[Mr Pickle] one step forwards, two steps back

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Re: [Mr Pickle] one step forwards, two steps back

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New years eve morning.
I walked some mud into the house, a simple mistake.

All C said was "come here. Undo your pants"

I was instantly terrified.

C didn't actually do anything other than enjoy the look of fear on my face.

Afternoon.
C wanted to sit on top of me, C likes being on top.

"Right Mr P, upstairs, I'm going to ride you for a bit"

"omg yes" I am proper horny today, so I'm so relieved at hearing this.

And we got into bed mid day.

C " I just want to try something"

C held my balls, it was nice.
Then squeezed, then squeezed more, then gentle, then painful. Pain, pleasure, excruciating pain, then relief. All the time C was keeping eye contact with me.
My eyes must have been bulging at times from the pain and occasionally I was almost bent double.

C "I'm enjoying this, watching you go from bliss to pain, this is pure control"

After making me yelp a few times more C said

" That'll do. Get it out and put a condom on it."

C then lowered herself on to me and started playing.

"I'll let you look at my breast, you watch me play with them while I sit here, but you can't touch them"

"Thank you C, they are beautiful"

"I know." followed by a big pleased smile.

C then started riding me slowly, even with super thick condoms and painful balls I was struggling to hold back.

"I'm going to send you down to sort me out in the morning, you're going to make me come really hard,"

"Oh god. Of course."

"you can't come though, I'm locking it back up"

"Oh god"

C lifted off and asked me to remove the condom. She then very carefully and slowly eased herself back on to me.

"I thought you'd like to remember what it feels like skin on skin."

"Oh god this is heaven"

"don't even think about moving it, You can't come. Say it "

"I'm not allowed to cum "

"Yup. Right, but God your going to want to. that's your lot"

2 minutes, if that? I wanted more, so much more.

C climbed off and left me with an incredibly swollen erection.

C "wow, that's so impressive, shame to waste it really but. Well you know, surplus to requirement and all that"

"oh and you bought me a new bag"

"?"

C waited until I was able to wrestle the cage back on and left to get changed for our evening out."

C "It's too hot for underwear tonight. I won't be wearing any.. Neither will you.
Wear your light coloured chinos, I like them" .

The smile I got then was both playful and mischievous, followed by "Mwahaha"

And so we went out, No underwear, C in a snug fit top that showed her amazing shape, nipples, it was crooed short so each time she lifted and arm it would show her trim waist and stomach.
A shortish skirt showing her well toned legs. It was bliss and torment and for some reason I was really fucking jealous that I couldn't have her?

and then C deliberately bent to play with a shoe. Did I just see her pussy lips? , Her butt is incredible, it would be impossible for any full blooded male not to look at C's butt, I'm used to that.. But I swear I could make out swollen lips just then. Or was that just in my head?
Oh. And C also had a new bag.

"erm.. C, you look amazing but when you bend erm.. I think I could see"

C cut me off. "did you see something that if no one could see. You also couldn't see? Maybe something I should cover up? "

"No. No, everything is fine"

"good, let's do this"

I was wearing chinos that show the least spec of moisture, a pre cum damp patch had formed before we even left the house.

I was horny and jealous before we left.

And I thought. This is going to be a long long night.
7 x
Me. "I only got 30 seconds, that's not fair". C. "life's not fair, suck it up" :(
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Re: [Mr Pickle] one step forwards, two steps back

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C behaved very well while we were out, she did bend a few times and gave me a glimps, took the odd opertunity to let me know how much better the new year will be if I don't come as often and she came a lot more.

I was chafing when we got home and my chinos were soaked.

C had pointed out to family and friends that I'd had a little accident. I didnt find it as embaresing as I found it erotic?

C did of course make use of me when got home even though we were both exhausted.
Her words were "oh my god we're both so tired, you'll have to lick me while I fall asleep, ill finish off in the morning.

C fell asleep, I just kept on licking until my kneck hurt.

In the morning sure enough, C had me finish her off and came hard with tongue and toy, then dismissed me and went back to sleep.

At this point I was literally shaking with pent up sexual frustration.

For C the rest of the day was just a normal day, no looks, hints anything. However I did at one point try to bring up the topic of sex/us/how I felt but was shut down instantly with "is that all you think about? Don't Talk about it again please"

It still blows my mind that C can do all this and not consider that I might be beyond desperate. Or does she and she's on top of it?

For some reason on sunday the surge in hormones has passed and I feel quiye normally horny again and able to enjoy it.

C rode me again Sunday and will be sending me down tomorrow.

I'm on a permanent agreement not to cum unless told to, that includes not asking. If I get too close I stop or pull out.

Today is the 5th Jan.
C has had me (made me) go down and make her come every day.

C asked "when did you come last"

"Boxing day I think?, maybe the day after?"

"And I've come almost every day?, I feel like I'm being a little selfish, so tell you what.. Later"

"later?"

"later I might give you an oily edge and milk a bit of come onto my breast, No orgasm though, just a leak you'll have to clean up"

" OK, but No orgasm for me"

"No, and you're not supposed to ask, We're both much happier if you don't have one, and I want to come more when I'm just using you for sex. No point in spoiling it is there"

"No honey, am i just a tongue and orgasm machine to you now then? "

"No silly, you're also very good at fixing things, taking me out and making breakfast"

C raised her eyes as she emphasised the word 'breakfast'

So off I went. Now I'm getting ready to take C for lunch.

Things happen constantly to make this easier and fun for me, C plays with my balls often and every day, she also teases me, let sme look not touch, or touch and let me watch and there's lots of innuendos, used, locked, owned, her tongue bit, man slave etc..

She's right you know. We are much happier, and I'm very Very excited.

Happy New year 😍
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Me. "I only got 30 seconds, that's not fair". C. "life's not fair, suck it up" :(
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Re: [Mr Pickle] one step forwards, two steps back

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Log

I worked hard, worshipped and treated C all day, driven by the chance of the oily edge. It easy to worship C when I'm like this, driven by a primal urge and need.

The oily edge over C's boobs didn't happen :(
C flashed lots, teased lots and really made me want it all the more, but come bedtime C lifted her top, showed me both of her incredible breast and said "I'm going to milk some cum over this one, and then this one. Then I'm going to make you lick it up.

" Oh god, thank you, thank you so much"

"Tomorrow tea time maybe, if I have time and I'm not too tired"

Nooooooooo!

"Oh, but C you mentioned earlier today that it might be later.. Like in today, I've been so horny and frustrated just thinking about it"

"I know :) you've earned a lot of good boy points, it's been noted. and now you'll get even more points, more frustrated and horny"

I put my head in my hands "Noooo."

"awe poor baby, ill give you a few strokes if you promise to cheer up and accept that 'you will ' have to wait"

"Oh thank you C, your so kind"

Honestly, I thought I was going to lose it. That offer made all the difference. But how does she do that?

C made me promise to cage up as soon as she had done. Or at least as soon as physically possible,

C "let's say.. Two minutes stroking then. Not up for debate. I'll set the timer.. Go"

The keys dropped into my lap. I rushed to unlock, my haste made me clumsy, precious seconds lost. Then it took some time to recover from the cage and get fully hard.

C started edging while checking her phone, didn't even glance at it. A thought crossed my mind while watching C's hand slide up and down 'That is indeed an amazingly good example of a rock hard cock, but this week it's been replaced by a rubber monster. The image of that huge phallus destroying C's pussy, and her gaping hole I long to ram this cock into sent me straight to the boil.

"stop! " I had to buck C's hand off and took deep breaths while my brain melted and the edges orgasmic sensations ripped through me. Wow! and C started again. smI quickly approached another mind bender. But before this happened and without a drop spilled.

"enough, two minutes up" .

I didn't argued, but it felt more like one minute. It was rock solid hard, bobbing about trying to get more attention, I was literally humping air.

C studied it for a while, close up, was she going to kiss it? Hioe hope hope.. No, she was smiling. C found it very amusing.

"ahhhh. night then"

C turned over and said "You have two minutes to cage up or you forfeit tomorrow"

It was so hard, and the preasure of trying push it into my body makes it harder. I panicked, jumped out of bed ran to the loo tried to pee, ran it under the cold tap.. It was just enough to force it on, and just in time, although I had pinched a bit in my efforts and in fact only my helmet was in the actual cage, the rest of it was literally trying to rupture my stomach and ass hole at the same time.
But it was on, phew! It was still painful but I I was delighted I'd made it.

"you can stroke my butt now"

And that was it. Here's looking forward to Thursday.

I really believe that unless you have been in this situation you just wouldn't understand how much pleasure there is in this for me.
I don't orgasm, but those edges, oh my.. They are much more powerful than any orgasm I have ever had, longer lasting and more plentyful (usually) .
I used to envy C having such powerful orgasm she would nearly pass out with sheer bliss, and then just be able to have another. This happens to me now except I have another if C wants me to. The best bit is.. The longer we play, the more powerful they become.

I admit there are some down times, but not often. Because even the denials and headfucks are good on hindsight.

Mostly I'm the kitten who gets all the cream, the dog with the juicy bone. my heart leaps when I'm called and I feel like a giddy excited child every day. Best and most important of all. C is absolutely loving it.
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Me. "I only got 30 seconds, that's not fair". C. "life's not fair, suck it up" :(
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Re: [Mr Pickle] one step forwards, two steps back

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Log

I finally got to suck C's breasts clean, although very little was allowed out. C had me by the balls and was putting her ball squeezing practice to good use so any reluctance was quickly subdued.

That evening C did something different. Instead of playing with my balls as usual, C asked "Would you like to stroke mine for a change?"

"Yes please!"

"thought so, I know you ask to sometimes"

So C lay reading with her legs apart while I stroked her pussy lips for the evening. Nice one.

Friday teatime and Saturday morning I was sent down to give C her due attention, but Saturday morning she didn't get there. This was in part due to the phone ringing and putting her off and then the vibe battery died. So after a 15 minute vibe and big dildo fuck resulting in no orgasm, I was sent to make breakfast.

C said she might send me back down after dinner to finish off what I started, but things got busy and there was no time.

Sunday morning. This is the day I've been waiting for my O day

C "suck day today. You're a lucky boy, coming again so soon? I'm far too good to you. But first you can finish what you started yesterday, I went a whole day with no orgasm at all"

It was actually two weeks ago that I came, C had come at least 14 times since, but I said nothing because the way I see it, we are having more orgasms and sex between us that we have ever had. Why argue such a trivial point when things are so good.

This time all went well with C, she came hard and soon after the key arrived.

I was actually quite nervous about coming, wasn't sure I would even be able to now I'm more used to sex without.

But when C said "I'm going to make you swallow this", I went straight to the boil and had an incredibly big O. Of course I had to swallow the lot.

This week work calls, a big job for me so I'm away most of the day and evening. C is happy to have a break, so nothing to add for now.

While I lay in bed exhausted C said she would edge me a little to give me a boost.
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Me. "I only got 30 seconds, that's not fair". C. "life's not fair, suck it up" :(
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So, after a quiet week. C wanted it all. Tongue, toy, vibe. Followed by, and I quote "I want you to fuck me so hard I scream or pass out"

I literally fucked C's brains out, I was grunting away and C was coming bucket loads, then eventually went still during a massive orgasm. Out cold for a few seconds.
It was exhausting and I had to keep reeling it in to stop myself from coming. When C did pass out, I had to stop and force myself not to cum, I bit down on bed covers and growled like I was in pain for what felt like an absolute age until it started to ease off, then C came round and said "Come. Just a little bit".

Cumming on aural demand isn't usually possible, but just hearing this caused me to start to spasm and shake, and cum started pumping out? A half ruined just because C had said to?
This is a very fucked up head space to be in. I was a bit stunned.

C "Now that'll tide me over very nicely thank you. I probably won't need any until Wednesday now. I'm cancelling your cumday Sunday seem as you came just now"

"No complaints from me"

Although I hadn't actually Cum cum. C doesn't acknowledge there being a difference.

On Sunday, C decided to edge me for the length of time it took to watch her soap, 45 minutes of incredible orgasmic ecstasy for me. Each time I got too close she would let go and say "Don't!.. Don't!". That really makes it harder not to.

C didn't want any attention, she was enjoying my struggling and how easily she could control me. C: "I'm holding out till Wednesday, I have much bigger orgasms if I put them off"

Monday morning C had a change of mind
C "I was going to hold off but I thought 'fuck it, no point having you if I don't make use of you'"

she then sent me down to sort her out, C came in a matter of minutes and it was a biggie.

I am horny as hell, half a cum load did nothing to ease this, and I've a while to go before C allows any more out I think.

Just a note. We had a chat Saturday night while out for a drink. The wine had loosened our tongues a bit. C said something along the lines of "You thought this was all about you, and you letting me have control ya de yah. That was never the case, oh no, I always had the control anyway, you just needed this to realise it and I have you right here"
C made an under the thumb action".

"erm.. I have no idea how to reply to that?"

C "How about 'good job I like being locked up then', because that's how it always going to be like it or lump it."

The smile C gave me was beautiful, exciting, loving and also quite terrifying.
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Me. "I only got 30 seconds, that's not fair". C. "life's not fair, suck it up" :(
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