[Mr Pickle] one step forwards, two steps back

[Mr Pickle]

I'm a fan of the Cobra.

Really. What a surprise.

Well I guess that makes us Opposite Twinsies?

[KnownAsHerbert]

One thing the Cobra is good at. Keeping aware of your being hard.

Oh yes. It's very good at that.

5 weeks today for me. And another week to go. The Cobra is definitely comfortable enough for weeks on end wear.

[KHEmmi]

One thing the Cobra is good at. Keeping aware of your being hard.

The Cobra is definitely comfortable enough for weeks on end wear.

Both points noted for future reference.

[Mr Pickle]

Log.

C begrudgingly made use of me this morning, for a long time, rode the edge all the way but refused to give me the pleasure of her orgasm.

Mean keyhokder and a caged man with neck ache.

C was still in grumpy land this morning, went for brunch with other Mums to celebrate back to school free time. Without nails done or hair.

She looks stunning anyway. A natural beauty. No make up or strange lip and face alterations like the other mothers. I just dont get it?

Daughters first day at school.
I collected her this afternoon, went in and asked for results for her gcse's.
Our daughter had refused to recieve them, convunced she had failed.
Despite having missed five month of school leading up to the exams. I knew better. She has my lobe of maths, IT, physics and her Mothers litteracy skills. She doesnt have to try. She just does well.
She had all B's, A's and A*

Even I didnt see that coming.
She is pleased with them.

C got home in a good mood. It seems while out with her lady friends shopping, she had got some pink gin and had been asked for proof of age at the checkout.

Yeah. Up yours fancy hair, nails and augmentations. El Natural kicks butt.

Also. Extra pleased with our daughters grades.

C says she might let me give her an orgasm later.

I also got another naughty point, and will be getting some kind of ball tap, slap or whack.

I had totally forgotten about the conditions and rules that go with the Cobra. It has its own conditions, one of which is a tech curfew.
Also, C has asked me to order a replacment for the ruler when in this. Something more horsiefied.
C feels these are rules to enforce rather than rules she makes.

Im really not sure any of this is necessary.

Major Tom has gone silent. There is nothing coming out of the void, and definitely nothing coming inside it.

[KHEmmi]

I had totally forgotten about the conditions and rules that go with the Cobra. It has its own conditions, one of which is a tech curfew.
Also, C has asked me to order a replacment for the ruler when in this. Something more horsiefied.
C feels these are rules to enforce rather than rules she makes.

Im really not sure any of this is necessary.

Ooo, a techno curfew! One of my best inventions so far.
And something horsiefied? Sounds good, but a stick is good too.

Be careful with your 'not really necessary' type comments. Could be taken as questioning her competence and/or authority!

Great news about the GCSE results. Well done to your daughter.

[Mr Pickle]

Log.

Home life is very stressful at the moment it seems.

Not for me as such. I try not to do stress, I just see it as a few more chalenges to get through.

Getting our son ready for uni is a good one. Teaching him how to not stay up until 3am so he can wake up in the monings is proving to be dificult.

I have a months work to catch up on, but that comes last. Need to sort C and the kids out first.

Both kids have their own stresses and tasks to deal with and always choose the end of the day. When we have gotten into bed to decide they are far too important to put off any longer.

Last night was exhausting.
C wanted to get me down there. I wanted to get down there. The kids wanted to offload hours of teen issues onto us.

End result. Frustrated C, thats two days without an orgasm for her now. Im not sure hiw she will cope?

I'm strapped up good and proper in this black box. I swear it would survive a plane crash and the only part of me remaining would be my penis.

If I could get it out right now and have a bloody good wank.. would I?

Probably not. Just knowing that C would be disapointed is far too much guilt for any man in my shoes.

So I get a break, check the news.. check the forum.

A coment made me cringe a little, and I think I need to detatch myself.

She’s great, we can all see that and wish we were in your position- on your knees!

Rufusus, when you use the words "We all". It sounds like you are speaking for us all, or that we are in agreement with you?
This isnt the case.

When you're talking about your own fantasies, could you refrain from using the word "We" please.

Out of respect I dont look at my friends, acquaintances fellow members etc. and wish to be on my knees.

I have my fantasy already, Im sure others do also.

Im not disagreeing with the fact that "You" want or wish that for yourself. I have no doubt of it.

No need to comment.. Im just saying. With respect, I'm not part of the We.

It is blatantly obvious that Herbs and Miss Emmie are both very lucky, and on the keyholder front Miss Emmie is special indeed.

Because of the forum, Herb and Miss Emmie's journey I personally feel I have gotten to know them enough to say they are lovely decent people, and personally I like them. Quite a lot actually. I also feel my and C's life has been improved as a result and hope the opposite might be true.

If I were to make a statement on my own behalf without the "We".

It's been a stressful day so far, and I wouldn't mind joining them for a nice pint of that cider. A few pints even.

Back to work now, and hopefully look forward to being made use of later.

[Tongue+groove]

I wouldn't mind joining them for a nice pint of that cider.

That sounds pleasant. To have an evening with like minded couples. Cages and keys wouldn’t even need to be the topic of conversation. Just knowing is enough.

[Mr Pickle]

Log.

Woke up with my restained cock trying to break the mould, or my stomach.

C's cloud had lightning and thunderbolts yesterday.
She was actually in a decent mood again, but then had a row with daughter due to her not eating enough in school.
Daughter walked off. C called me.

Its 3pm in the afternoon. Not the middle of the night? She is15 and will be fine. Just have a coffee. She'll be home again soon.

I phoned daughter who was fine, and said she had needed some space so was sat on the beach. That Mum wouldn't listen to her side of things and just got mad very quickly. "I dont have to put up with it, so I walked away".

"Right. Not the best move".

So I explained why Mum is so worried, how much she means to us etc. Then let C know.

Niether of them are willing to apologise or sit and talk even though I'd offered to act as mediator. Stuborn. Both of them.

Our home is an uncomfortable place to be while thisnis going on. I act as the meat shield, so they can get it out of their systems.

Benefit of being locked. Super patience and resilience for the love of the family.
And while in this Cobra? Well I have this void to chuck it all into.

I would liken C to a scene from Carie the movie when she gets angry. Lots of passion can have its down side.

I suspect this upset is to do with our son going to uni next week. He will be leaving home. Thats a pretty big thing isnt it.

And on top of that, this time last year when school started, our daughter started to deliberately starve herself. She has only just recovered.

Hopefully C will calm down enough to allow a conversation.

Ive pulled a few strings to move forward a cieling and beam job in her store so I dont feel as absent when we are both working.

After things calmed down, I offered to get a chippy tea. To cheer C up and to make up for any untended doubt of authority regarding her plans with me. Gone through all official channels etc, and not taking any chances with the above Miss Emmie comment. It seems Im out ranked in every way these days.

C upgraded chips to a chinese takeaway and was a little better after that.

"Thanks for that. A nice oily edge for you".

And it really was nice. A bit too close maybe, but oh my that makes all the difference.

This morning C had an orgasm, thank goodness. Then asked "When did I let you come last"?

"When did 'YOU' gave me one? I honesty have no idea".

I suppose i didn't make a note of it, or it hadn't dawned on me with so much going on?".

"Long before the holidays for sure. Before August defo... Nope. Cant I remember. Why?

"I hadn't meant to keep it going. It just didnt dawn on me to let you".

"Is it dawning on you now?"

Silence. No more said.

This morning as C pulled away to leave for work she said.

The authority thing. I've made a note of it. It's something you will have to be punished for.

Work today Sun out and hot. Really hot. Betty swallocks hot.

I'm horny. C didnt actually say she was going to let me come? Very confusing. I wasn't missing it too much. Now I'm in a Cobra restricted bag of pleeeeeease let me come" hormones.
This Cobra really.doesnt feel bigger any more.

Deep breath. Remind myself why I'm in it, aaand.. Nope. It just fot worse.

And now. Along with my raging caged hard on. We are off to the theatre to watch a stage performance of Terry Pratchets Wierd Sisters.

Horny..so fucking horny.

[KHEmmi]

Now I'm in a Cobra restricted bag of pleeeeeease let me come" hormones.
This Cobra really.doesnt feel bigger any more.

"Consistent"
That's the word Herbs uses about the Cobra.

"It's always there. Always the same.
No feeling. But at the same time it always reminds you every time you get hard.
Even the reminders are all the same."

Glad you're enjoying it anyway. Just like Herbs.
Hope the theatre show was good too.

[Mr Pickle]

Log.
Saturday.

The show last night was very entertaining, and also helped get the family back in tune.

C was calm, made use of me again and then eased the last of her stress away by squeezing my my balls until she was ready for sleep.
The whole thing was an erotic, leaking experience for me.

I woke early. Too hard and horny to get back to sleep. Checked my journey, caught up on mail. Played a game for a bit until C opened her eyes... "Coffee". Another ball squeeze.

Made coffee. Then whilst sat drinking it In decided to tell C what I'd found.

"1st of July"

"What?"

"You asked about the last time you let me come. That was it I think."

C sat thinking for a while.

"Really. What makes you think that?"

"I checked the journey logs. You only let me come on Sundays so I just checked the Sundays. Two times in june, then 1st day of July".

More thinking. "Hmmmm. Well. When we got Smokey, I do remember thinking you would work harder if I didn't let you come".

Then it was my turn to think.. I did all that and then holidays, and we forgot I hadn't come?

"I just got so hectic and busy with Smokey, work, holidays".

More thinking.

C creases her nose when thinking. Looks like a hot pixie. Her eyes go one way then the other as she has an in the head conversation with herself.
"Yes. It flew by didn't it".

Sudden rush of horny slammed into me. Wham!

"Didnt I treat you for your birthday?"

"No..I had an accident".

"And now you're in that cage? Thats quite funny isnt it".

"Hmmm. Very funny. May I ask what you're thinking now?"

God I hope, I hope, I hope.

"One. New cage rules. Im not sure that you coming is one of them. Two, at least you came in July. Tree, and Im horny now".

Sigh..

"Down you go"

I did.
Then headed off to catch up on a job.
Back now, Taking C for late lunch.