[tongue+groove] From vanilla to spumoni

[KnownAsHerbert]

For me, it was the word "never" cropping up twice in the caption.
I have a feeling that "never" might apply to me too.

[Tongue+groove]

That word “never” is a very powerful one. I haven’t actually heard it as of yet. I have however heard the words “maybe and someday “. Which may be worse since they at least provide a bit of hope and anticipation.

Last night just before bed she blocked my walkway, looking longingly into eyes, cups my balls, says I love you and gives me a gentle peck on the lips, then turns to crawl in bed. For a moment my anticipation was high, for a moment I thought I might get toyed with. It was a fleeting moment though and a rewarding disappointment set in.

For whatever reason I slept like a baby. Some days I still can’t seem to figure this all out.

Makes for an intriguing life.

[Tongue+groove]

Yesterday afternoon I was hanging yet another bird feeder for Mrs. G. She came to me and said “I didn’t sleep well last night and I need to be relaxed properly tonight. After you relax me you may enter me if you like. Wether you cum or not is your decision. I don’t want to be the blame for you feeling the drop.

When th e time came she had me unlock and relax her. No warming up with kisses or snuggles just go down and get straight to work. Mr. T and his diddling digit friends took her to the finish line multiple times. She was obviously in a serious need. She finally collapsed nearly passing out. I helped her to clean and dressed for bed.

Lying on my back next to her, thinking she was asleep and waiting on mr. Wanky to recede for lockup. She says, you didn’t enter me, why?

Me: the time never seemed right, you were enjoying yourself so much. Then you crash landed.

Her: sorry it kept getting better with each wave. you deserve a treat. You need to sleep well also.

Me: may I have permission to jack myself off?

Her: yes. You should.

A little oil a few strokes, she reached over and pinched a nipple and boom. Took less than 20 seconds. I’m old enough that it doesn’t have the range that it used to but this shot hit me in the neck. It came fast and furious and was quite delightful but not satisfying like being in her. So far no drop this morning just really horny. I can’t keep my hands off of her. I’m struggling to get out the door to my building project.

I need to look back in my journal and see have long since I’ve felt her from the inside. It’s odd, I do miss being in her and at the same time I’m willing to live this new normal if it’s what she wants. This new normal is her boldly making love to mr. T right in front of me (LOL) and sometimes leaving me and mr. Wanky to our own devices. With her permission of course.

It’s difficult to explain how at one point having given up m y private diy sessions was no sacrifice at all. And now the only release I get is her giving approval for me to diy. And she is always present and observant. At times she taunts, teases and tries to embarrass me while I indulge. IT’s humiliating and yet enjoyable with no real fulfillment.

A spumoni flavored life is a good one. Maybe one day she will serve me some good ole vanilla.

[Tongue+groove]

I didn’t sleep well last night, lots of cramping, probably from another infection due to colon surgery. I despise the antibiotics I will probably be taking soon.

As a result I was awake early, about 3am. Mrs. G had her back to me, I was lying on mine. I draped my arm down her back. She cooed. So I gave her some gentle rubs to the small of her back. Once again I was amazed at how the sexiest part of a woman is probably the small of her back. At least as I see her.

As I rubbed it I was actually admiring how it curves back out to round out her bottom. And at the same time it wraps around her to form her shapely hips. As I was admiring her small I began to reflect on my many experiences with it. When she walks it helps to give her that extra little snap to her shake. I can still see her holding either of our young children on a hip that’s kicked to one side.

When she was able to be on top it was the small of her back that could hinge back and forth to effectively stroke my cock. When I would take her from behind I could watch it flex form concave to convex and back again, it is truly a masterpiece of art. If I pulled out for the thrill of it she could pool all my cum in it for simple cleaning.

When she really wants to tease me she will arch it to its fullest and rub her ass against me. Yes a beautiful instrument the small of her back is.

[denied_one]

That was an amazing tribute!!