KnownAsHerbert wrote: ↑Thu Nov 07, 2024 10:42 am
She even ordered extra cages without telling me! Is that allowed?
I have made a list of things that a keyholder is not allowed to do:
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I hope this clarifies the situation.
Ah, yes of course! Thank you for your help. I see where I was going wrong.
Also at my limit with this middle sized thing now. Need something a little more roomy. Miss Emmie responded to my comment about this, rather unsympathetically I thought with "Yes, the grass is always greener isn't it? You can wait."
I guess I've not had a lot of time to write on here for a while but the weekend was what we now would call normal. The breakfast in bed and kneel commands, CFnm (of course), and all the essential stuff that just needs dealing with. Such as going through car insurance quotes. What a tedious process that is. And trying to stop water pouring out of the overlfow pipe. Not my forte and a work in progress there at the moment. But for all the trials it was a nice weekend, and we caught up with sleep and food and drink and being totally lazy. To make up for the car insurance quotes, we spent some time looking at holidays. Do the nasty job and get a treat afterwards, even if it is a self-awarded treat. Nice deep blue sky type pictures with beaches and waves and all that good stuff. Even if it was only on the screen and not for real. Easter 2025 is the plan. I am wondering what happens about, you know, the steel things...
Now seem to have reached a kind of plateau, cage-wise I mean. I can see for miles up here, but there isn't much to see! Fortunately, it's not long until I get unlocked. Well, by the end of the week, as I understand the situation, but it's worded with those 'might do' type terms and phrases again. As in
Em: Don't worry. By the end of the week you'll get the option of erupting like Mount Vesuvias.
Me: [thinks, “Uh-oh, the option?”] Oh, yes, lovely. That will be nice.
Em: Be good then.
There was a very random event over the weekend though. “All fours” was all I heard, so I got down onto all fours. No hesitation of course because the stick would be close at hand. Miss Emmie then started pulling on my balls, back between my legs. Still caged and it felt weird. I nearly came in the cage, but held off. A session of settling back on the sofa, cuddled up, her teasing and me doing as told, followed until eventually, much later, a proper edging took place. Stern words “Don't come” ringing in my ears.
I've not forgotten when I last came. It was 30th September and I remember it well. It's just that I don't think about how long ago that was any more. I also try not to think about how much longer until next time. But when my mind goes its own way, I find myself thinking ahead to the “end of the week” when this option might or might not present itself.
I want a change I know that. This silly little middle-sized thing has done a fine job but one of the others from its team should get a turn now I think. I'm still left trying to decide which one it should be after Miss Emmie asked me to think about it. I suspect that when I give her an answer (I assume I will have to do that unless she's forgotten that she even asked me to think about it) it will just be so that she knows what I would choose if I had the choice... My guess is that she will choose anyway.
All comfortable (and secure of course) and surviving the daily battles against the steel. Miss Emmie is happy collecting beans and being cuddled off to sleep each night.
I'm trying not to feel like I'm in a state of limbo waiting for the promised eruption, but it does feel a bit limbo-ish if I'm being honest. To make matters worse, Miss Emmie is 'unavailable' at the moment anyway. Focus on work, buy a new ball-cock thingamie and get that overflow fixed properly, work, sleep, focus on work...
Had enough of the middle-sized and want some room now. This thing is getting tighter by the day. Miss Vikki is going to get a viewing before it's changed over though and if she can't make it tonight (still uncertain) then it will be next Tuesday instead. I also have been told that I'll be in this very same cage when Miss Emmie goes away again (early December) and Miss Vikki will be left in charge as deputy keyholder. I hope I get at least a brief spell in a roomier option between now and then. Bring back the Nub. All is forgiven.
Words from Miss Emmie keep popping into my head and causing thoughts that lead to a fight getting under way between cock and steel. One word in particular seems to have had a powerful effect: erupting. Visions of me 'erupting' are very distracting indeed, especially when I starti imagining doing the said erupting over Miss Emmie's boobs. Not that she's indicated that it will be like that at all. It's just my hormone soaked brain playing up.
Aysh.. let me out soon, let me erupt!
And then the Nub to settle down in again.
Yes, she made me choose and I've decided on the Nub after this. Yes, I know I'll want something else in a few days but still, whatever...
KnownAsHerbert wrote: ↑Tue Nov 12, 2024 4:20 am
Visions of me 'erupting' are very distracting indeed, especially when I starti imagining doing the said erupting over Miss Emmie's boobs.
Aysh.. let me out soon, let me erupt!
And then the Nub to settle down in again.
Yes, she made me choose and I've decided on the Nub after this. Yes, I know I'll want something else in a few days but still, whatever...
You'll be licking them clean if you do, Herbi.
Lovely to see that you've decided at least. Finally.
Everything's better with a locked male. Better still with a nude, locked male.
Miss Vikki visited us yesterday evening. She doesn't spend every Tuesday evening with us and I hadn't known that she was expected. Also Miss Emmie had put out come comfy clothes (joggers and favourite indoor hoodie for example) for after my shower.
Em: Ooo, Vikki's here. Let her in please, will you?
Me: Of course. [Goes to door and let's Miss Vikki in] Hello Miss Vikki.
VK: Hi Herbi. Weren't expecting me?
Me: I wasn't actually, no. But it's good to see you. Come in.
She came in, greeted Miss Emmie and started chatting away to her about food and her day and other news. Miss Emmie was busy cooking dinner for us all. But then:
VK: So, Herbi. Bit of a slip up not being ready for me. Strip.
Nothing more than a raised eyebrow from Miss Emmie. So I undressed.
VK: Ooo, look at him squashed in there! Nice and comfy I hope?
Me: I'm used to this one now so, yes, it's quite comfortable. Small and tight but comfortable.
VK: Lovely.
Em: That's the one you'll be in charge of Vikki. He'll be wearing that one when I go away.
VK: Lovely.
The evening progressed as several other Tuesday evenings have done so now. Nice food, nice drinks, lots of chat and all in a nice CFnm setting. Hmphh!
VK: I'm disappointed to see no stripes on your bum this time, Herbi. You must have been behaving yourself.
Me: Of course I have. I always do.
VK: May I give him some stripes, Emm? To remind him to be ready for me in future?
Em: [laughs] Yes, of course. The cane's on the bookshelf there, look.
VK: Excellent. All fours, Herbi. And hold still.
A few minutes later, bottom stinging, I had learnt that Tuesday evenings were now CFnm evenings. In case Miss Vikki turned up. It was Miss Vikki that told me this. Miss Emmie sat silently listening. And smiling.
So now, each Tuesday, it appears that I will have to finish work, have my shower, and spent the evening without clothes, just in case Miss Vikki shows up. I am sure Miss Emmie won't tell me to do so any more because I know that it is required anyway. How awkward that feels, knowing that I will be naked because Miss Vikki has told me to be, even though she's not there. And Miss Emmie will obviously be aware of why I've “chosen” to go without clothes for the evening. Oh my days.
I'm working from home today, just had some breakfast, showered, dressed and pottered around getting ready for the day, and have already noticed that Miss Emmie has posted a caption on the wall in front of my desk for me to look at while I try to work. It says "Why have one keyholder when you can have two?"
It is nice to read how it is slowly developing for you.
I'm glad I don't have two key holders.
It seems much more difficult to keep two of them happy.
But by reading this, you learn one thing from one and something else from another.
Which of course also brings some extra dynamics to everything.
I think it is nice for Miss Emmy that she has a fellow partner in crime.
This way she knows that when she is away you are in good hands with Miss Vicky.
And keep an eye on you and punish you when necessary.
The extra CFNM day that has been added is extra challenging for you.
You don't know which Tuesday Miss Vicky will come.
But you are already ready for it.
Which also creates extra tension and challenges for you.
Lock permanently in inverted cage with ballspliter under the kilt
waki86 wrote: ↑Thu Nov 14, 2024 4:18 am
The extra CFNM day that has been added is extra challenging for you.
You don't know which Tuesday Miss Vicky will come.
But you are already ready for it.
Tuesday evenings suddenly got more difficult, awkward, embarrassing. Being naked without being told to be by Miss Emmie, just in case it's a Miss Vikki evening...
) one can be a challenge.
