bead and then there would be no way to sneak it back on without being caught.

[TwistedMister]

I'm not, but Mrs. Twisted is.

That is amazingly hot.

Huh, *I* hadn't really thought of it as being 'hot', it most often happens at inconvenient times...like when I'm short on sleep/getting to bed late and needing to be up very early (I'm having my first cup of coffee at 2:45AM).

I try to ignore it, but after a while I get aroused and I know that I'm going to have to 'help' her if I'm to get any sleep at all. Then she usually wakes up either just before or during orgasm...of course, I get the blame for waking her up, and she seems not to believe me when I say "But, *you* started it."

But, now that I think about it, it *is* kind of 'hot', especially since that can be a time when she is the least inhibited/repressed and what's really going on in her head can come out...such as the current bit in my sig line...*that* really had me wound-up.

[Linus]

.... This morning, she told me that she woke up in the middle of the night to find the bed shaking. I was masturbating, but fully asleep. She told me to stop, and I did.....

I think it is but obvious.
After being locked 24x7 for 2 years, when my KH wife releases me for a shave, I thoroughly enjoy touching, handling, holding tight & shaking my dick with full intensity!
Come on, after all it's "my" organ though I've handed it over to her!
When she noticed this, she started tying both my hands & shaving herself.
I've repeatedly begged her for occasional break; however I know she's never going to allow!

[ChrissysProperty]

[quote="Aarkey] ..... A couple of questions: How long were you typically denied in the past? What's the longest you had gone?
Answer: When my Princess first locked me and was learning her new role, she treated me to an orgasm once every couple of weeks. She soon discovered how much my frustrated reactions to her edgings amused her and the denial periods lengthened VERY quickly. The realisation of her power over my denial and my futile pleas and desperation to cum takes her into fits of laughter. Believe me, if I found something to amuse ME as much as that I would do it all the time (like I once did with masturbating ).

The worst part about being totally denied is that bit of never feeling emptied. Even after a so-called milking because she is so good at it, I merely dribble out the tiniest amount of cum - so VERY frustrating when she also laughs so loudly at my frustration.

She really has an evil domination streak that neither of us ever realised and I love her for it

[ChrissysProperty]

...................... she started tying both my hands & shaving herself.
I've repeatedly begged her for occasional break; however I know she's never going to allow!

My wife does exactly the same, I'm always locked in collar and cuffs whenever the cage is removed for a purpose. I really, REALLY miss simply touching myself let alone that forbidden masturbation. I also miss my erections ..... I used to get erections all the time and sometimes they would stay with me all day until I got a chance to masturbate.