[cshorts] My (our) journey

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Funtime on a 4 day vacation in Calistoga. After the now traditional hourlong footrub, SL uncaged me, and gave me a handjob that nearly brought me off, without telling me whether I was allowed to cum. Then she lubed up the prostate vibe and gave me a wild session, causing me to thrash and cry out. She had me reading an erotic story to her, but I had to stop reading several times. After she stopped, she mounted my face for her first few orgasms, then instructed me to enter her...and that I should cum. I was able to hold back for her to enjoy a couple more Os, then lost it, and lost it, and wow.

35 days since last orgasm.
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Shortest chastity period in .... a year and a half maybe? SL decided to give me a birthday O today. But only after she totally surprised me with a CBT session -- first ever. Crop applied to both twig and berries, yowch! Not too fierce, but still. Followed by a serious cropping of my ass ... "you're going to have bruises -- you'll be thinking of me every time you sit down this week." And that followed by an amazing, aggressive ass fucking with the Lelo prostate vibe. When she was done, I collapsed in a puddle for some time. Then I was allowed to pleasure her ... and then allowed to cum. Wow! What a morning.

21 days since last orgasm.
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[warning: A bit more pornographic than usual...though I generally don't hold back]

It took me by surprise to notice that today is my two-year anniversary of 24x7 caging. It has, indeed, been a journey. And mostly wonderful.

This morning, coincidentally, was magnificent, as if an anniversary celebration.

We're at a Victorian B&B manor for a long weekend, doubly romantic because we got married here 18 years ago. After breakfast we retreated to our luxurious room, where SL told me she wanted a foot rub. With a lazy weekend ahead of us, we decided to get high first, which generally lowers her inhibitions. And when I'm high I got lost in the details of the foot rub and it stretches out: over an hour and a half this morning.

After, I asked if I could rub anything else: back? Neck? SL said she'd like me to massage her left leg -- she's been having some sciatic pain. But first she went and got out the key to cage -- I was surprised, thinking I was in for Locktober and that she hadn't even brought the key. "My rules for Locktober", she said. "I can let you out, but you cannot cum."

I lay down next to her to cuddle and kiss a moment before massaging her leg. But she quickly stopped me: "You didn't shave!" I'm supposed to get up earlier than her and shave before we have weekend sex. Being away from home, it being Saturday (usually weekend sex is on Sunday), I got confused and forgot. "I'm sorry." She sent me off to shave, now. When I returned I apologized for keeping her waiting, and apologized again for forgetting to shave. "Did you bring a belt? Get it?"

Except for rare occasions over the years, SL has only recently started to beat me. I don't know if she will continue, or how frequently. I felt grateful and very excited that she was willing to give me a correction. I had been semi hard since she took my cage off; now I got rock hard, my cock straining away from my body.

"Shall I read to you?" It has become a habit for me, often, to read her an erotic story at the beginning of our play sessions; I think she enjoys the fantasies and it loosens her up. "Yes." I'm currently reading her a long, multi-chapter cuckolding novella from Literotica. She prepared the pillows for me to lie face down, propped up to read; she laid out the belt. It was clear I was to read while she beat me for not shaving. And so I did, and she did. She walloped my bu tucks several times. Ran the leather up and down the back side of my cock and balls. Slapped my shoulders. Nothing too fierce today -- less painful than last time. But hard enough it was difficult for me to keep reading, to suppress the urge to gasp and cry out with each blow.

After punishing me for a while, she came alongside, cuddling against me. We like this position -- I have an arm around her, holding the phone behind her head so I can read quietly to her. Meanwhile my other hand is free to play with her pussy. She started getting worked up, squirming a bit and moaning. She reached for her Hitachi, and I readjusted enough to be able to slip my fingers inside her while she used the wand against her clit. All the while I keep reading, a section of the story in which the wife is telling her husband about how good her lover is, and what they did last night. SL had a massive orgasm, shaking and shuddering and smiling and ejaculating all over my hand. We collapsed together and cuddled.

When she had recovered a bit, I asked if I should start reading again, and strap on? 'Yes to reading, but why strap on? I have the real thing right here today." She reminded me I was not allowed to cum, and permitted me to put on a numbing condom.

I suited up, saddled up (on my knees between her legs, SL on her back, hips raised upon my thighs), and started to read again, about the woman telling her husband the next evening about sucking off her lover in his office during lunch. And started fucking SL, while she turned on her wand again. I find this torturous pleasure -- the rare treat of being inside her, thrusting as hard and fast as I want, et sufficiently numbed bu the cream that it feels wonderful but I can't approach the promised land, orgasm. But I find the rhythm, and the angle of pressure against her g-spot that sends SL rocketing skyward.

As we lay in afterglow after, I rested my hand on her pussy and gently squeezed. She pushed my hand away. "Are you sure," I asked? "I should not have to tell you twice!" and she slapped me. Wow! She'd never done that before.

But she wasn't done. She noticed my cock was still twitching and commented on how wet with pre-cum it was. So she grabbed my nipples by the barbells and started twisting and pinching. This is one area in which she is quite unrestrained - I've not needed my safe work yet, but she pushes me VERY hard. But this time, I was uncaged, so I reached for my cock. It was still sheathed in the numbing condom. She let me jerk it while she tortured my nipples. And let me continue to the edge, twice -- two amazing experiences, with exquisite nipple pain competing with that overwhelming, just about there excitement emanating from my cock and shooting through my entire body. After the second unconsummated edging I collapsed on her chest, breathless and panting hard. I don't think I've had such powerful edge experiences before -- certainly never been so noisy While almost but not quite cumming.

She's come such a long way. When I realized after starting this entry that it was the 2-year anniversary, I asked her if she liked having me in chastity. 'Yes. You get to have some kink, and I don't have to go too far, but I get to explore." I feel so grateful for her love, and willingness to give this a chance, and to, slowly, explore. The past six months! Pegging, whipping, tease and long-term denial, and now even a face slap. Several spankings with a wooden spoon when I'm preparing dinner "just because". More giving of orders. I don't crave a full-time FLR, but I love being her sub as often as she feels comfortable with it.

I'm also grateful to this who recommended "patience" as the key strategy. We're making real progress, together -- more than for many years before.
43 days since last O, and told I'm not having any *at least* for Locktober.
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A long, lovely Sunday playtime. Generally followed the usual pattern, but some very special twists. Things have been stepping up the past few weeks.

About a month ago I forwarded SL a blog entry about what a particular guy gets out of being sexually submissive. It was well written, very evocative, and it aligned quite well with what I experience so I thought it might help SL understand me better. On top of that, it was written by his female partner: of course, she can't really know what it's like for her partner, but she seemed quite intuitive and I thought it might help SL to hear it in a female voice.

About half of it was about sexual submissiveness and about half about corporal, BDSM submission. I thought I indicated that I was sharing it mostly for the first half and the general insight to the submissive mind (knowing that SL is not very comfortable, yet?, with serious BDSM play). But it would seem she either thought I was pushing for more corporal punishment, or that part grabbed *her* attention. Every few days since she has given me some whacks with a wooden spoon or spatula (since I'm CFNM during personal time my bare ass is conveniently available). And some spanking and face slapping in the bedroom at random times when we're not necessarily having sexytime, particularly to correct me for not shaving often enough (she has me go down on her at least once a day on average now, and doesn't like a scruffy face, but I don't like shaving every day).

(She’s also been experimenting with being more Domme generally, ordering me to do things for her and challenging me if I question her.)

At some point I might talk to her and let her know that corrections are very appropriate and welcome, but that she doesn't have to manufacture excuses if she doesn't want -- she can administer discipline for any reason or no reason if she wishes. I feel like she's a bit uncomfortable with role playing and pretend. But ... patience. Things are going so well I don't want to make her self-conscious or feel like she's doing something wrong. She seems to be on a journey of exploration and I'm just going to stay quiet and go along for the ride.

This morning she not only gave me a spanking (part of my Sunday AM prep routine, while she is sleeping, is to shave for play time, but today I forgot!), but she also had me on my hands and knees over her legs and, with my legs spread, gave my balls a nontrivial spanking! That was quite a surprise and nothing I've ever suggested. She wasn't too rough and it was quite tolerable, but it was firm and meaningful, not just playful taps.

I served her for some time: 90 minute footrub, oral edging to get her worked up, several finger fucking while she used wand and I read the erotic cuckolding novella we've been enjoying orgasms, and then a vigorous fucking with Outlaw (the 10", fat vixskin dildo in harness) which made her scream. We then cuddled for a while, but she surprised me by telling me to take off the harness and proceeding to give me probably the most stimulating ass-fucking ever with our prostate vibrating dildo (this one is hand held, not a strap on): she had *me* screaming. We had our windows closed but wondered afterwards if the teenagers next door could hear us, we were both so loud today.

I asked if she was going to fuck me with Outlaw some day: she said yes.

It's wonderful how far things have progressed. I love my wife.

And Locktober continues; orgasm free since 23 August.
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Would you please post a link to the blog entry you shared with her? I might want to share it with my wife. Thanks
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@cshorts I would also be interested in the link.
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Sorry, @Fastredcar and @KittensBoyToy, I've been away from the forum and just saw your requests. I'll try to find that blog post and provide a link.
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Here's the link for @Fastredcar and @KittyLove: http://femdomthinktank.blogspot.com/202 ... ssive.html. And while finding it, I saw she wrote a follow-on entry that I think is also good: http://femdomthinktank.blogspot.com/202 ... shift.html.
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It's been nearly a month.  We've been active, but missed two of our extended Sunday playtimes.  One, SL was away helping with granddaughter childcare; last weekend I was engaged in an all day (online) piano activity. I've been providing oral service nearly every day, and a few times even two or three different times during the day.  And a couple of weeknight strap-on sessions for her.  It we made up missed Sunday's with a wonderful, long session this morning.  SL notched up her domination:  handcuffed me face down, and delivered 28 strokes with the riding crop.  Also multiple croppings (less fiercely!) of both cock (a first) and balls. Gave me clear verbal instructions, and then punished me for forgetting I was only to speak when spoken too. 

We ended the session with her uncaging me, and instructing me that I should come, but only after I fucked her silly and she gave me permission. She then mounted her Liberator pillow to get the optimal angle of my cock against her g-spot, and the ride began.  She hasn't screamed like that in as least a few months.  After a few loud orgasms and a break to rest, she was not yet sufficiently "silly" so we went at it again.  This time she not only screamed louder (enough that I wondered if the neighbors might get worried) but longer -- one of the longest, continuous orgasms I can remember her ever having.  Wow.  Finally, she caught her breath long enough to tell me to cum.  I had been sufficiently holding back that it took some more thrusting to bring me to the edge, all the while SL continuing this remarkable never-ending O she was experiencing. Eventually I peaked, and *that* was quite n explosive experience too. It's been just a week shy of three months.

84 days since last orgasm (longest yet, by about 20 days)
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Yesterday was first day in my new custom MCN Contender cage.  I'm a grower with a lot of variation in my flaccid size.  The Contender ive worn nearly two years was completely comfortable, but much of the time had too much room, and it allowed me to get a bit more firm (though several inches away from erect) than seemed ideal for a complete sense of denial.  Also, the bars are very open -- great for the light weight and for hygiene but I learned how to easily edge and if not careful cum (didn't know before that was possible without an erection), and though instructed not to by my mistress my discipline was poor.  So I got Mark to craft me a new, significantly shorter cage, and to add two crossbars over the frenulum so my fingers can't stroke.

I have been a bit nervous about the shorter length -- will it be too crowded, lead to edema? So far it's perfectly comfortable, just like my original Contender cage.  When SL and I played this morning I was very aware of the greater constraint on any growth.  And though it was still quite pleasurable  when SL went down on my cage, I definitely can't stroke the super-sensitive frenulum at all, which was what allowed me to get myself off.  So far, it seems to be a total success (though will I regret it???)
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