[Chosen_Jackal] Pinch me, is this really happening?

[Chosen_Jackal]

I’m in a difficult position. It’s more of a luxury problem really to be fair.
Like I’ve mentioned earlier Red has decided she wants me uncaged for a few days. An unspecified amount of time.
It was hard at first.
I’ve spent so much time adjusting to and really embracing my status as a locked man.
Loving it.
It just felt right.

And now.
I’m having one to two orgasms a day.
Red and I fuck and we fuck good!
I’ve never seen her react so well to my cock and it’s really making me feel good!
I’m sure the fact that I’ve lost 30kg in four months makes her a bit more attracted to me as well, so who can blame her for wanting to fuck this stud of a man every day?

But I miss the cage.
I miss feeling its unyielding bars around me, continually reminding me of her.
I miss having access to my own cock taken away from me.
Only granted when she allows it.

But I’ve also learned that my submission to her isn’t dependent on me being locked.
I’m not masturbating or touching myself for anything but practical purposes.
She doesn’t want me to.
So I obey. Gladly.
And even though she wants me to be all over her and show her my desire for her I’m still putting her needs above my own.
She comes first, both figuratively and literally.
Last night we made love and I fucked her better than I have in years.
The look in her eyes and the way her body responded was intoxicating. And even though I could tell she enjoyed me taking her forcefully I asked for permission to cum.
I didn’t beg, but asked respectfully.

She teased me and tested me.
She saw how lost I was in her and she still told me "no".
"Stop".
So I did.
She looked pleased and gave me a wicked smile before she told me to proceed and to cum however I wanted.
It felt so validating to see our dynamic alive even in such a moment.
So I came. Hard.
And there was no drop after.
I think the context and quality of an orgasm affects how I feel after.

So yes, I miss the cage and I look forward to when she tells me to put it back on, but right now I’m doing my best to how she wants me to be.
Needs me to be.
And I know it’s going to feel amazing when she tells me to lock back up again.

[Tongue+groove]

A few weeks back when I had been loose for nearly a week I began to wander if I wanted locked again.

Then it happened she said it was time, I fell right into the locked mindset and had no regrets.

It will happen but only in her time.