I'm almost here when her hands go to my waist and she stops me, pushing me out of her pussy. And she then says:
I freeze. There's no way I'm going to taste cum. Not even mine. No way. But I can't bring myself to say lock me back up.We can stop now and lock you back up. Or you can cum in my pussy, but then I will sit on your face and you need to eat your cum out of my pussy.
She starts fondling me down there, stroking my cock & balls. She talks about how wonderful her pussy feels and how much I want to slide my cock into her. How much I want to cum in her. How long it's been. How long it's going to be.
I can't resist. I reply ok and she guides me back in. As I'm pumping away she keeps talking about how she wants me to shoot lots of cum in to her so there's lost for me to eat. And more about how the idea so turns her on.
I cum in her and she holds me there for a minute to get everything. She then has me roll over on my back and cupping her pussy gets up over my face. She has to use one hand to pull my jaw down and then plants her pussy over my mouth.
My cum streams out of her pussy and into my mouth as she rubs her clit looking at me. She is telling me how beautiful this all is and climaxes on my face.
She then gets next to me and french kisses me swirling the cum around both of our mouths. She then pulls away, looks at me, and tells me to swallow.
What does this mean?
This is something I have no desire to do, or I'm 95% certain I have no desire to do. But I also think I would do it in that situation. I think if that happens, that is when control of the chastity turns fully over to my wife.
The chastity is presently her trying to figure out what I want from this. And what she wants that fits with what I want. That gives me a lot of control. If the above happened that means we're doing what she wants regardless of what I prefer. And in that sense, this would be a good thing - I think.