I didn't think about it but I said "I don't want to come". She said "all right" and we finished with our shower. We didn't talk about it until this morning.
I got up before her, which I always do, and showered. When I came into the bedroom she was moving around so I snuggled with her and peeked out through the shades. The sunrise over the water was beautiful so I pulled the shades open all the way and we lay in bed, enjoying the view, the colors, and each other.
I started talking about our shower two days ago. I told her that as much as I enjoy coming I also greatly enjoy sexual tension and at that time I wanted to keep my sexual tension more than I wanted an orgasm. I told her that I wanted to keep myself available to make love with her. As I told her this I was spooning her from behind, pushing into her with my full cage. She was agreeably moving her butt around but wanted to go back to sleep. I realized, once again, that my chastity has greatly increased my patience. Once upon a time I would have been mad with desire and if she hadn't been available to me I would have masturbated and been done with it. I shared this understanding with her, she smiled, pulled the covers up and closed her eyes.
We started with chastity in April. I kept on pestering her, wanting to talk about it. I know this is a common experience. In July we talked about it, again, and I told her that a big part of it was my insecurity about her being on board with chastity. She said, OK, let's give it a year. I'm on board for a year and we'll revisit your being in chastity next July. That was excellent. I've got a pretty good feeling that next July she's not going to want to go back to pre-chastity
