When you can't help yourself

[Aarkey]

My current g/f and keyholder is much more active in participating in my chastity than my ex was. As a result, I've grown more and more comfortable with her authority and my desire to submit to it. So I don't feel as rebellious about being in chastity. Perhaps its just maturity, perhaps it is gratitude, perhaps its habit - since as a part of the reality of things, she keeps a key hidden around so that when I go to yoga, she tells me where it is, I unlock myself, go to class and then lock back up after. If I were to misbehave, the disappointment it would bring to her is enough to discourage me from doing it. Either way, in the last year my chastity has incorporated more and more of the "honor system" - but sometimes... I can't help myself.

Last night, after 5 days of chastity and some really hot denial play, she left me unlocked when we went to bed.

This morning, she told me that she woke up in the middle of the night to find the bed shaking. I was masturbating, but fully asleep. She told me to stop, and I did. But today, I'm locked back up again - with both the top lock and the second "no way to pull out" lock that fits through my frenum piercing.

I suspect that she won't allow me to sleep without it tonight

Its not the first time that in the middle of the night that I've done that, and in the past, I have told her that I need to sleep in lockup as I don't trust myself. Last night I thought I'd be ok without it, I guess not.

Anyone else a sleep masturbator?

[ChrissysProperty]

I've told this several times but I was let out overnight on my honour in October 2013 after several months of denial. I couldn't help myself that night after so long. Yes, the bed rocked, I wasn't asleep and she caught me JUST too late! As a consequence, I'll never be trusted again and have never been allowed an orgasm since as punishment for misplacing her trust. When asked when next, she told me "Not THIS year anyway". I really think that was my last ever full orgasm unless one of us calls for an end to the lifestyle.

[locked4her55]

I'll never be trusted again and have never been allowed an orgasm since as punishment for misplacing her trust. When asked when next, she told me "Not THIS year anyway". I really think that was my last ever full orgasm unless one of us calls for an end to the lifestyle.

Wow, That's quite a punishment. Do you really think she will follow through with it?

[Elizabeth]

This is why I always keep my property locked. Even when we do cleanings, I always keep my eye on him. If for some reason he was ever unlocked & I caught him masturbating without my permission, his punishment would be severe..

[ChrissysProperty]

This is why I always keep my property locked. Even when we do cleanings, I always keep my eye on him. If for some reason he was ever unlocked & I caught him masturbating without my permission, his punishment would be severe..

Ah! another Lady KH the same as my Princess Chrissy! I hope you have warned him of the severity of the potential punishment ..... I wasn't! Mine started with a hard caning, which I DID expect because she enjoys doing it anyway ..... I DIDN'T expect to be totally denied!

To answer lockedforher55; Yes! She REALLY gets a kick out of edging me, time and time an time again, over and over, until she has me on my knees begging to let me cum. She simply tells me that she gets nothing out of letting me cum and that other than my occasional frustrating milking it's not necessary, so she won't.

[TwistedMister]

Anyone else a sleep masturbator?

I'm not, but Mrs. Twisted is.

[Dannyboy]

Before I was locked I used to wake finding myself doing it. Not often but it did happen now and then

[ChewToy51]

Anyone else a sleep masturbator?

I've been known to wake up humping the mattress. That was actually one of the first things that led me down this path. I wanted some kind of sensory deprivation.

What kind of cage do you have that has a use for the frenum? I pierced mine myself back in highschool, but I haven't even had jewelry in it in almost a year. I know my lady loves it though, so if I could incorporate a bit of that and these I know she would get a kick out of it.

[Atone]

I'm not, but Mrs. Twisted is.

That is amazingly hot.

[ChrissysProperty]

Before I was locked I used to wake finding myself doing it. Not often but it did happen now and then

Not often? Phew! Before being caged I would ALWAYS wake up erect with it in my hand and not wanting to waste it I'd find that I masturbated 2 or 3 times every night (let alone the 2 or 3 times a day!). I have such a filthy mind I am one man that requires to be kept in chastity. Now when I wake up in the night, I wake my Princess and she just gives me an (un)sympathetic cuddle.