[Mr Pickle] one step forwards, two steps back

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Re: [Mr Pickle] one step forwards, two steps back

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What ever was irking C seems to be resolved. Somethimgnto do with a lady at work? Wtf?

C is now happy again, I could tell instantly. It was something in the way she said Get down there. Don't stop until I have have a huge orgasm" .

I was extremely happy to oblige, and C had the orgasm she was expecting after a slow build up using tongue vibe and both toys.
C's pussy was swollen, puffy pink and gaping open, so I gently tongue fucked her while she was calming down

I was unlocked already, and hard as hell so I started to climb on.

" What are you doing? I didn't say you could put that inside me" .

So I stopped dead, with just the head filling the swollen gaping hole.

C "don't push it in any further, I'm still enjoying my orgasm... Stay completely still"

A few minutes passed, it was agony, I was dying to move.

"OK, you can move it now" .

Thank gods for that.

C had many smaller orgasms from Piv, and I struggled to hold back, as I got near C said "don't come, do not come.." And I literally started grunting and growling with the effort of holding it back.
Eventually I calmed down enough to go again.

C "You can come now if you like".

So I started pounding and building up again. I got close again.

Then I plopped out completely as C sat up. "Enough pounding, get it locked up now please"

My lower half was still grating and I was poking away at thin air.

"Seriously?, I was just about to explode"

C "Yeah, been there, frustrating isn't it. I prefer this way, when I get what I need first"

Was this payback for weekend? I'm Impressed.

C "Lock up now. If not, I might not stroke it later"

So I locked up. I'm not willing to take that gamble.

C Got up. "Great! Back we're it belongs, If you take me for lunch today, I'll likely be happy and want to come again tomorrow" .

So I went and did some work. Made sure I finished in time to take C out for lunch.

That evening I was treated to a "one stop" which is the name of the local shop? Which inspired C's latest idea. Basically, I get my edge until I say "stop". Once. The end.
So it's a battle, I want it to last so try to remain calm, while C sets the pace.. I lasted less than a minute before reaching the edge and had to say "stop". I was then reached and allowed to Stoke C's perfect butt while she drifted off and park my cage between her cheeks.

Thursday night felt like one long continuous nocturnal erection. But I slept through most of it.

Friday morning was yet another edging treat, onto breasts, clean it off.

C decided she would wait until tomorrow for her time, but hadn't decided what she wanted yet.

I was edged, a bit allowed out, told to clean and then left to lie on my back with my rock hard tower jutting up, but not allowed to touch it, while whaching C sort getting changed into her lacy bits. Fucking brilliant!

C stopped at one point, while bending away from me, ass and lips on show. She then walked over and lowered herself on to the (still very erect) shaft.

"seem as its there, I might as well have a sample"

C slid straight on, obviously wet and Rode me for a couple of minutes then got off just as quickly.

"that'll do for now, calm down and cage up, things to do"

"C, there is no way this is calming down in a hurry"

"Ah. I have an idea, hold the head board with both hands, do not let go"

So I did. And it looked like C was going to take me in her mouth.

C "close your eyes"

I closed them, thanking all that is holy for this moment, it was getting better and better. I mean, it makes sense to make me come quick to calm down quick.. thank you"

Whack!

Holy fuck ow that fucking..

Whack "I said don't let go"

Whack, "this should" whack "do the job"

Honestly, my balls were screaming and I could help but roll into a ball cradling them while C just caries on as normal finishing getting dressed.

A minute later C returned to check me out "show it to me" , I was afraid.

"See.. Worked. Cage up" and with that C skipped out of the room
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Re: [Mr Pickle] one step forwards, two steps back

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I find it hard to believe this is all true... but I am going for it, anyway :D . You are in quite a predicament, but living an amazing life as well!
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avid fan wrote: Fri Jul 02, 2021 2:53 am things can just as quickly take a positive turn so fingers crossed for you.
Yep, I'm getting to see this more often now.

C has off days, like anyone else I'm sure. When something irks C it effects everything to a degree and I am first in the line of fire. That is part of my job description as Husband. I try to work out if it is me or something else. Usually it is something else and that in turn opens up a way to take it out on me.
I'm kind of used to it and it doesn't last.
When C is happy, she lights up rooms with her personality, always attracts smiles, looks etc. Draws people towards her. She is quite amazing.
When I am locked and she benefits from the extra attention she absolutely glows, she loves it. It's a confidence only a woman feeling truly loved and wanted could show.
The benefits to me are of course mindbendingly good. So I have no problem with C having a few off days. I try to take it with a pinch of salt, keep my head down and look forward to the C I know.
At this moment in time I have been teased and denied enough that I would genuinely do anything for her. And she knows it.
I have no idea what C has planned for me, if anything. It's very exciting.
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timmyboy38 wrote: Fri Jul 02, 2021 6:36 am I find it hard to believe this is all true... but I am going for it, anyway :D . You are in quite a predicament, but living an amazing life as well!
I write the log for my own benefit, and there is always something to write. Not always good, I have bad days as well and many where nothing happens but no point writing.

C has a very playful and mischievous personality, and this game seems to suit her down to the ground. When she wants it to, but I'm always aware that she is playing with and it's a game.
Fortunately It's a game which we both enjoy.

Sometimes I push too hard and it falls apart. Sometimes C pushes too far and I fall apart.

C loves being spoiled, loved, cared for, pampered, looked after ect.. Who doesn't? But often feels guilty or unworthy.
I love being loved, sex, Kinks etc.. Who doesn't? But I also often feel guilty or unworthy. To such a degree I had performance issues.

This has brought us back to life and solves all of the above. If you read it from a first person view, much of it is just sex and teasing. If fact I think it all is, with a few mistakes and trials.

I would love to add more, but when I ask for them (for example, strapon sex), C says no, I didn't like it.
So I still fantasise about stuff, but I don't write my fantasise, only what happens that I don't want to forget, just in case one day it all ends.

There are things I don't include now that once would have been huge. For example this morning C asked what I would like to try? . Strapon. No. Sit on Creampie? OK. and then I asked if C might sit on my hard on while I vibed her to orgasm, because it would be a real headfuck for me. C said she would like to try that.
That we x can talk like this is huge, but normal now.

The balls slaps, I introduced, and C realises balls are much tougher than they seem. The ache goes quickly. I would much rather be kicked in the balls than have a nettle sting. It fades and the ache afterwards is a reminder of the exciting morning. Finishment? Not really, you don't actually want it.

C has said recently, she likes hitting my balls, it's fun. But uses the term "I will hurt you" if she is threatening me with it.

I won't write about something unless it happens and often miss bits.

I feel blessed, lucky, insanely happy, and hope C feels the same. She sure looks that way.

Poles apart from where we were once. And I belive if we stopped playing, the effects would linger on.

You can choose to belive or not, but it is a true journey. No point in trying to fool myself 😂

I'm glad your enjoying reading, I thought only two people took any notice. my hope really, if I had to add one, would be that it might encourage others to take the leap. But in truth I write it for me and enjoy reading it back some time later so I might learn and improve.
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Re: [Mr Pickle] one step forwards, two steps back

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Things are hotting up, I have no idea what has got into C but once again she has blown my mind.
Friday evening, I'm doing my own thing, C is watching some dreadful soap.

C walked into my office and said "just to let you know, I'm very horny" And then left.

It took 10 seconds to sink in before I lept out of my seat to follow.
C was in the kitchen making a snack "I didn't mean now silly"

"OK, I just want to kiss you, there is nothing better than holding a horny C"

I went into an embrace and C grabbed my bulged cage, so I replied by grasping her breast.

C then took my hand and put it inside her top.

Spurred on, I turned C about and pushed my other hand down the front of her jeans. My finger was sucked into her pussy, C was dripping wet. I started to rub.

I haven't done that since before we had kids.. Wow!

C "This is insane, the kids are still awake."

"yes, but they won't leave their games at this time of night., they hide away so they don't get told to go to bed" .

"Stop now, I don't want to come here. But I do want you to make me come hard"

So I stopped, kissed C again and asked "u hardly ever tell me your horny like this, why don't we sneak upstairs, it would be a shame to waste it."

And so we did, I gave C her orgasm, it was huge.

After C had recovered she grabbed the cage on bulge that was where my hard on would be and said." I was going to jiggle it, but it's rock solid"

"Yes, because I'm very fucking horny now" .

"oh, I was going to go watch the rest of my soap. I've had what I wanted, You'll just have to wait"

"I got what I wanted too, thankyou, thankyou so much for letting me know you were horny"

"Hmmmm, my pleasure, and now we know we can get away with it"

"And you know I can make you come really quick when you feel like that, so no need to waste any more"

We kissed and kissed and then C returned to her soap and I to my office.

I wrote this straight away. This to me is too important to forget. It's rushed and missing many details. Have to edit another time.

OK, so I can see why some things we do seem unbelievable. I wouldn't belive it myself an hour ago. I'm not bothered if I don't get some for myself, I feel privalaged, how could this be any better?



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Epic failure coming on my part.

What happened last night could never have happened in our old life.

Because C feels confident in knowing she can have an orgasm or make use of me without the need to repay it.
The idea of having a full blown sex sesh would have made it unlikley to even start. But C knows now, she can come and carry on and I'm happy with that . I can wait.

C wanted to come, she didn't want sex, she was horny, had a need and I could full that need.

This really does open things up a bit. If C allows herself to think like this.
It might be a one off, I hope it isn't.

I will try to make it known that this can happen whenever she feels the need and I would not expect or need anything in return, that It was already more than I could have dreamt of. I feel like I've already hit the jackpot.

At bedtime, I hoped into bed, C didn't look up from her book, I'd had an edge that morning so asking for more would be greedy, but due to the events a few hours ago I was incredibly turned on, frustrated etc and yes, verging on desperate. So I asked "could I borrow your vibrator for a few minutes?"

"No."

That was that then.

Next morning C offered me the sit on creampie I had said I would like to try, the idea of it when I've not come for a while and tease as well, is a big turn on.

What a disaster, I really lost the urge big time, C left it a while after I had come, then when she realised I was having second thoughts became more determined and kept trying to sit on my face.
It was very amusing for C watching me squirm away and panic.
I just could not do it. It happens that way. If I ask for something, it just don't work for me. If C wanted to come on my face I know I would oblige. But this time.. No way.

C did say "but this is what you really want, you get really hard when I say I'm going to do it to you?"
"Yeah, I know, but the appeal really does die very quickly, I just can't do it "

"Are you sure.. I mean you say no sometimes, but I'm known deep down you mean yes "

"I am properly serious, I've missed the moment sorry. "

"OK, not a problem"

And it wasn't.

Funny how things workout really.

C was fine, she had come big last night so was just in it for the Shag anyway.
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Re: [Mr Pickle] one step forwards, two steps back

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Interesting...if you were that reluctant I would have thought C would enjoy forcing you to do it even more?! Has she ever forced you in to anything by a hard squeeze of your balls or similar??
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avid fan wrote: Sun Jul 04, 2021 2:51 am Interesting...if you were that reluctant I would have thought C would enjoy forcing you to do it even more?! Has she ever forced you in to anything by a hard squeeze of your balls or similar??
Quite a few times yes, C has used pain to help change my mind, or threats, I think this time C was simply amused seeing me panic, she didn't half laugh a lot.
If C really wanted it, it would probably happen, I leave her to handle the reigns now.

C isn't a dom, never will be, it isn't in her bones. Oh she can be mean or playful and determined, but anything dom or flr is like role play and C can only last so long before she gets bored or frustrated.
We spoke a few days ago about this and C said she doesn't want to make decisions all the time, she likes it when I make them sometimes.
It strikes me that once upon a time, I made all the decisions, and C hadn't noticed the shift in the power dynamics. Anything could happen.
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Re: [Mr Pickle] one step forwards, two steps back

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Sunday evening.
I sat in bed stoking C's leg. C didn't put her book down or seem interested in anything so I read myself.
My hand did wander to my cage at one point, C noticed and said "don't touch that"
So, no ball attention tonight, even by myself.
And then C said "Go and lock the door".
"yes mam"
I was sent down to give C her orgasm, I was down there for an awful long time, C was surfing her orgasm and eventually came like a tsunamis.
I honestly didn't expect to be let out, so was quite surprised when C gave the key to me and said "you're allowed two minutes out for either oily strokes or a shag" .

I chose the shag, and for those two minutes C told me I wasn't allowed to come and I would be Locked back up"

I got to the edge quickly and had to slow down a bit.

C "OK, times up"

I lay on my back with a hard on like a flag pole.

C "I want to go to sleep, cage it up now"

"it's too hard, I'm too horny, it could be a while"

C looked at my pole and then said "I can't wait, and I want it locked up. would you like some help calming that down or will you do it? "

Truth is, I can't hit myself in the balls. Something inside my head doesn't let me. So I just held my hard on and closed my eyes and breathed.

Four ball slaps and a minute of achimg had me soft enough to re lock.

C settled down to sleep, I joined her, as always, spooning C with my cage between her cheeks and one hand in her breast.

C sighed , "ahh. That should tide me over for now"

Now ball slapping, pain etc. Isn't really my thing, although I suggested it when I'd been locked a while and not come for a week. Its still cock attention. The dull ache from a slap is better than the cramp ache from not cuming.
And it calms me down quickly, which is a quick easy fix as far as C is concerned. The fact that C enjoys isn't really worrying... Yet.
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Re: [Mr Pickle] one step forwards, two steps back

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Log
A week.
C isn't in a playful mood so no flirting etc.
We sat having coffee Tuesday afternoon and I reminded C that the same time last week, we snook off to be naughty.
C laughed and said "yes, that was fun", I agreed it was.
C was too tired to make use of me later that evening and said "I should have taken advantage of you earlier when I felt in the mood"
Sigh! "Yes, I think having a quick mid day orgasm would have been very good for you"

C, "but I'm too tired now, I'm keeping you locked up until I need it, I'll play with your balls for a while though "

So C missed out on her O today, C hardly ever goes more than one day without. It's just another new normal. C is used to coming often now, I'm sure as soon as she isn't tired it'll be on her mind.

C played with my balls and we went to sleep.

Wednesday morning before I got out of bed, C said "I think ill have my coffee in bed when I get home from work later"

"And I'll be very happy to serve that coffee"
C had an orgasm and then let me out.
The difference worth noting this time was that C asked about watching porn sometime.
This I would want more than anything, If C got into porn/fantasy etc.. Oh my word.

So this is something I need to take time over, I don't want to fck it up, so have posted it onto the board.

Thursday.
C Got back into bed Thursday morning and simply gave me the key "you can come out and do something if you want?"

I actually felt quite disappointed, how mad is that? I then gave C the key back. "I'm OK thanks, but if you happen to need anything at any time, please let me know".

And that was it. We sat for a while, I got bored and decided to get on with some jobs while C rested in bed.

There is a distinct absence of excitement and fun at the moment. I'm locked, I wait, I'm let out, I come if a I want to.
But we're also very chilled out, happy. So no problems.

Yesterday we did the 'you sit on me while I vibe your clit', a first for is and definitely something we'll do again.
Today I finished (came) too quickly so C made sure I went down, cleaned up and gave her the orgasm she was entitled to.

Whenwe finished C held her thumb up and said "I have you right her.. Under this"

And yes, she does

So a slow(ish) week, but not a bad one all in all
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