[KnownAsHerbert] New chapter

[KnownAsHerbert]

Miss Emmie has been off her beans for a couple of days what with the 'closed for business' business, and it's not been good for her. Worse than most, I would have to say. Hot water bottles, hot drinks, snuggled in a blanket and feeling decidedly yukky. Better news is that today is the day that she's turned the corner and the days ahead are brighter.

I've done my best. Lots of cuddles and back rubs, kept her warm and waited it out with her. Who invented this ridiculous and unpleasant process anyway? I am sure we are all entitled to a refund. She's been settling down for the night, on her side, legs drawn up because it's more comfortable like that. “Snuggle round me please” she would say. I snuggle round her, put an arm around her waist. Last night she grabbed that arm and pulled my hand so that it was over her boob, her hand on top of mine to keep it there. I didn't mind, but once she dozed off I was kind of trapped there. Hard and trapped. Ideal position to take her from behind but unable and inappropriate anyway in the circumstances. Lie there and wait to doze off yourself, Herbi.

[Tongue+groove]

I still say that those who still deal with those monthly visits are better of than those who are dealing with no hormones at all. Having lived in both worlds I will take the week off over free range any day. She was much hornier in those days with more energy.

FWIW she also said lots of sex made her week easier. But I wouldn’t dare make that suggestion to any kh.

Good luck.

[Ontosomething]

I still say that those who still deal with those monthly visits are better of than those who are dealing with no hormones at all.

I 100% agree. Mrs. OTS had an early removal, but left the hormonal aspect so as not to trigger early menopause. I actually was fairly disappointed that this was the only option. I like period sex, and I got to a point where I REALLY enjoyed eating her during that time too. Sex is always what you make of it.

[KnownAsHerbert]

So, briefly, I was half expecting, half hoping to get unlocked one evening this week. Previous indications had given me that idea. It was Big-O time.

Last night I did get unlocked, but it was only for hygiene reasons in the form of a supervised bath-time. Get clean, get dry, get locked. Yes, locked without any edging, sex, fun, or Big-O. Now I find myself back in the Nub, which at least is a change. It feels so roomy.

Miss Emmie explained that last time I was unlocked it was after my record-breaking 12 week stint. So far, I'm on 6.5 weeks, and she'd rounded it up to 7 because she likes “whole numbers” of weeks. But last night, she changed her mind yet again and said “Another week”. She wants to round it up to 8 weeks, not 7, so that when added to the 12 of the previous lockup it gives a “nice round average” of 10 weeks. She's obsessed with these numbers and averages.

Em: An average of 10 weeks is nice. It would mean 5 orgasms over the next year if we stuck to that. How does that sound?
Me: Ermm, harsh?
Em: Do-able though?
Me: I guess so, yes.

Settling down for the night and she was in a massagey, cuddly sort of mood, including a “cuddle up and hold me while I fall asleep” request. No problems with any of that.

Back in the Nub was interesting though. More room than the middle-sized steel that I've worn for heaven knows how long (I've genuinely lost track). Although the Nub only accommodates the penis head, it does allow it to expand just a little bit before becoming super tight. Just had to lie there unable to do anything about it and there's no friction or rubbing or anything. Just that tight, restrained, held feeling.

I woke up with that same hard, tight, held feeling still going on. Had it been like that all night? I guess not. It was surging a bit now though but, just as others had predicted months ago, it was bearable and pleasant in an odd way. I held on to Miss Emmie and enjoyed the feeling until she stirred from her sleep, then when she did, gave her a kiss and went to fetch some coffee. It was still early, cold outside, and tempting to snuggle down for a bit longer after drinking the coffee. I was going to be working from home so no pressure to get up straight away. No brainer. Settle down in the warm, curled around Miss Emmie, straining in the Nub but with a nice boob in my right hand to play with.

“Make me happy”

No hesitation in burrowing under the duvet to do as requested. Another virtual bean in the virtual jar to start the day.

Finally, I overcame all the temptation to stay where I was and turned to get up and on with my day. A short day, but a few things that had to be done. Better get them over with.

Me: Argh, ughh...
Em: What?
Me: I'm, umm, oozing a bit.
Em: Ooo, are you in a state of readiness?
Me: Most definitely, yes.
Em: Excellent. That's just how I love to keep you, did you know that?
Me: Yes, I did know that.
Em: Go and have your shower and get yourself cleaned up then, you messy creature.

Ok, here we go then. Another week and Nubbed for it. Strangely, coming from the little steel back into the Nub hasn't been like stepping into the expected Deep Void of Space. It's almost the opposite having been squashed into the steel and now allowed a little space. I can feel it and have had an unexpectedly hard morning. Much to Miss Emmie's delight.

By a stroke of luck, an absent attendee on this morning's conference call led to its cancellation and I finished work for the week just after 12 o'clock. A free afternoon without distractions so I can sit back and enjoy the frustrations of the Nub, some peace and quiet, and keeping Miss Emmie happy.

[KnownAsHerbert]

One thing to bear in mind as you read this, or any other transcripts on my conversations with Miss Emmie, is that many of her announcements are preceded with an uncontrollable chuckle. Just to save me inserting "[said with a chuckle]" every time, you understand. She enjoys chastity and our little exchanges.

Me: Ughh, oh dear...
Em: What?
Me: Been leaking again.
Em: What is it at the moment? You're always leaking. You're like, what is it when an elephant's hormones go bonkers, must or something?

I admit she lost me for a moment then. Elephant? What? Apparently male elephants do have phases where their testosterone goes sky high and they start behaving bizarrely, aggressively, and drip urine constantly everywhere they go. Sounds pretty rough.

Me: Well, this isn't urine, and I'm not an elephant.
Em: Well something is making you horny at the moment. Is it being back in the Nub?
Me: Might be. It's different this time.

And it really does feel different this time. Maybe because of changing from something that was smaller, tighter and totally restrictive, maybe because of how long since I last came, maybe just hormones... I don't really know. What I do know is that the Deep Void of Space is missing. I keep on actually feeling that the Nub is there. Light touching all the way around, smooth and gently caressing. It's actually rather nice even though the frequent straining events are frustrating. I expect it will settle down and the Absent Cock Syndrome will take over at some point, possibly quite soon.

Em: Well, the longer test of the new middle-sized steel was a great success but it's also lovely to see you back in the Nub. Which do you prefer?
Me: Ermmm, they're both quite different, but both good. Can't really place one above the other to be fair. They both do their job of course.
Em: Ok. You'll be Nubbed for a while. I want you kept in that state of readiness.
Me: Ok, Miss Emmie.
Em: I will let you come soon, I promise, but there is one more goal to tick off first, sorry.
Me: Oh, and what's that? I hope it's not too challenging.
Em: I'll tell you later. You'll be fine with it I'm sure. For now though I need some beans.

As always, plant some optimism (“I'll let you come soon”) and plant some fear alongside it (“one more goal”), leave the thoughts to germinate (“tell you later”) and let my mind go haywire as it often does when overthinking things. Today I've decided not to think about it at all...

[Tongue+groove]

Today I've decided not to think about it at all...

I find this approach to work best. However it’s usually followed by an exasperated level of horniness.

[KnownAsHerbert]

Today I've decided not to think about it at all...

it’s usually followed by an exasperated level of horniness.

That's just super.
I've got something to look forward to then..

[KnownAsHerbert]

Had a short day on Friday so some catching up pin the office to do today. My thought was get in early, get done early, get home early. Looks like my plan is working out so far. Hoping to be home between 3 & 4 and will have fully caught up too.

Had a nice text from Miss Emmie that said 'well done' for making the effort and getting up and out of the house nice and early. She went on to say that she's 'missing me' and if I was home she'd be saying 'kneel' by now but I'm not so she'll have to make do with the Lush 3. Her last line was "Let me know when you get hard, won't you?".

Well by the time I'd finished reading her text, I already was. So I replied.

EM: Lovely. Just how I like to keep you.

[Rufusstone]

You may not want to speculate on here, it might give Miss E ideas but whilst she is away at her parents, will Vicki have instructions to tempt you- ie dangling the keys in front of you? In order to test you? Obviously Vicki is keen on the stick and a fondle but would Miss E sanction anything else? She has surprised you a lot already and although (as T&G says, best not think), it might be an idea to think ahead about “unexpected requests.”
Of course, that might lead to a damned if you do, damned if you don’t situation but I can see how Miss E would like that.

[Mr Pickle]

You may not want to speculate on here.

Dito