[Chosen_Jackal] Pinch me, is this really happening?

[Chosen_Jackal]

Reds not feeling well. The weather’s unusual hot and she’s freezing and feeling nauseous so I’m trying to support her and make sure she gets enough fluids.
Luckily, she’s not feeling ill all the time, but she’s got no energy.
I’m of course unbearably horny, but I’m doing good at keeping it for my self. Mostly.
I’m still letting her know exactly how beautiful she is, but I’m not putting any pressure on her to be sexual in any way.
She just needs to get her energy back and get well.

That said, my mind is always thinking of new and various ways we can slice things up.
I’ve seen others do something similar to this, so I’m badly claiming to be original here, but I came up with a game for us to try. A fun game…
I presented it to Red, half expecting her to laugh a bit and then scoff at it, but to my surprise she was intrigued and thought it could be fun.
It aligns perfectly with her style as a keyholder since she doesn’t really like to make plans for how long I’m staying locked anyway.

Here’s how it goes.
Every week (we’ve decided on fridays) she’ll roll a six sided die. A d6.
The result that comes up determines what I might expect to happen during the coming week.
Red, having all the power in our dynamic, is of course always free to deviated from the result in any way she sees fit, but we agreed that it’d be more fun if we actually tried to honor the results.
Here’s what the different rolls means:
1: I can expect no play or sexual activity that focuses on me. I can only expect to be of service to her. I am not allowed to beg or ask for anything.
Also, we will not roll the following week. Effectively a two week timeout for my pleasure…
2: Same as rolling a 1, but we do roll again the following week.
3: I will not be released from my cage (except for cleaning or emergencies of course), but I can expect to be played with. What that play means is of course entirely up to Red. Examples are nipple play, ass play, etc etc.
4: I can expect to be released during the following week and edged. No orgasms of course.
5: I can expect to be released during the following week and have a ruined orgasm.
6: I can expect to have a full orgasm sometime during the following week. How and when is of course entirely up to Red.

So since it’s Friday she picked a dice and rolled.
1…

Great.
Actually it is great. It gives us time to really build anticipation for the next roll in two weeks.
It could be fun. I know it’s going to be hard, but now I know what to expect. I don’t have to wonder.
We might find that the game doesn’t suit us and we’ll go back to how we’ve done things so far, but we’re going to give it a shot for now.

[Tongue+groove]

Interesting. I suggested some games like this and even designed one with cards and another on a spinner wheel app. Mrs. G had no interest and we haven’t done them. She likes spontaneity. She says planning seems to take some of the fun out of it and makes for obligated intimacy.

So I remain at the mercy of her spontaneity.

Best of luck I hope it works for you both.

[Chosen_Jackal]

We will see how this pans out. If nothing else it’s a fun experiment

[Chosen_Jackal]

The cage feels heavier today.
That’s just my mind playing tricks on me of course, but I can feel it today. Physically.
It’s usually there and I forget about it. It’s only when I go to the toilet or get excited enough to get the beginning of an erection that I usually notice it’s even there.
But not today.

It’s not uncomfortable in any way. It’s just… there.
And the weird thing is that I’ve missed this. I remember when we first started experimenting with wearing a cage, and I felt it constantly. Just the act of wearing it was arousing to me.
I don’t quite want to go back to those days as they made me rather unproductive at best, but I have missed the novelty of feeling it.
But it’s not excitement I feel either.
It’s just a presence.
And I have a theory about why.

I presented my fun little game to Red yesterday where she rolls a six sided die and that determines what I can expect for the coming week.
She rolled a 1. Technically the worst result I could have gotten, but maybe not?
A 1 means I can expect no sexual pleasure from Red, not just for the coming week, but we also do not roll for the next week.
So two weeks where absolutely all pleasure is focused on her.
And when we do roll again in 13 days we could roll another 1. I dearly hope not, but a part of me also does…

Now I’m free from wondering. Will she play with me today? Has she planned something special just for me?
I can relax, stop my head from thinking that she doesn’t desire me (I can get quite needy if you couldn’t tell) and find peace in knowing that this is what we agreed upon.
Red is of course my mistress and can choose to overrule any result of the die any time she wants, but I know what to expect. Or not to expect.

I was lucky enough to be allowed to help her to an orgasm last night, and while I never expect anything in return when I do so I could simply thank her for the honor and go to sleep peacefully.

The next two weeks will be interesting. I’m sure they will be challenging in some ways, but I also know that Red loves me and won’t let me be emotionally neglected.
Just physically.

[KnownAsHerbert]

Sounds like a fun little game.
But all the same, I'd prefer it if Miss Emmie didn't stumble across it.

[Chosen_Jackal]

I wouldn’t worry too much.
It seems to me that Miss Emmie is in full control as it is and she seems like the kind of woman that has a plan.

I find it fascinating how different we describe our key holders here, and how different their approach to the lifestyle is, yet the end result I much the same.
A more harmonious and exciting relationship.

We’re also very lucky to have Miss Emmie as such an active contributor on this forum.
It’s always exciting and educational to read her contributions.

[KnownAsHerbert]

A more harmonious and exciting relationship.

That's it in a nutshell, isn't it?

[KHEmmi]

Sounds like a fun little game.
But all the same, I'd prefer it if Miss Emmie didn't stumble across it.

Oops. I stumbled across it