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by Naljeans
Wed Feb 06, 2019 1:45 pm
Forum: Chastity Devices
Topic: Holytrainer v3 doesn't prevent me from getting hard
Replies: 16
Views: 498
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Re: Holytrainer v3 doesn't prevent me from getting hard

Agree with all of the above. A shorter cage helps a lot too - no room to grow reduces the pull on the balls. I used baby oil gel at least twice a day for a few months. No need for any lubricant or moisturizer now (custom cage helps too.)
by Naljeans
Wed Jan 30, 2019 11:12 pm
Forum: General Chastity Chat
Topic: Masturbation while Caged
Replies: 7
Views: 657
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Re: Masturbation while Caged

I’ve never really tried masturbating in the cage. It seems prohibitively difficult, in my small cage anyway. Taking it off for cleaning would raise the difficulty of that significantly - especially after a couple of weeks. I like the feeling of being aroused to a point, then it just becomes maddenin...
by Naljeans
Wed Jan 30, 2019 9:23 pm
Forum: The Journey
Topic: [Naljeans] Back in - relief
Replies: 13
Views: 1364
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Re: [Naljeans] Back in - relief

I’m back in a good place. Properly locked and more importantly, sincerely owned again. I don’t want to relive the experience of all of that being in doubt. After some difficult conversations and mutual hurt feelings, things are back where they should be. A pretty severe beating seems to cemented us ...
by Naljeans
Thu Jan 17, 2019 11:07 pm
Forum: The Journey
Topic: [Naljeans] Back in - relief
Replies: 13
Views: 1364
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Re: [Naljeans] Back in - relief

[insert aggravated, sad, angry, guilt-ridden, frustrated rant here]

That’s far better than what I originally typed. Still locked and owned, for now anyway.
by Naljeans
Thu Jan 17, 2019 10:22 pm
Forum: Chastity Devices
Topic: Metal cages and clothing friction
Replies: 12
Views: 514
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Re: Metal cages and clothing friction

I’ve had only minimal issues with chafing of the tip, I suspect due to snug, flexible underwear (panties, mostly.) My Chinese cage had vertical bars at the end and was prone to allowing poke-through. The MCN Contender is still quite open but has less chafing, and is more likely on the head than the ...
by Naljeans
Sat Jan 05, 2019 12:26 pm
Forum: The Journey
Topic: [Naljeans] Back in - relief
Replies: 13
Views: 1364
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Re: [Naljeans] Back in - relief

For some reason, I was really struggling with being caged - just a few hours of struggle but I couldn’t think my way out of it. I sheepishly asked my KH for some encouragement- whether nice or mean - and she gave both. Just a few quick words, and my mind was at ease. As time ticks by, it helps so mu...
by Naljeans
Tue Jan 01, 2019 5:13 pm
Forum: The Journey
Topic: [Naljeans] Back in - relief
Replies: 13
Views: 1364
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Re: [Naljeans] Back in - relief

Big swing in just two days. I confessed to my KH that I was getting into the stage where it doesn’t feel like I have a cock anymore. It’s hard to describe any better than that - like it’s just an appendage some fancy jewelry is locked onto. Her reply was simply: “That’s wonderful news!” Now I’m REAL...
by Naljeans
Sun Dec 30, 2018 9:50 am
Forum: The Journey
Topic: [Naljeans] Back in - relief
Replies: 13
Views: 1364
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Re: [Naljeans] Back in - relief

Funny how feelings fluctuate over time. Selfish time - I want OUT. I want to feel an erection. To not feel neutered at all times. Just occasionally be able to shift and adjust myself. To simply stand to pee without dreading the punishment that will follow. Waking up cold this morning, it felt like i...
by Naljeans
Sat Dec 29, 2018 12:13 am
Forum: The Journey
Topic: [Naljeans] Back in - relief
Replies: 13
Views: 1364
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Re: [Naljeans] Back in - relief

My Goddess basically told me that I’ll get out in a week and a half to play, which makes the total time 3 weeks. That’s our longest time and not uncaged for any reason (Contender is very easy to clean without removing.) I’m surprised by how I’m feeling about this. While I sometimes want out pretty b...
by Naljeans
Wed Dec 26, 2018 1:26 pm
Forum: The Journey
Topic: [Naljeans] Back in - relief
Replies: 13
Views: 1364
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Re: [Naljeans] Back in - relief

Claustrophobia is creeping in.... I’m only a week and a half into this lock-up, yet the familiar moments of claustrophobia are back. That’s the best description I can conjure - a feeling of being trapped and powerless to escape it, and with no known end to it. Part of me enjoys this sensation, and t...