[Mr Pickle] one step forwards, two steps back

[Mr Pickle]

Log.

So. The whole 'my feeling C's orgasmic muscles caressing my beautiful big cock' thing..

I'm pretty sure with my long-standing record. I do not have to tell you that I messed it up.

C handed me the key. Boing! Instant massive boner.

"Ok this is your chance. Get down there and nearly make me come. Then you can pop it in".

Great plan. What could posibly go wrong.

C pushed my head down.

Tongue. Wipe face. Fingers. Vibe. Nearly there. Mr big toy cock and...

"About to come".

First off, in my excitment I got tangled in bedding and flopped forward like a geriatric seal.
When recovering I accidentally traped some of C's skin under my hand "Ow. Ow what are you.. ow."
Then in trying to prevent more ow fell again and did a perfect face plant on her boobs. 'Oooh.. boobies kiss kiss'.
Eventually I was in place. My cock fell into C's pussy and I had a dirty great big grin on my face.

"Nope. Gone. Get back down there. You just ruined my orgasm".

I went back down and carried on. Thirty seconds later C came.

So I went back up and said "I thought that was for me?"

"Sorry. Just happened. Try again".

This time C was saying "Now.. Now NOW!"

Firstly. I was waiting for "About to come" or "Coming!" like last time, not "now now now" who says now now now?

Secondly. I was paying too much attention to what I was doing and maybe not taking enough notice?

C came again. And before I could even get a word of protest in was telling me off.

"Why didn't you do it? It was your idea and you just did nothing. I was shouting "Now" and you just ignored me.

So after a little bit of apologetic explaning c said "Well you made a mess of that didnt you".

"Yes. Sorry".

"Not a problem for me. I came twice".

My beautiful rock hard boner was pointing at the cieling still so I asked "am I ok for an edge instead?"

C looked at it and said "Absolutely Not. You blew it. And dont you dare touch that".

Then C asked "Are you frustrated now".

"On the brink desperation"

"Good!".

Stupid cock just throbed and bobbed and bounced about like a toddler on a pogo stick.

"You can get that thing locked up as soon as you're able".

I didn't ask about a posible next time.

And now it will stay locked at least for the next six weeks.
C says she won't tease me as often in January because well... Accidents can happen.
But I am allowed to fantasise, fill my head with naughty thoughts and think about anything or anyone I like.
But being locked rarley results in thinking about anybody other than the one you are locked by/for.
She knows this.

I do have my little cage outfitted with pictures of course.

Im hoping I will get an OK for a ball job at some point maybe someting else? A few words even.

Janary is going to be approximately 1" in size and 31 years long. Or days if days can last a year?

[cagedbasilisk]

I also managed to negotiate caged treats and some new ball job thing, only because it came with instructions.

Would you be allowed to elaborate?
Sincerely, D.

[Tongue+groove]

. Or days if days can last a year?

Days can most definitely feel like years as I’m Sure you’re aware. I must say though your post sounded a bit like a first time young lad with an older woman. Thanks for the writing I hope you enjoyed it as much as the rest of us.

[Mr Pickle]

I also managed to negotiate caged treats and some new ball job thing, only because it came with instructions.

Would you be allowed to elaborate?
Sincerely, D.

Ok. I have been given permission to share this.

I take No credit for this. Credit to Miss Emmie.

After reading @KnownAsHerbert post. His having a caged orgasm from a ball treat. I thought Wow! That is something I want to know more about.
Miss Emmie was the instigator and kindly provided some detail as follows:


"With him lying halfway between on his front and on his side, with one leg drawn up (I think of it as similar to the first aid recovery position), I reached underneath and grabbed them.
He was making little moans and noises but I noticed that if I pulled them, backwards between his legs, something more was happening".

There you are.

It seems this Was deliberate and it was just off the cuff. Made up. Discovered by Miss Emmie.

So C and I gave it a go and experimented a little.

I didn't actually come, but I'm sure I could have if allowed, especially in this position. A position I would not have even considered.

This advice wasn't free exactly. It also prompted C to keep me completely locked for the next millenia and a half.
I'm told I should see it as a little bonus.

[KnownAsHerbert]

The "millenia and a half club" then.

[Mr Pickle]

Log.
Saturday. We are in the beautiful city of Chester in Cheshire. We love it here and a quick google would make it an obviouse why.
This is also where our son's university is so it's actually a bonus for us when we come to visit. This place is stunning.

This visit is about returning said Son to uni and a Shopping trip for my Xmas gift.

Basically we plonked the kids in Costa and snook off to Anne sumners.

C choose lots of things to try on. I got flashes whilst loitering around the changing area.
C chose some pretty impressive and exciting stuff to wear.
Then we chose another pulsating vibrator after asking for help and trying them on me. That was funny in an awkward kind of way until the assistant burst out laughing. After that it was just fun.

Then C asked the assistant where the paddles were. She knew bloody well where they were?
So the assistant came along and got each out one by one explaining what they were made from and the owiness factor (C's word) .
Each time C gave me a whack.
One in particular assistant, 'Jane' said "That one tends to leave a mark and may make it difficult to sit for quite a while".
It was some hard leather thing with a metal thingy inside it.
"Oh? Does it work through metal cages too?".
C then whacked me in the bits.
"Ow!"
"You Try it". C said as she handed the thing to Jane.
"Ow. Come on no need for that"!
"Yep. I'll have that one".

I went off to the till with Jane to pay for it all. Glad to stop the hitting.

As I was paying I said "Im not sure why Im paying. This is a gift to me from the wife for Christmas".

Jane said "Aww thats nice. Something for both of you then".

Then she leaned forward and said "I think the blue one will look really nice on you" wink!

I didn't explain that the lingerie wasn't for me and that I just get the pleasure of seeing it being worn". Obviously the padal thing is for me... or is it? I mean as far as gifts go it is the gift that keeps on giving but... it's an Owie?

Anyway. All done and C is quite excited
Seems she can't wait to try them.

Sunday.

C made use of me straight after coffee.
She said she was excited. We used the new vibe. It is very good. C came really hard. Damn near knocked her out.

I wish it had on hindsite. I would have found the key and made use of that very wet and ready pussy. It still looked very hungry. Damn. Cant I just hold her down and take her by force so easily.
I seriously need a fuck and some cock attention right now.
Damn. Can't be th nking like that. What if she can hear me thinking.

"Why are you still down there"?

Damn.

I then went and made breakfast while she recovered.
After breakfast in bed C said "I'll try that ball thing for you again. Would you like that"?

"Oh yes please".

"Ok. We will do it with you in the doggy position".

Ah.. surprise surprise. I wonder why.. Not.

C : "I have to admit that very cute bottom of yours really does look like it wants a bloody good slapping. Maybe a red mark or two. I know. Lets test drive your new present".

Sigh!

C thought if she pulled my balls through my legs nice and tight it would stop me trying to go forward as she struck me.

Whack! "Merry. Whack! Christmas".

She was right. Both hurt.

"I think I went too easy on you. But that was very therapeutic".

And she carried on.

I was just glad it wasnt my balls. Bottom slapping isn't C's usual thing. But this is the first bit of my lock up and after many questions about the influencer of this lock up.
This was the outcome and the reason for this gift.
Im affraid she really did enjoy that.

For me. The combination of pleasure pain was actually really nice for reasons I can't fathom? And I did have to say "stop".

C finished with a lovely ball massage and firm message that I was not to allowed to come with "I just came so hard and I'm going to come again and again and again. I'm not going to let you come for weeks".

I was rock solid in the 1" mushroom. Just part of the head caged. The reast trying to ass fuck me from the inside.

C gave my warm bottom a squeeze then "Again".

[Mr Pickle]

Log

Monday.
Woke up locked again and extremely hard. Not overly frustrated fortunately, just a slow simmer.
I've been in this 2cm jobbie since returning from spain I think, so about three weeks? Before that, the complimentary cobra oh joy.
Im glad of the extra restraint to be honest. I have been at this long enough to get used to not needing to think I have a cock, so not missing the bits that let you know it is there after this four week adjustment period.
The main thing being the ability to swell which adds to already too frustrated frustration, as many will know.
I used to chase this frustration like it was some kind of drug I needed, but life isn't any better for it, just different.
It wasn't until C started craming me into ridiculously silly small cages that I reasised how big a difference it made.

Good example is evening wood.
When C gets her head down at night I get a sudden surge of extremely hard and horny which lasts for half an hour or so.
In the 2cm or flat I have to reach down to feel the lump behind the ring to confirm it is still there. I kind of know it is due to the preasure, but it isn't like the bigger cage where you'd want to rip the damn cage off.
I could just go to sleep in the small. No chance in the big.

I do miss the frustration sometimes as a steady companion.
I am frustrated still but more so when I am meant to be. As in when the keyholder turns the heat up a bit.
Words, images, sugestions, being used etc. Actually, just a "Hi" does it these days. These reminders hit much harder now.
They still get me to boiling point in an instant, but from a simmer rather than from near boiling. A much bigger impact when intended.
On the whole though I am managing the daytime frustration just fine.

I am also mainly past the three week mini menopause stage with bad sleep and hot flushes due to being fucked in the brain by hormones.
C is just being C and enjoying being C.
Everything is a treat now or feels like it. Even the small stuff like her smile or noticing I'm in the room?
C looks constantly ravishing.

Monday eve.
What I said about handling the frustration earlier. One little messge has had me hard all afternoon and once home with C it's just a case of hard follows more hard.
Needless to say C is delighted at how I have come home in "Shadow mode".
Like a little shadow following her around just in case she drops me a morsel.

It still surprises me how I'm effected.
My job today was at the abode of a very attractive single woman who amongst other chatter said she was looking for a man. She was a little flirty but she may as well have been flirting with a rather pleasant and well behaved mannequin.
No interest at all on my part. No key, No power.
I was hard, but not for her.

What a very strange life we live.

[Mr Pickle]

Log.

Hey guess what!

I woke up locked again.

In my dreams I am also locked. That has to mean something.

C has an afternoon shift so had time to "Make extra use of me". Which means before and after breakfast.
Then we sat in bed and chilled for a while.
The big surprise was. She said she was very happy with how we are now and wanted to write something for my group (by that she means the forum) but not on her phone.. or mine. C can touch type so will use my PC and I can post it from there onto my page in whatever bit it needs to be?

That should be interesting?

C has also said that if I carry on being so well behaved for everyone I can look forward to an Oily stokey pokey caged treat.
I have no idea what that means in C's eyes but I intend to be on best behaviour and find out.
Mentally I'm on top of the moon at the moment and adoring C with just about every atom I possess. Very horny and hard this morning.

Work for me was short after recieving a call from our Son who was getting the train home to collect his forgotten skin and hair products.
I met him at the station then went to get daughter from school before heading to a cafe for a snack.
Care products collected and waving him off back to uni.
All before C got home much to her disappointment.

So a very pleasant busy day for me not working.

[Tom Allen]

When I started regularly having dreams in which I was locked, or aware that I was locked, my wife was pretty happy.
"That means that the cage is definitely a part of you now."

[All4Her]

Can hardly wait to read her post!

I have been trying to get the wife to read your whole journey post for a long time in hopes she will become more interested in taking control... having a woman's comment just may help.