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Post by KittensBoyToy » Thu Nov 14, 2019 1:37 pm

Things changed as they always seem to. Kitten was having some extreme pain in her back and legs on Friday and decided to skip the symposium as well as the club meet and greet on Friday night. The pain was still bad on Saturday and she stayed down all day, determined not to miss either the CFnm party or a late appearance at the masquerade ball. We got to the party a bit later than planned but still had a good time.

One of the men is a photographer and volunteered to take pictures of the other guests. He spent a lot of time with everyone that wanted pictures and then emailed all the pictures to them. We have 90 photos to go through and decide on the best ones. I am wearing the same 'outfit' in most of the pictures (cage and a crotchless red thong) while Kitten was in 3 different outfits. Before we left for the ball he took pictures of us dressed in our formal finery.

That smile won't be there for long!
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I clean up pretty good....
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My adoration for M'Lady knows no bounds!
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Two of the ladies/Dommes that are regulars at the CFnm parties have been promising/threatening to give me some attention. One of them made good on it Saturday night, putting me across her lap in front of several others for a fairly liberal application of Kitten's favorite paddle. Kitten was holding her crop as she watched and joined in on the fun a bit. Both of them went fairly easy on me since all I got was some reddening of my ass that went away in a couple of hours. The other one says I am STILL on her radar....
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Post by KittensBoyToy » Thu Nov 14, 2019 1:38 pm

Remember that smile in the first picture?????

It didn't last very long!
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The party wasn't truly CFnm...I was allowed to be clothed at the party...
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Post by KittensBoyToy » Sat Nov 16, 2019 4:12 pm

I won't go into details but it has been a rough week. While she was gone to the store I removed both my cage and collar, left them for Kitten with a note as to why and told her what happened next was up to her. Looking back on it this was a risky move that could have easily gone very bad and nearly did. There was some back and forth texting and I told her I was heading to a local bar. After she joined me we talked and decided the problems could be worked out. Needing to get away from the house we booked a motel room and went home to grab a few things. She did put me back in my collar but not the Jail Bird.

At the motel we talked, relaxed in the heated pool, talked more, ordered some food and talked more. I think we worked most everything out and decided on a unified front toward the cause of most of the problems.

After we settled into bed I was told to take my 'pills' and was treated to some fantastic teasing including her going down on me, something that is a rare treat! When she laidback and told me it was her turn there was no hesitation from me. I took my time worshiping her bod from her ears down to her knees before concentrating on her pussy. She had already had several orgasms when I got a surprise. I was laying beside her head toward her feet when she pulled me into a 69 and started on me with her mouth again. I continued to please M'Lady to the best of my ability while getting the most amazing blow job imaginable! It had been 115 days since my last orgasm and I didn't last long before I was on the edge and it was either stop her or lose it. She hates the taste of semen so I stopped her. Unfortunately I was already past the point of no return. I was able to pull out but she got the first pearl necklace. I was concentrating so hard on control that I didn't realize I had climaxed and she only realized it when she got up to go to the bathroom. She didn't seem upset about it but I doubt that would have been true if I hadn't stopped her in time.

Today our lives are back on track and I think we are going to be stronger for this all happening. As of today I am still not locked. I had some rash and bleeding on the underside of my sack that has mostly healed so I expect that to change soon.
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Post by KittensBoyToy » Mon Nov 25, 2019 2:42 pm

Things have been a bit unusual since I last wrote. First, I am still not caged. It has been almost 2 weeks which I think is close to the longest I have been free since e started. I was told it would happen soon and was asked if I wanted to 'play' before being caged again. I honestly didn't know how to answer her. I would love to be allowed to penetrate her but I'm not sure I want to climax myself. I just came from a fantastic blow job and I think any sex we have before she locks me up should be for her pleasure. Kitten has not been feeling good the last week or so and any decision about locking me up, with or without play time before hand, will be up to her.

On a plus side (I think) my psychiatrist at the VA asked me several months ago if we were interested in couples counseling. After discussing it with Kitten I told her yes. Because of our location and the fact that I told them any counselor had to be kink friendly, or at least accepting, it has taken a while to get it set up. We had our first session last Friday. It was more a 'let me get to know you' type meeting than therapy so we will still see how it goes. She wanted to know about our past from when we met. We did get into our lifestyle a little and at one point Kitten had me go get her bag out of the car. Wanting to be sure the counselor understood the chastity aspect, Kitten showed her the Jail Bird. She didn't go into shock so I guess there might be a future with her.

Part of our contract give M'Lady the right to punish me for breaking the rules. The last time we reviewed the contract she added a section that requires me to confess any infractions to her and present the implements I felt were appropriate for my punishment.

I handle the finances and recently I discovered she had made a couple of cash advances to one of our credit cards. Long story behind this but, suffice it to say, it is a sore spot with me. Somehow I managed to keep calm the first time and discuss the reason with her. When it happened a second time I lost it, even though the amount was much smaller. I started yelling at her about her lack of financial responsibility and we got into another fight. I apologized both verbally and in writing in my journal. In the written apology I explained my feelings about the situation, why I reacted the way I did, and told her there was no excuse for my behavior. Because she in not feeling good I offered to present myself for punishment at a time of her choosing. She told me after reading the journal that even though I had yelled at her she felt I was justified by her actions and there would be no punishment. Rules are rules, I broke a big one, and although I disagree with her decision to let it go unpunished it is her decision and I must accept it as final.

M'Lady, when you read this know that I am truly sorry for what I did. Should you reverse your decision I will willingly submit to your will.
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Post by KittensBoyToy » Fri Nov 29, 2019 11:02 am

It is a rare night tonight for two reasons. First, it is a fifth Friday in a month which equates to Fetish Friday at the Friends Club. These events are usually busy nights and the normal dress code for the guys, slacks and a button down shirt with a collar until midnight downstairs, are waived. As long as your genitals are covered any fetish wear is acceptable throughout the club. Second thing unusual is the weather. Currently 55° but the temps are supposed to rise all day to 68° when the club opens and 70° by midnight and for the rest of the night.

Normal attire for me on Fetish Friday is a woven leather cage over my Jail Bird and an open leather vest. I was worried about it being too cold and having to wear my chaps but it looks like they won't be necessary! I'm also normally kept collared/leashed and wearing wrists and ankle cuffs.

Kitten has a new outfit she plans to wear tonight. I'll try to get a picture posted tomorrow.
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Re: [KittensBoyToy] Hopeful!

Post by Kitten » Wed Dec 04, 2019 5:04 pm

KittensBoyToy wrote:
Mon Nov 25, 2019 2:42 pm
M'Lady, when you read this know that I am truly sorry for what I did. Should you reverse your decision I will willingly submit to your will.
I'm seriously considering reversing the initial decision my love. :twisted:
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