Other Woman

[grubber]

I talked in another post about being on regular 3 month stints with my KH with only getting ruined orgasms on the past couple of release dates. This time around, she did not set a date and she has been paying little attention to my lockup except for mostly verbal teasing. Upon a casual conversation, she said that she will know when I am truly ready for another release.
Anyway, I love this women more than anything. She is truly wonderful and rocks my world. I would never stray (been together for 32 years) nor would I ever hurt her.
However, this time around with her different approach and no known release date, I find myself getting very aroused by other women. Older, younger (legal young), all are getting me excited. I have found women attractive all my life, but this is different. It's like my "chick radar" is on steroids. I see them at a gas station, in a store, walking down the street, the office etc. and I feel myself getting very aroused. Hearing their voices seeing them on TV, it goes on and on. The worst was at the beach in St, Martin. I was ready to climb the walls. It's not a bad thing, but but not the usual for me and I must say, my KH always gets me aroused when I am with her or thinking about her. Just curious if anyone else goes through this.

[poor]

I call it the 'Superman' phase because for me it's like a hyper awareness of all things female.

On a recent long cycle I was unlocked in the morning and given the weekly shop to do whilst Chatelaine went for lunch with a friend. This time I got struck by an evil version where I felt predatory - how I would imagine a rapist becomes once he has decided to strike. It was a genuinely unsettling experience.