Not cuming for a while makes one more emotional, nervous. And sleep is effected.
One takes great breaths of air almost of despair.
Sexually, everything is amplified,. Everything looks good, many ideas have started to appeal to me. I want to be horny, really horny, right on the edge. It nearly consumes me.
And after only 12 days!
The feelings that follow an intense sexual session involving teasing is of anticipation, hope, longing and wonder.
The normality is. Everything goes on as if it never happened, and to try to grasp hold of one last moment of it is met with resistance or a push.
The memory can be savored, but I have to be realistic. my wife does not feel the same way. It was my game played for me, my way. Why would I expect more?
On Wednesday morning C said she had a job for me later, it was "my job to sort her out now" .
Nothing more was said.
I expected C would have me go down on her with toys and then most likley want fucking, and of course I would try to get her to hold out on letting me cum, then hopefully be edged.
But that isnt quite how it went.
That evening I was told to lock the door and start doing what was expected of me.
C "Your my fuck toy, the cage stays on, now get down there and do your job".
C came so hard. A massive orgasm that she could not stifle and the afterglow, tremours lasted a good ten minutes.
I simply lay and held her breast which was super sensitive and watched the blissful look on her face.
C eventually said, "Wow thank you very much, that was amazing. But I'm afraid your staying locked up until weekend" .
My cage was killing me, so hard.
I was both excited and shocked, but C rarely sticks to this, alway gives in with the least amount of pleading, and although I long to be denied, right now, I long for release, my edge, a fuck.
Me, 'OK, but how about I get treated to an.."
" Nope". No eye contact, not even a consideration.
"I promise I won't come"
C "no you won't, because you're staying locked"
I whipped the covers back to show the mound of flesh which was angrily swelling and buckling behind my cage with my swollen purple balls and tiny bulging cage sat on top.
But, look at this, I've never been this horny , it's killing me, you can't seriously leave me like this".
It was true, really she wouldn't do that to me.
C "ooh, that does look very uncomfortable".
"so how about letting me fuck you"
"Nope, I've had what I want, you'll have to wait until weekend for yours" and she leans back and picks up her book.
Seriously, I'm starting to belive she means it now, slightly panicking,
"OK, you win, just let it out for a bit, a quick stroke maybe"
C "I said No, stop asking"
"Please, just unlock it for a bit" .
Shhh
Please. Really, I love you so much, you can't leave me like 'this!' please honey.
"Are you still talking? I'm trying to read my book", "OK then"
I think. Yes! Thank fuck for that, I was shitting myself.
"Ill hold your balls for you while you calm down" .

And so I sat, stunned, cock firing wtf signals to my brain (which had melted) . And all the while, with every refusal, getting harder, more swollen, more horny.
I caved in. I did. I surprised myself, I'm not a weak person.
" Please, I'll pay"
"What" ?
Ill pay cash, right now, £10 just to come out and be Locked again.
"Oh my god. No"
"£20?.fuck! . How much do you want, I have cash here" .
C. "Right! thats enough, one more word and I don't hold your balls" .
Fuck. And so I sat, dazed, delighted and awestruck.
C hadn't even flinched, not shown the least bit of compassion or concern and saw absolutely no need for me to be relieved in any way.
C read for an hour. I couldn't move. Such an overpowerful erotic state could never occur naturally. The urge to masterbate would be overwhelming. And had I been able, I'd have tried in vein to get it off to achieve this.
C put her book down and said. "Still suffering then.?"
I replied "Honestly, I came this close, so close to tears, to breaking down completely and begging you"
"Well, I still would have said no" .
So, C lay down and I spooned her.
Trying to mentally control this, trying to calm it down. Impossible. My mind would wonder for a fraction of a second, the memory of the "No" the slightest movement.
The last time I looked at the clock was 5 am and still hard.
I must have dozed a bit and my cock relaxed because C woke me up around 6, not very happy.
All the pre cum build up that had trapped behind the cage ring had shot out all over her and the bed, gone cold and woke her up.
"you've cum in you sleep, that's disgusting, fuck your weekend, it's not going to happen now. wipe it up and put some underwear on"
I felt around , wiped, explained that I hadn't come, what it was and it was only for being so aroused, put underwear on and apologised.
I was too deflated and tired to say more, C was too tired to care.
I Managed to get a bit more restless sleep.
The alarm went off during a vivid sexual dream, and as I awoke C said "that should put a stop to whatever you was dreaming about, you were air humping and whimpering"
I was still hard. "sorry, its just this" and I showed her my still swollen lump.
"you don't have to show me, you've been sticking it in me and leaking on me all night"
So up we got, time sort break to home school the kids.
I made breakfast for C and presented it with a love heart note saying "wow! Thank you x x x"
I must have looked so desperate at one point.
C said "find something to do to take your off it, if your good and don't mention anything or pester me at all today, there might be a treat for you later"
As I write this. Pre cum is oozing from my caged cock at an incredible rate.
I desperately want some relief.
But at the same time, I want C to know that this is what I want more of, I need to say something that will help her to stand firm. I want her to break me.