[Forest] Journal

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forest
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Thursday we had a date. We had decided to have me cum early because we would be too busy Saturday. We ate spring rolls off each other and whipped cream. My wife is on a no-sugar diet and used zyletol to make the whipped cream. She felt like the chewing of the spring rolls was like snails eating leaves and the zyletol made her nauseous. We had sex briefly, but then she felt to sick. She had me cum by masturbating. My balls were also very sore from the Holy Trainer. I had huge concerns with continuing. She was disappointed to hear that. At this point we've decided to continue with everything, except wearing a device is more optional then before. I'm not wearing it today, but will try tomorrow.
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I'm back in the trainer today. So far it is comfortable. At some point I want to time getting it on.

My wife seems to have PMS at the moment. She was very snippy with me last night. I had been reading (with her permission) Lucy Fairbourne's keyholding guide. My wife changed her mind and took it from me.

When I asked her what is wrong she said she is stressed. Sometimes she wants more control and sometimes wants me to have more control. She was uncomfortable about me thanking her for cumming Sunday. We are aiming for 2.5 weeks now. She said that when she has her period (which should be soon) she doesn't want to think about sex. I asked if she wants to stop she said no. She said she just doesn't want to talk about sex. She does want me in chastity.

I suspect that our chastity play is near an end.
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forest
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So after my last post my wife and I talked. We agreed I'd be in charge of when I came. At that point it seemed pointless to wear the device so I stopped. That made it so the only difference between then and pre-chastity was the lack of porn.

There was a time a few weeks later that she was mildly interested in sex but wanted to sleep. I was very frustrated so I masturbated. In the morning she asked if I was frustrated and I told her know and that I had cum. She was miffed with me about it. We decided from then on I would wait for her. Waiting for her was painful because when she wasn't interested I felt like we'd never have sex again. I then came up with a cum by date plan. The idea being I would avoid cunning until that date (even if we had sex) but that on that date I would cum no matter what. Saturday is my cum by date. We were both very horny Sunday night but too tired to do anything. My drive to work yesterday was unbearable because I knew I could just take it out and masturbate. So, today, I'm wearing the trainer again. She just got her period and feels like she may not be interested until Sunday. I told her I might be able to push the fun by date back a day, but we'll discuss closer to the time.

I was worried that because my hair has grown back and it has been awhile it would be painful, but so far I'm comfortable. I plan to take it off tonight, but I'm not sure if I will and what I'll do the rest of the week.
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forest
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One thing I forgot to mention in my post. When I struggled with waiting I was also more pushy and aggressive about sex than I want to be. I feel the cum by date solved this problem and the trainer is making it bearable to get through the day.
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I was really comfortable in the trainer yesterday so I decided to try overnight. I have a sunburn. The pain of the sunburn was far worse than discomfort form the trainer when I went to sleep. The summer heat kept me awake more than anything. I slept from 11 to 2:45. I woke because I needed to go pee. The trainer had rotated a bit and the chaffing was annoying so at 3 I took it off.

I had an appointment with my chiropractor this morning, so I brought it with me to work. I wasn't sure I would wear it, but my wife said it makes her feel empowered and I started getting horney so I put it on.
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