I dont know if anyone else has noticed this but I came to find out about chastity through watching too much porn on the internet and now I'm in a chastity relationship I never watch it or want to. My wife and KH is all I ever need. I do like it when she tells me to watch things though.
Last night was really special as I had been working hard all day to take as much of the load off her as possible. I enjoy looking after her and with no ulterior motive other than to make her fell as good as possible. I have noticed that I'm feeling more and more attentive, loving and touchy feeley towards her over the last couple of days. I think now its been about 10 days since my last O. Sorry I don't count the days. I'm thinking it cant be a coincidence though, that my increase in arousal is growing stronger as the days go by? My KH has commented that longer denial periods are the way forward. She has made some very arousing comments about this.
The bruises on my bum have just about gone. I think my KH liked looking at them each night to see how her handy work was getting on. Anyway to get back to last night, we were ready for bed and I had turned over to go to sleep when my KH got into bed and said 'going to sleep are you?' She obviously had other ideas.
After a while of lovely kissing and cuddling she pushed me on my back and started to tease me. She then proceeded to edge me all the while asking me all sorts of probing questions about what I had been thinking about that day and things about our relationship. I was like putty in her hands as you can imagine. She even tried to get me to tell her what her birthday present was, but this was just a joke...I think?
Once she had pumped me for all the information she wanted it was all over for me. I was in such a state I couldn't get back in my cage until the following morning. No O for me and she wouldn't even let me give her one, despite my begging.
I love it when she hints at the things she will get me to do or the things she will do to me. I don't know if any of them will come true but it keeps me going thinking that one day she might make them happen.
Things are really going well but my looming departure back to work is hanging heavy between us. Its going to be tough saying good bye at the airport. I just hope I can make the most of the last few days we have together before leaving for 6 weeks?
[Nat] Starting at the beginning...
Re: [Nat] Starting at the beginning...
Yesterday was amazing. It started in the morning when we were getting dressed. I was naked when she turned to me holding up two thongs, one in each hand. She said 'which one do you want to wear the pink lacey one or sheer white one?'. I didn't know what to say. I love it when she pulls something like that out of the blue. It really turns me on. Not getting a reply she handed me the pink one and said 'here, try this one'. I took it from her and very self consciously stepped into them. The delicate fabric felt lovely and erotic as it slide up my legs and when the fabric divided my butt cheeks I couldn't think of much else. It was as if the fabric was made of ice because I could feel every inch of it touching my skin. I started to get hard but didn't want my KH to see how much I was getting turned on... I dont know why as I'm sure she knew anyway by the way I was behaving. I put my jeans on over the top quickly to disguise my growing pleasure. All I could feel was the thong though. I put the remainder of my clothes on selecting a long T shirt to make sure it hung well below my jeans waist band. I felt so self conscious.
My KH said 'Not so manly now are you?' My heart leaped when she said those words. I felt like I would do anything for her in that moment. Our day went on as usual, well for her but for me all I could think about was how turned on I was. When some friends came round for a coffee I felt very sheepish. Everytime I went to the bathroom I started trying to get hard, seeing myself like that. I couldn't help feeling the fabric through my pockets when I took something out. It was quite over whelming and deliciously erotic.
Last night I took my wife and KH out for a meal in our favorite restaurant. When we got there we started talking about all sorts of things but the conversation turned towards how I had felt during the day wearing the thong. my KH asked 'So know you know what I have to put up with when I wear a thong for you. How did it feel?' I said 'What do you mean how did it feel I'm still wearing it?! You didn't tell me to take it off?'
Well this cracked my KH in two. She laughed so loud I think most of the restaurant turned to look, or it felt like that to me in the state I was in. I think she was giggling for the rest of the night then. It was funny.
We talked so much about our journey so far. It was so nice to be so relaxed and casual about it. We did have to lower our voiced conspiratorially now and again as people passed our table. She then breached the subject about using the strap on on me, something I have been fantasizing for a long time about. She said she would try and do it before I went back to work. I got very aroused and got as hard as my cage would allow right then. I was sure everyone could tell.
We got home quite tired and I could tell my wife wasn't up to playing with me because she's not much of a drinker these days. I didn't want to be pushy for a tease and spoil her evening so we climbed into bed and I felt very happy about our evening. We cuddled for a bit before going to sleep. It was wonderful. I hardly slept as I had an Irish coffee after our meal and it always keeps me awake. I should have known better but I was also thinking about getting pegged for the first time and how that would be? Would the experience live up to my fantasy? How would my KH handle it and how would she feel about the experience herself? I so want it to go well. I thought about my day wearing the thong, and could still feel it were it had been rubbing all day and evening! Eventually I drifted off to sleep uncomfortably hard.
This morning we had a lie in and I woke feeling great despite only getting a few hours. Funny how that happens sometimes? We smiled at each other like cheshire cats. I said I could still feel where the thong had been rubbing against my bum. She said 'well you might as well wear another one again today. That way you can think about me while I'm in town shopping while your at home'. I couldn't believe how matter of factly she said it, as if it was perfectly normal. I loved that. She knows how much it makes me happy when she takes control like that and how I think its a great leveler for our relationship.
So when we got dressed she chose another pair for me to wear. This time she chose ones that were a bit bigger in the back so that there would be even more material between my cheeks. These ones are pink satin.
I said that after our discussion regarding the strap on last night I half expected her to tell me to wear a butt plug today. I was fishing a bit I must admit. She thought about it for a while and said, 'I'll text you when I'm in town to put it in'. I couldn't believe it.
So now I'm writing this, waiting for her text me to insert the butt plug...
Sure enough I have just got the text, so here goes... I will have to write how it went in my next post...
My KH said 'Not so manly now are you?' My heart leaped when she said those words. I felt like I would do anything for her in that moment. Our day went on as usual, well for her but for me all I could think about was how turned on I was. When some friends came round for a coffee I felt very sheepish. Everytime I went to the bathroom I started trying to get hard, seeing myself like that. I couldn't help feeling the fabric through my pockets when I took something out. It was quite over whelming and deliciously erotic.
Last night I took my wife and KH out for a meal in our favorite restaurant. When we got there we started talking about all sorts of things but the conversation turned towards how I had felt during the day wearing the thong. my KH asked 'So know you know what I have to put up with when I wear a thong for you. How did it feel?' I said 'What do you mean how did it feel I'm still wearing it?! You didn't tell me to take it off?'
Well this cracked my KH in two. She laughed so loud I think most of the restaurant turned to look, or it felt like that to me in the state I was in. I think she was giggling for the rest of the night then. It was funny.
We talked so much about our journey so far. It was so nice to be so relaxed and casual about it. We did have to lower our voiced conspiratorially now and again as people passed our table. She then breached the subject about using the strap on on me, something I have been fantasizing for a long time about. She said she would try and do it before I went back to work. I got very aroused and got as hard as my cage would allow right then. I was sure everyone could tell.
We got home quite tired and I could tell my wife wasn't up to playing with me because she's not much of a drinker these days. I didn't want to be pushy for a tease and spoil her evening so we climbed into bed and I felt very happy about our evening. We cuddled for a bit before going to sleep. It was wonderful. I hardly slept as I had an Irish coffee after our meal and it always keeps me awake. I should have known better but I was also thinking about getting pegged for the first time and how that would be? Would the experience live up to my fantasy? How would my KH handle it and how would she feel about the experience herself? I so want it to go well. I thought about my day wearing the thong, and could still feel it were it had been rubbing all day and evening! Eventually I drifted off to sleep uncomfortably hard.
This morning we had a lie in and I woke feeling great despite only getting a few hours. Funny how that happens sometimes? We smiled at each other like cheshire cats. I said I could still feel where the thong had been rubbing against my bum. She said 'well you might as well wear another one again today. That way you can think about me while I'm in town shopping while your at home'. I couldn't believe how matter of factly she said it, as if it was perfectly normal. I loved that. She knows how much it makes me happy when she takes control like that and how I think its a great leveler for our relationship.
So when we got dressed she chose another pair for me to wear. This time she chose ones that were a bit bigger in the back so that there would be even more material between my cheeks. These ones are pink satin.
I said that after our discussion regarding the strap on last night I half expected her to tell me to wear a butt plug today. I was fishing a bit I must admit. She thought about it for a while and said, 'I'll text you when I'm in town to put it in'. I couldn't believe it.
So now I'm writing this, waiting for her text me to insert the butt plug...
Sure enough I have just got the text, so here goes... I will have to write how it went in my next post...
Re: [Nat] Starting at the beginning...
Crikey where to start? Once I got the text from my KH I went upstairs to find the plug she had gotten out for me. It was the biggest one we had! Now I know I have had that one put in me in the past but I was a little worried for longer term wear and working around the house. I did as I was asked and worked it in slowly to make sure everything went smoothly. Once in, I slide up the thong. I couldn't help catching a glimpse of myself in the mirror, caged wearing a pink satin thong and a butt plug in. 6 months ago I wouldn't have believed that this would have been happening to me right now. All the stories, pictures and video's I'd seen and fantasied about chastity had seamed to lead up to this moment, it was as if I was in my own porn film. All these fantasies I had been thinking about, in the years leading up to that day I built up the courage to talk to my wife about chastity, had now been realized. I also knew there was more to come.
I went about my usual business... well for a Sunday. I got another text from my KH asking if I had the plug in. It was nice to know she was thinking about me while out clothes shopping. After a couple of hours though I had to text my KH to ask permission to go to a smaller plug as it was just too much for me. Its all very well being laid on a bed, but doing your chores in it is very different! It wasn't erotic! All day, as you can imagine, my mind was pretty occupied with my KH. To cut a long story shorter I ended up at the end of the day being allowed to remove the smaller plug and the thong. My KH got into bed and sat and read my latest posts up to the one above. She knows that being pegged is one of my fantasies, so it shouldn't have been a surprise when She turned to me and said, 'I'll use the strap-on, on you in the morning', before giving me a kiss good night and turning the light off.
I don't understand why, but I had the best nights sleep I've had for a long time. My immediate thought on waking up was being pegged and how it would go? Would it live up to the fantasy or be a let down? I took a shower all the time thinking things through. Did I really want to do this or was it just a fantasy? I prepared my body for what could happen.
We both had to take care of some household business first thing, and at one point I thought my KH had forgotten but when the time was right she brought the subject up. We chatted for a while about how we would do it and expressed our worries to each other. I said 'I'm starting to get turned on talking like this'.
She said 'well we had better get upstairs and started then!'
With that we went upstairs. I got out all the toys for her, stripped off and got into bed. She climbed into the harness and I could tell she was a little worried too but everything fitted perfectly. It was a bit surreal looking at her with an 8" cock poking out from beneath her negligee, but I was pretty turned on. She unlocked me and I took my cage off. I realized then that this had been the longest time I had been continuously locked up for. I made this comment to my KH and she said 'Yes I know it was deliberate. I wanted to see how you got on locked up for a longer period'. I thought, 'Wow I didn't know she was deliberately keeping me caged all these days just to see how I would react.'
We started kissing and cuddling. It felt so nice to have something other that my cage touch my cock. I was so hard straight away and very turned on by her touches. More so than normal. I swear I could have cum with half a dozen strokes. Whether this was because of what was coming or because of my lock up period I dont know. What I did know was I wasn't going to last and my KH sensed this.
She said 'Are you ready?' I was so glad she took the initiative on this as it made me feel sooo submissive.
I got on my hands and knees on the bed and she lubed up the strap on. I was waiting for her as she did this and I had time to think about all those times I had imagined what this moment would feel like. My stomach churned a little with anticipation but I consciously relaxed my body as I knew I needed to.
Then I felt the tip of the strap on, on my ass. A shiver ran down my spine as I realized this was going to happen. She slowly pushed at my hole until it submitted and the head of the shaft went in. My head was a little over come, I thought I was going to be split in two, but the feeling soon passed. She very slowly inched in until I could feel our thighs touching. I then realized I had taken the hole thing. The feeling of her body touching mine and her hands on my waist was very intense. To be totally taken like that and submit to the most intimate act was pretty amazing. I felt very vulnerable in that position and wondered if women feel like that? I was still quite tense though and needed to relax more. She started to slowly move her hips back and forth, imperceptibly at first but she was soon moving about and inch in and out.
After a few minutes I asked for more lube, plus I needed a break to get my head together and relax. She pulled out, which felt great once she slowed down a bit. Then she was back in. I accepted the dildo more readily this time. She started to thrust properly then but very gently. We kept checking in with each other but after a while this wasn't necessary as I started to moan in pleasure at her thrusts. I could feel every inch of the dildo sliding in me. I began to push back on her and she thrust deeper in me which felt great for a while but then it felt 'too good'. That's the only way I can describe it. I told my KH this and she said she wanted to change positions anyway. She instructed me to bend over the bed and she then took me from behind again but this time my legs were together so she couldn't go so deep. This felt much better for me as it wasn't so intense. It didn't take long before she was thrusting again with a deeper rhythm and I was moaning in pleasure with each thrust. She used this as feed back to thrust in a better and better way. I have to say she was amazing. I was dripping all over the bed and my head was quite dizzy after about 10mins of this.
She said 'I think we should stop now, while were both still enjoying it'. Or something like that I cant remember her exact word but I had to agree for a first time it was a very powerful experience for th both of us.
We cuddled in bed once we got ourselves sorted. I felt like I had cum, with that after glow you get, but was still very horny. She said, that she enjoyed it more than she thought she would and would definitely do it again. I think next time will be even better as the initial trepidation wont be there. I was a little saw from the previous days butt plug wearing but other than that I was fine, a little slippery and lose!
I think the whole experience bound us closer. I had to be told to stop pawing at her and get up as I just couldn't keep my hands off her.
Is this my life now? I hope it lasts forever, I dont ever want to go back to the way it was before. Its quite shocking how far we have come in such a short space. How can it possibly get any better? I dont think it can.
I went about my usual business... well for a Sunday. I got another text from my KH asking if I had the plug in. It was nice to know she was thinking about me while out clothes shopping. After a couple of hours though I had to text my KH to ask permission to go to a smaller plug as it was just too much for me. Its all very well being laid on a bed, but doing your chores in it is very different! It wasn't erotic! All day, as you can imagine, my mind was pretty occupied with my KH. To cut a long story shorter I ended up at the end of the day being allowed to remove the smaller plug and the thong. My KH got into bed and sat and read my latest posts up to the one above. She knows that being pegged is one of my fantasies, so it shouldn't have been a surprise when She turned to me and said, 'I'll use the strap-on, on you in the morning', before giving me a kiss good night and turning the light off.
I don't understand why, but I had the best nights sleep I've had for a long time. My immediate thought on waking up was being pegged and how it would go? Would it live up to the fantasy or be a let down? I took a shower all the time thinking things through. Did I really want to do this or was it just a fantasy? I prepared my body for what could happen.
We both had to take care of some household business first thing, and at one point I thought my KH had forgotten but when the time was right she brought the subject up. We chatted for a while about how we would do it and expressed our worries to each other. I said 'I'm starting to get turned on talking like this'.
She said 'well we had better get upstairs and started then!'
With that we went upstairs. I got out all the toys for her, stripped off and got into bed. She climbed into the harness and I could tell she was a little worried too but everything fitted perfectly. It was a bit surreal looking at her with an 8" cock poking out from beneath her negligee, but I was pretty turned on. She unlocked me and I took my cage off. I realized then that this had been the longest time I had been continuously locked up for. I made this comment to my KH and she said 'Yes I know it was deliberate. I wanted to see how you got on locked up for a longer period'. I thought, 'Wow I didn't know she was deliberately keeping me caged all these days just to see how I would react.'
We started kissing and cuddling. It felt so nice to have something other that my cage touch my cock. I was so hard straight away and very turned on by her touches. More so than normal. I swear I could have cum with half a dozen strokes. Whether this was because of what was coming or because of my lock up period I dont know. What I did know was I wasn't going to last and my KH sensed this.
She said 'Are you ready?' I was so glad she took the initiative on this as it made me feel sooo submissive.
I got on my hands and knees on the bed and she lubed up the strap on. I was waiting for her as she did this and I had time to think about all those times I had imagined what this moment would feel like. My stomach churned a little with anticipation but I consciously relaxed my body as I knew I needed to.
Then I felt the tip of the strap on, on my ass. A shiver ran down my spine as I realized this was going to happen. She slowly pushed at my hole until it submitted and the head of the shaft went in. My head was a little over come, I thought I was going to be split in two, but the feeling soon passed. She very slowly inched in until I could feel our thighs touching. I then realized I had taken the hole thing. The feeling of her body touching mine and her hands on my waist was very intense. To be totally taken like that and submit to the most intimate act was pretty amazing. I felt very vulnerable in that position and wondered if women feel like that? I was still quite tense though and needed to relax more. She started to slowly move her hips back and forth, imperceptibly at first but she was soon moving about and inch in and out.
After a few minutes I asked for more lube, plus I needed a break to get my head together and relax. She pulled out, which felt great once she slowed down a bit. Then she was back in. I accepted the dildo more readily this time. She started to thrust properly then but very gently. We kept checking in with each other but after a while this wasn't necessary as I started to moan in pleasure at her thrusts. I could feel every inch of the dildo sliding in me. I began to push back on her and she thrust deeper in me which felt great for a while but then it felt 'too good'. That's the only way I can describe it. I told my KH this and she said she wanted to change positions anyway. She instructed me to bend over the bed and she then took me from behind again but this time my legs were together so she couldn't go so deep. This felt much better for me as it wasn't so intense. It didn't take long before she was thrusting again with a deeper rhythm and I was moaning in pleasure with each thrust. She used this as feed back to thrust in a better and better way. I have to say she was amazing. I was dripping all over the bed and my head was quite dizzy after about 10mins of this.
She said 'I think we should stop now, while were both still enjoying it'. Or something like that I cant remember her exact word but I had to agree for a first time it was a very powerful experience for th both of us.
We cuddled in bed once we got ourselves sorted. I felt like I had cum, with that after glow you get, but was still very horny. She said, that she enjoyed it more than she thought she would and would definitely do it again. I think next time will be even better as the initial trepidation wont be there. I was a little saw from the previous days butt plug wearing but other than that I was fine, a little slippery and lose!
I think the whole experience bound us closer. I had to be told to stop pawing at her and get up as I just couldn't keep my hands off her.
Is this my life now? I hope it lasts forever, I dont ever want to go back to the way it was before. Its quite shocking how far we have come in such a short space. How can it possibly get any better? I dont think it can.
Re: [Nat] Starting at the beginning...
Congratulations! It's amazing hearing how much she is now running the show - making decisions, pushing your limits, testing long term wear without giving you the choice. And now she's taken your cherry. I'm sure things will not be the same again. 
Enjoy!
Enjoy!Re: [Nat] Starting at the beginning...
It was nice yesterday to have a normal day to get some perspective and just reflect on the past few days experiences. You can't spend your entire life going from one sexual encounter to the next no matter how appealing that may sound. You can burn you and your partner out. I have to remember that I'm the one in chastity, I'm the one who is horny all the time and that my KH is good enough to facilitate that.
My KH did ask me last nigh how long it had been since my last orgasm. That caught me by surprise as I hadn't thought about that, since the last orgasm lead to a spanking. I feel in a really happy place and don't want to jeopardise that by having an orgasm. I don't feel desperate for one at the moment. Don't get me wrong I'm sure if I was teased really badly I would be begging for one, but day to day, not so much.
I had some good news- my return to work date has been put back 10 days. I'm very happy about that.
My KH tinted at a few things she might do to me yesterday. One of which was to have me work around the house naked. It sounds fun but I know I would be pretty terrified about that. The night she had me strip and bend over the foot stool in the lounge for some punishment made me very nervous someone would discover us. It was a lot of fun and we didn't get discovered of course but the thought we might doesn't make it more erotic for me.
Last night as I headed for bed I was carrying all the laundry upstairs to our room. She noticed all her lingerie on top of the pile. She said to me 'which pair are you going to wear tonight?'. All I could think to say was 'You want me to wear your knickers tonight?'.
She said, 'Yes, you chose a pair to wear'. I felt like a little kid whose been given the chance to chose their favourite ice cream or something.
As I brushed my teeth I wondered why she had asked me to do this. My mind was going through all the permutations and of course I was trying to get hard in my cage. When I was finally ready for bed, I undressed and put on the pink silk thong from the other day, for no other reason than I had just brought it up with the laundry and I found it very sexy. I climbed into bed, my KH was still in the bathroom.
When she came in to the bedroom she immediately said, 'Have you got a pair on?' I pulled the duvet back to show her I had. That was a vey erotic moment for me to be treated like that. I still didn't know what was install.
She climbed into bed and reached for the key. My hopes soared as I thought I might at least get a tease now, but she just unlocked me, flaunting her semi naked body right in front of my face as she did so. I nearly didn't get the base ring off in time as my cock swelled. She asked me how that felt as I took the cage off. I replied that it felt pretty fantastic to be out and free and be able to have a full erection. She smiled at me.
I said 'is that all I'm getting?', her reply 'Yep'.
Me- but, but bu. b??
Her- With a Giggle 'Have fun tonight'. Lights out.
Oh my god, I was rolling around in that bed all night. The feeling of the silk against my exposed throbbing cock, balls and between my bum cheeks was keeping me so aroused. I couldn't help touching myself thinking about all the things my KH had done to me in the past few days. I didn't masturbate as such just stroke myself. It felt so good. I kept wishing my KH was awake to give me a good seeing to with the strap on. I don't know why that thought was so strong as its just one of many things we have done recently. At about 3:30 I had to get up to let the cat out. I had been awake and horny since 11. I went to the bathroom, which helped but it was difficult to get to sleep. I woke at 7 hard as a rock and realised I was still wearing the pink thong. I crawled out of bed to shave and brush my teeth etc. It didn't help that the whole time I could see myself in the mirror naked except for the thong. Pre cum had dribbled out of me during the night as there was a small wet patch at the tip of my cock.
My KH asked how I had gotten on. I don't think she quite realised how it would effect me until I told her all about it. She seamed very pleased with the result. I had the same kinds of feelings that I get after a good tease session. She said I could take it off now and put my cage back on.
Life goes on and I'm smiling.
My KH did ask me last nigh how long it had been since my last orgasm. That caught me by surprise as I hadn't thought about that, since the last orgasm lead to a spanking. I feel in a really happy place and don't want to jeopardise that by having an orgasm. I don't feel desperate for one at the moment. Don't get me wrong I'm sure if I was teased really badly I would be begging for one, but day to day, not so much.
I had some good news- my return to work date has been put back 10 days. I'm very happy about that.
My KH tinted at a few things she might do to me yesterday. One of which was to have me work around the house naked. It sounds fun but I know I would be pretty terrified about that. The night she had me strip and bend over the foot stool in the lounge for some punishment made me very nervous someone would discover us. It was a lot of fun and we didn't get discovered of course but the thought we might doesn't make it more erotic for me.
Last night as I headed for bed I was carrying all the laundry upstairs to our room. She noticed all her lingerie on top of the pile. She said to me 'which pair are you going to wear tonight?'. All I could think to say was 'You want me to wear your knickers tonight?'.
She said, 'Yes, you chose a pair to wear'. I felt like a little kid whose been given the chance to chose their favourite ice cream or something.
As I brushed my teeth I wondered why she had asked me to do this. My mind was going through all the permutations and of course I was trying to get hard in my cage. When I was finally ready for bed, I undressed and put on the pink silk thong from the other day, for no other reason than I had just brought it up with the laundry and I found it very sexy. I climbed into bed, my KH was still in the bathroom.
When she came in to the bedroom she immediately said, 'Have you got a pair on?' I pulled the duvet back to show her I had. That was a vey erotic moment for me to be treated like that. I still didn't know what was install.
She climbed into bed and reached for the key. My hopes soared as I thought I might at least get a tease now, but she just unlocked me, flaunting her semi naked body right in front of my face as she did so. I nearly didn't get the base ring off in time as my cock swelled. She asked me how that felt as I took the cage off. I replied that it felt pretty fantastic to be out and free and be able to have a full erection. She smiled at me.
I said 'is that all I'm getting?', her reply 'Yep'.
Me- but, but bu. b??
Her- With a Giggle 'Have fun tonight'. Lights out.
Oh my god, I was rolling around in that bed all night. The feeling of the silk against my exposed throbbing cock, balls and between my bum cheeks was keeping me so aroused. I couldn't help touching myself thinking about all the things my KH had done to me in the past few days. I didn't masturbate as such just stroke myself. It felt so good. I kept wishing my KH was awake to give me a good seeing to with the strap on. I don't know why that thought was so strong as its just one of many things we have done recently. At about 3:30 I had to get up to let the cat out. I had been awake and horny since 11. I went to the bathroom, which helped but it was difficult to get to sleep. I woke at 7 hard as a rock and realised I was still wearing the pink thong. I crawled out of bed to shave and brush my teeth etc. It didn't help that the whole time I could see myself in the mirror naked except for the thong. Pre cum had dribbled out of me during the night as there was a small wet patch at the tip of my cock.
My KH asked how I had gotten on. I don't think she quite realised how it would effect me until I told her all about it. She seamed very pleased with the result. I had the same kinds of feelings that I get after a good tease session. She said I could take it off now and put my cage back on.
Life goes on and I'm smiling.
Re: [Nat] Starting at the beginning...
This is the second time I have written this post as I got timed out of th elast session and lost the lot. Annoying.
I'm realising how very close I have got to my wife and KH since starting out on this chastity journey. I think any couple who have had these kinds of intimate experiences would feel the same. As someone who has 'taken my cherry'- not my words- how can that experience do anything than bond us closer. Mind you it did go well so maybe it might make a relationship worse?
Yesterday my KH was due at the hairdressers and I had some cleaning to do around the house. Now I know this makes her sound like some kind of Diva but she is far from it. The thought makes me laugh. She called me into the bedroom and said, 'I know I shouldn't give you a choice but while I'm getting my hair done you can either wear a butt plug or a pair of knickers. Which is it going to be?'
After the experience the other day with the butt plug and not knowing what size she would have made me wear it was an easy decision to wear the knickers.
She handed me the ones she wanted me to wear, I stripped and put them on without protest. She looked quite pleased with herself right then. I think she quite likes making me look ridiculas and putting me in embarrassing positions. It is quite erotic to think of her controlling me that way. I put my outer clothes back on but noticed a hole in the back of my jeans. I pointed this out and changed them for others. I think she called me 'coward' or something similar. It did make her laugh at my predicament.
She left me squirming, with a list of things to do while gone and I just got on with it, happy to please her. She didn't leave me any kind of ultimatum of what would happen if I didn't complete the jobs but I just wanted to get on and complete them before she got back. That would never have happened before. I would have probably gone on the internet and looked at porn before cracking one off, then starting.
About 2:30 she came home looking great, I had just about finished all the cleaning and the house looked great. I knew she could relax knowing it was done before the weekend. I had to shoot out to pick up some DIY supplied. I was loading the stuff in the boot of the car (trunk- for all you people on the other side of the pond) when a gust of wind blew my T-shirt up exposing my back, just at that moment three women were passing by laughing to each other. I couldn't move straight away as I had my hands full. When they had passed I reached around to feel if they could have seen my knickers, which they could. Now I don't know if that was why they were laughing but it was embarrassing non the less. I got into the car pretty fast and drove off. When I got home I told my KH about it, she was very worryingly amused.
I'm realising how very close I have got to my wife and KH since starting out on this chastity journey. I think any couple who have had these kinds of intimate experiences would feel the same. As someone who has 'taken my cherry'- not my words- how can that experience do anything than bond us closer. Mind you it did go well so maybe it might make a relationship worse?
Yesterday my KH was due at the hairdressers and I had some cleaning to do around the house. Now I know this makes her sound like some kind of Diva but she is far from it. The thought makes me laugh. She called me into the bedroom and said, 'I know I shouldn't give you a choice but while I'm getting my hair done you can either wear a butt plug or a pair of knickers. Which is it going to be?'
After the experience the other day with the butt plug and not knowing what size she would have made me wear it was an easy decision to wear the knickers.
She handed me the ones she wanted me to wear, I stripped and put them on without protest. She looked quite pleased with herself right then. I think she quite likes making me look ridiculas and putting me in embarrassing positions. It is quite erotic to think of her controlling me that way. I put my outer clothes back on but noticed a hole in the back of my jeans. I pointed this out and changed them for others. I think she called me 'coward' or something similar. It did make her laugh at my predicament.
She left me squirming, with a list of things to do while gone and I just got on with it, happy to please her. She didn't leave me any kind of ultimatum of what would happen if I didn't complete the jobs but I just wanted to get on and complete them before she got back. That would never have happened before. I would have probably gone on the internet and looked at porn before cracking one off, then starting.
About 2:30 she came home looking great, I had just about finished all the cleaning and the house looked great. I knew she could relax knowing it was done before the weekend. I had to shoot out to pick up some DIY supplied. I was loading the stuff in the boot of the car (trunk- for all you people on the other side of the pond) when a gust of wind blew my T-shirt up exposing my back, just at that moment three women were passing by laughing to each other. I couldn't move straight away as I had my hands full. When they had passed I reached around to feel if they could have seen my knickers, which they could. Now I don't know if that was why they were laughing but it was embarrassing non the less. I got into the car pretty fast and drove off. When I got home I told my KH about it, she was very worryingly amused.
Re: [Nat] Starting at the beginning...
Last night my KH let me out for the first time in what seamed like ages. She let me out so I could shave. She likes me completely bald down there and I'm used to it that way now. I have been shaving for about a year, even before we started chastity..
Anyway while I was in the shower she was reading my posts to this site so far. I like it when she tells me she is reading my blog as it shows she is interested in what I write and sometimes I have more time to express how I'm feeling and contemplate on how things are going.
When I was finished I came back into the bedroom and started to put my device back on. She said 'Why are you putting that back on?' I couldn't think of anything intelligent to say so I just said, 'I didn't think anything would be happening tonight?' I don't ever want to presume something will happen now. I now realise that's very negative. When its a surprise that she does something with me its so much nicer and I am happier not getting my hopes up all the time. I'm confidant she is thinking about me and enough that she loves me and will play when she wants to.
So I climbed into bed naked revelling in the feeling of freedom. I came erect almost immediately. She said how much she liked my blog and that she liked reading what other people had written about my entries as it gave her confidence she was doing a good job. I said that in the journey section people are discouraged from replying to posts. I said I could ask for more comments and she said that would be nice...So there you go please feel free to comment.
Back to last night...
She started to tease me and ask questions about how I felt the other night while wearing the pink satin thong and being free. I think that was because she had just read my blog. I was trying to concentrate on her hands running up and down my cock and the sensation of touch but also trying to answer her questions too. It was throwing me off somewhat but was nice to open up and share. I admitted I thought about how much I enjoyed her using the strap-on, on me and the feeling of her being in control turned me on. I told her all about how wearing her underwear made me feel etc. She said I didn't have to share every fantasy I had, since it would feel to her that I was just trying to fish for her to do things. I had to agree on that. When she felt she had all the information she wanted she started to go to town on me properly. She can tell exactly where I am on the way to the edge now. She says she loves looking at my face as she edges me. After about 10-15mins of this I really wanted to cum. I was trying my hardest every time she stopped to get some more stimulation. Just a little more so I could cum. It was seriously frustrating but delicious at the same time. What is it about teasing that makes it so good? It just hits that spot.
She eventually ruined my orgasm. My cum oozing onto my belly after 30 seconds after she stopped stimulating me. I was squeezing and squeezing my cock to try and cum but just couldn't. She sat back on the bed to watch me squirm. She looked so happy with herself, which I suppose she should do. I think it takes great skill to do what she does.
I was literally begging her for more and I could tell she was having an internal dialogue. After about a minute she started on me again. She had one hand on my cock and the other massaging my ass, perineum and balls. She knows that this feels great to me and that if she wants to get me off quickly that's the thing to do. When I was close to the edge again she said 'You can cum now', I looked at her surprised as I didn't expect that. I think she knew what I was thinking because she reassured me it was OK to cum. Within a few strokes I came. It was powerful and long. After the ruined orgasm I thought it would be diminished somewhat but if it was, it still felt great to me.
Afterwards I thanked her and we cuddled in bed for a while. She told me how good I had been over the past week and that made me feel very grateful and quite humble as I didn't think I had done a lot. After our chat she turned to me and said 'You'd better get back in your cage now'.
Anyway while I was in the shower she was reading my posts to this site so far. I like it when she tells me she is reading my blog as it shows she is interested in what I write and sometimes I have more time to express how I'm feeling and contemplate on how things are going.
When I was finished I came back into the bedroom and started to put my device back on. She said 'Why are you putting that back on?' I couldn't think of anything intelligent to say so I just said, 'I didn't think anything would be happening tonight?' I don't ever want to presume something will happen now. I now realise that's very negative. When its a surprise that she does something with me its so much nicer and I am happier not getting my hopes up all the time. I'm confidant she is thinking about me and enough that she loves me and will play when she wants to.
So I climbed into bed naked revelling in the feeling of freedom. I came erect almost immediately. She said how much she liked my blog and that she liked reading what other people had written about my entries as it gave her confidence she was doing a good job. I said that in the journey section people are discouraged from replying to posts. I said I could ask for more comments and she said that would be nice...So there you go please feel free to comment.
Back to last night...
She started to tease me and ask questions about how I felt the other night while wearing the pink satin thong and being free. I think that was because she had just read my blog. I was trying to concentrate on her hands running up and down my cock and the sensation of touch but also trying to answer her questions too. It was throwing me off somewhat but was nice to open up and share. I admitted I thought about how much I enjoyed her using the strap-on, on me and the feeling of her being in control turned me on. I told her all about how wearing her underwear made me feel etc. She said I didn't have to share every fantasy I had, since it would feel to her that I was just trying to fish for her to do things. I had to agree on that. When she felt she had all the information she wanted she started to go to town on me properly. She can tell exactly where I am on the way to the edge now. She says she loves looking at my face as she edges me. After about 10-15mins of this I really wanted to cum. I was trying my hardest every time she stopped to get some more stimulation. Just a little more so I could cum. It was seriously frustrating but delicious at the same time. What is it about teasing that makes it so good? It just hits that spot.
She eventually ruined my orgasm. My cum oozing onto my belly after 30 seconds after she stopped stimulating me. I was squeezing and squeezing my cock to try and cum but just couldn't. She sat back on the bed to watch me squirm. She looked so happy with herself, which I suppose she should do. I think it takes great skill to do what she does.
I was literally begging her for more and I could tell she was having an internal dialogue. After about a minute she started on me again. She had one hand on my cock and the other massaging my ass, perineum and balls. She knows that this feels great to me and that if she wants to get me off quickly that's the thing to do. When I was close to the edge again she said 'You can cum now', I looked at her surprised as I didn't expect that. I think she knew what I was thinking because she reassured me it was OK to cum. Within a few strokes I came. It was powerful and long. After the ruined orgasm I thought it would be diminished somewhat but if it was, it still felt great to me.
Afterwards I thanked her and we cuddled in bed for a while. She told me how good I had been over the past week and that made me feel very grateful and quite humble as I didn't think I had done a lot. After our chat she turned to me and said 'You'd better get back in your cage now'.
Re: [Nat] Starting at the beginning...
The last couple of days have been quite as my KH has been down with a bad headache. She has still taken the time for me through it and I really appreciate that. I continue to do as much as I can for her while I'm here. We only have a few days left together. Its horrible but I know my KH is already planning a few tasks for me while I'm working away. I dont know what these will be and I would rather it be a surprise. I do know she wants me to take a butt plug and a pair of her panties. I'll have to hide those pretty good.
Last night she put out a thong for me to wear. I wasn't expecting anything as she really was rather poorly. Anyway she had taken the time to think of me. I always feel really self conscience standing in front of her as I put them on. Its as if I'm doing something naughty. She always watches me with a look of delight on her face. Should I be worried? She said to me, 'You should get used to wearing those'. Not sure what she meant but I was a bit worried by the comment. She has joked a couple of times that I should get a bra. Now that does get me worried I hope she is just messing with my head?
I had a pretty restless sleep because the thong kept me thinking of her and all the sexy things she has done with me. I had three really painful erections during the night. Every time I got up to go to the bathroom I was reminded of my predicament. It was tiring, erotic and delicious all at the same time. My KH did know I had, a restless nights sleep and let me lie in until 10! Heaven. When she came to wake me up I started to get hard again. I so wanted her to tease me but all I got was a couple of slaps on my bum and told to get up.
Last night she put out a thong for me to wear. I wasn't expecting anything as she really was rather poorly. Anyway she had taken the time to think of me. I always feel really self conscience standing in front of her as I put them on. Its as if I'm doing something naughty. She always watches me with a look of delight on her face. Should I be worried? She said to me, 'You should get used to wearing those'. Not sure what she meant but I was a bit worried by the comment. She has joked a couple of times that I should get a bra. Now that does get me worried I hope she is just messing with my head?
I had a pretty restless sleep because the thong kept me thinking of her and all the sexy things she has done with me. I had three really painful erections during the night. Every time I got up to go to the bathroom I was reminded of my predicament. It was tiring, erotic and delicious all at the same time. My KH did know I had, a restless nights sleep and let me lie in until 10! Heaven. When she came to wake me up I started to get hard again. I so wanted her to tease me but all I got was a couple of slaps on my bum and told to get up.
Re: [Nat] Starting at the beginning...
Thanks for the invitation to comment. I was worried I had overstepped. But I'm just really excited for you.
I love the dynamic that's forming between you two. The detail about her slapping your butt and telling you to get up is cute. She's starting to really treat you like her pet, and making sure it isn't always about your needs. And you are accepting that beautifully. That seems such an important aspect to making this work. Not that I have any experience of my own - but from what I read, that seems a huge step in finding long term success for couples.
Can't wait to see what she has in store for your extended absence. Especially after the comment of "you should get used to..." - I suspect you'll be getting used to a lot of things soon enough. Taking her strap-on from behind with your panties around your ankles whenever she feels like reminding you of her dominance, for example.
If your wife reads this, I just want to tell her she's doing so many things right, and I wish I had a keyholder just like her, who takes things cautiously but seriously; she really seems to have taken on your desire/gift of ownership of your cock as the responsibility that it really should be. It's fun reading about how she's learning everything that ownership involves, and how fully encompassing that power becomes. I hope she's having as much fun exploring it and turning you into her sexy little toy.
Best wishes!
I love the dynamic that's forming between you two. The detail about her slapping your butt and telling you to get up is cute. She's starting to really treat you like her pet, and making sure it isn't always about your needs. And you are accepting that beautifully. That seems such an important aspect to making this work. Not that I have any experience of my own - but from what I read, that seems a huge step in finding long term success for couples.
Can't wait to see what she has in store for your extended absence. Especially after the comment of "you should get used to..." - I suspect you'll be getting used to a lot of things soon enough. Taking her strap-on from behind with your panties around your ankles whenever she feels like reminding you of her dominance, for example.
If your wife reads this, I just want to tell her she's doing so many things right, and I wish I had a keyholder just like her, who takes things cautiously but seriously; she really seems to have taken on your desire/gift of ownership of your cock as the responsibility that it really should be. It's fun reading about how she's learning everything that ownership involves, and how fully encompassing that power becomes. I hope she's having as much fun exploring it and turning you into her sexy little toy.
Best wishes!
Re: [Nat] Starting at the beginning...
Sishpus- Thanks for your comments.
Sunday night was a bit of a moment. I came out of the shower and was preparing for bed. I suddenly had a thought of self doubt about what we were doing. I felt a bit silly for having my cock locked in a cage and thought, 'why am I doing this???'.
I then got into bed and my KH got in beside me. I still had the feelings of self doubt as I know in the past she wasn't keen on me wearing a cage and holding the key. The thought kept going around in my head so I asked my wife if she could answer a question honestly and give me her answer without thinking of what I wanted the answer to be. She agreed, so I asked her if she prefers me to wear a cage or if she was still to control my orgasm's but me not wear a cage.
She thought about it for a while then said that she prefers the control of having me in a cage. She went on to say that although she does trust me 100% and knows that with the honor system I wouldn't orgasm without her permission she likes having the key and the control it gives her.
I have to say, that did put my mind at ease, and that if it was what she genuinely wanted, I was happy to carry on.
This afternoon was interesting. My KH started to undress me in the kitchen. She had my trousers and pants down and I was starting to get hard when she said 'Oh the postman's at the door!'. I did a double take before I realized that she was joking with me. It was a moment and she said 'Thats got you going hasn't it?'
We went upstairs and she said 'do you want to try the strap on?' This caught me by surprise as I wasn't expecting anything. I said yes ok. She told me to get naked and get on the bed while she got the toys out. She said she would put a butt plug in first to loosen me up before using the strap on. She looked amazing in her lingerie with the strap on. She took my cage off then told me to get on all fours at the edge of the bed. She then lubed up the plug before easing it in really gently. It felt cold inside me but not uncomfortable. My KH asked me how I felt. I said I felt very exposed and vulnerable in this position but confidant she would take care of me.
She then started to caress my thighs, back and buttocks. It felt wonderful to be touched like that. Then she started to play with the plug in my ass. I was a bit nervous for some reason and couldn't relax. I think it may have been because she sprung this on me with no warning but I was hard and ready to accept what was coming. She was rubbing the strap on across my ass and cock, teasing me with it.
She said 'I think your ready now'. With that she pulled the plug out and slowly slipped her cock in me. I could feel the head go in then the rest slipped in easily. I looked back at her. She had both hands on my hips and I felt owned in that moment. I felt very full and pretty tight as I still wasn't relaxed. She started to move her hips in and out, her thighs touching mine. It was an intense feeling. I was completely flaccid at this stage but completely turned on- weird.
After about 5 mins of intense feeling I felt the need for her to withdraw and my legs were killing me! I turned on my back while laid on the bed. She entered me again, sliding her cock in again. It was the first time we were face to face and this added to the whole experience. My cock was dribbling precum and my KH started to play with my cock to get it hard (I think).
After a while of her sliding her cock in and out of me, I had to hold her in my arms. In that position it isn't possible. She withdraw and removed the strap on. We climbed back on the bed together, she was on top of me. I was so turned on by then I though I would explode. I couldn't keep my hands off her, they were everywhere. My head was spinning with emotion as I felt her body through her lingerie. I could hardly hold back when she reached down and slid my cock inside her. It felt amazing after so long without that feeling. I wouldn't last and told her so. I think she was as turned on as me because she came pretty quickly. I'm ashamed to say I begged her to let me cum, which she granted. It was the most intense and amazing O have ever had. It went on and on for a long time. I kept bucking and grinding on the bed under her, as she was kneeling over me.
I held her so tight afterward and didn't want to let her go. It was one of the most powerful experiences I have had and it lingers with me still. If ever there was doubt it was expelled in that moment.
Sunday night was a bit of a moment. I came out of the shower and was preparing for bed. I suddenly had a thought of self doubt about what we were doing. I felt a bit silly for having my cock locked in a cage and thought, 'why am I doing this???'.
I then got into bed and my KH got in beside me. I still had the feelings of self doubt as I know in the past she wasn't keen on me wearing a cage and holding the key. The thought kept going around in my head so I asked my wife if she could answer a question honestly and give me her answer without thinking of what I wanted the answer to be. She agreed, so I asked her if she prefers me to wear a cage or if she was still to control my orgasm's but me not wear a cage.
She thought about it for a while then said that she prefers the control of having me in a cage. She went on to say that although she does trust me 100% and knows that with the honor system I wouldn't orgasm without her permission she likes having the key and the control it gives her.
I have to say, that did put my mind at ease, and that if it was what she genuinely wanted, I was happy to carry on.
This afternoon was interesting. My KH started to undress me in the kitchen. She had my trousers and pants down and I was starting to get hard when she said 'Oh the postman's at the door!'. I did a double take before I realized that she was joking with me. It was a moment and she said 'Thats got you going hasn't it?'
We went upstairs and she said 'do you want to try the strap on?' This caught me by surprise as I wasn't expecting anything. I said yes ok. She told me to get naked and get on the bed while she got the toys out. She said she would put a butt plug in first to loosen me up before using the strap on. She looked amazing in her lingerie with the strap on. She took my cage off then told me to get on all fours at the edge of the bed. She then lubed up the plug before easing it in really gently. It felt cold inside me but not uncomfortable. My KH asked me how I felt. I said I felt very exposed and vulnerable in this position but confidant she would take care of me.
She then started to caress my thighs, back and buttocks. It felt wonderful to be touched like that. Then she started to play with the plug in my ass. I was a bit nervous for some reason and couldn't relax. I think it may have been because she sprung this on me with no warning but I was hard and ready to accept what was coming. She was rubbing the strap on across my ass and cock, teasing me with it.
She said 'I think your ready now'. With that she pulled the plug out and slowly slipped her cock in me. I could feel the head go in then the rest slipped in easily. I looked back at her. She had both hands on my hips and I felt owned in that moment. I felt very full and pretty tight as I still wasn't relaxed. She started to move her hips in and out, her thighs touching mine. It was an intense feeling. I was completely flaccid at this stage but completely turned on- weird.
After about 5 mins of intense feeling I felt the need for her to withdraw and my legs were killing me! I turned on my back while laid on the bed. She entered me again, sliding her cock in again. It was the first time we were face to face and this added to the whole experience. My cock was dribbling precum and my KH started to play with my cock to get it hard (I think).
After a while of her sliding her cock in and out of me, I had to hold her in my arms. In that position it isn't possible. She withdraw and removed the strap on. We climbed back on the bed together, she was on top of me. I was so turned on by then I though I would explode. I couldn't keep my hands off her, they were everywhere. My head was spinning with emotion as I felt her body through her lingerie. I could hardly hold back when she reached down and slid my cock inside her. It felt amazing after so long without that feeling. I wouldn't last and told her so. I think she was as turned on as me because she came pretty quickly. I'm ashamed to say I begged her to let me cum, which she granted. It was the most intense and amazing O have ever had. It went on and on for a long time. I kept bucking and grinding on the bed under her, as she was kneeling over me.
I held her so tight afterward and didn't want to let her go. It was one of the most powerful experiences I have had and it lingers with me still. If ever there was doubt it was expelled in that moment.