Hitting the Wall

[Locked by LRC]

Maybe your desire for Dommes and FLR was part of you chastity thoughts initially. Now that you have found peace with your chastity and KH the extreme of these lifestyles no longer appeal to you. Chastity was your fantasy and involved Dommes, etc. and planted the seed for you to try chastity. Now you have found reality with your chastity and have realized that was this is extent of your real interest.

[eido]

I really, really, did not mean this to be about me and my psyche and whatever issues reside there. I wanted to know if any of you had ever run into the same sensation. I like the food analogies best and think that makes it easier to parse.

Have you ever been eating something that, while not your favorite thing in the world, is still not an uncommon food on your plate. Then, at about the 4th forkful, you suddenly want to spit it out. You look at the rest of your plate. It's not obviously spoiled or rotten. You didn't forget an ingredient. Yet now, just looking at it makes you want to hurl. If you've ever encountered that feeling in terms of something intimate that you do or used to do, that is what this thread is for. Put it out there.

Or, we can just let this thread settle to the bottom of the pond and move on to the next topic. Either works for me

Eido

[poor]

At the risk of stating the obvious; masturbation. After a year without, I can't see myself going back to bringing myself off.

[Atone]

At the risk of stating the obvious; masturbation. After a year without, I can't see myself going back to bringing myself off.

but I want to soooo bad.

[celticqueens_sub]

I really don't want to masturbate anymore. CQ actually uses this as a technique for unloading me without me getting as much pleasure as when she does it, or as much pleasure as I used to get from it. During my training she used a lot of good techniques to ensure that my associations for masturbation changed.

[celticqueens_sub]

Then, at about the 4th forkful, you suddenly want to spit it out. You look at the rest of your plate. It's not obviously spoiled or rotten

Never anything sexual, the nearest thing was getting completely shitfaced on a decent red wine many many years ago, now I ain't so keen on red wine...