I agree.TwistedMister wrote:Perhaps it would be clearer if 'fact' were in the 'Journey' forum and fantasy in the 'Fiction' forum?No doubt most of the confusion is the result of me attempting to utilize a segment of the forum devoted to fiction to express my cuckold fantasies, as well as provide an account of a non-fictional event. Perhaps the whole thing would have been less problematic in blog format...but I'm not very computer savvy, don't have a lot of time to work on a blog, and (frankly) the people in Chastityforum are just the sort of group I like....decent and respectful....with a few kinks.
When I first came to the Chastityforum, I (like so many others) paid little attention to its structure, and certainly didn't give adequate attention to the 'new member' threads (though I was aware of the basic rule to 'not be a dick'. The 'not be a dick' stricture was easy for me....I don't go to websites to abuse its inhabitants...I go to get information....and basically, I'm respectful of others in personal life, and on the web).
Beth was long aware of my cuckold proclivities...for probably at least 15 years. I'll talk more about her in a bit, but at this point suffice it to say she's anything but a prude....she's always found that fantasy of mine stimulating as well. Beth has been following every posting in every thread I've written.
Male chastity (more accurately the physical restraint aspect as a subset of female dominance and BDSM) drew me to this site. Beth enjoys subjecting me to such things as much as I enjoy being the recipient of such attentions....but she had sincere concerns about the potential for such devices to 'condition' me away from having erections....and Beth does enjoy erections (and, apparently, some of them more than mine). Because of Chastityforum she is now comfortable with placing me in one...especially with the recent alterations in our 'domestic relationships.
About a year before I arrived at Chastityforum, she fully acknowledged what I'd suspected....that she'd been spending a lot of time with 'Murray' (of course that's not his real name). Her sexual appetite, and my proclivities, had actually made her feel comfortable in doing so and....she was right. It made me incredibly jealous, feel quite humiliated, and extremely aroused.
I have since learned that there were two others, but they were basically 'one night stands' with coworkers, and she describes them as 'disappointing'....they were simply 'unskilled''. Those two episodes occurred many years ago. For her, Murray was different. She said he 'really knew how to please her', and I saw, first-hand, what she meant, last Tuesday evening.
When I started the 'Cuckolded' thread, I placed it in the general forum...it got moved to the fiction forum (and it was indeed a fantasy of where I hoped my sexual life was going....though I had good indications from Beth that she was working on Murray to at least let me observe their sexual activities (after all, he was fucking Beth with my tacit approval). The moderators moved the thread, for good reason...it didn't fit in that section, and more importantly, its contents were graphic (and that could scare away the more vanilla visitors). It was good judgment on their part....that's what keeps this site attractive, and not a freak show.
So, that's where the thread ended up...meanwhile Beth encouraged me to continue (I know she got off on it), and it more graphically revealed (to her) the depth of my cuckold issues. Murray continued to resist the idea of letting me watch (he's actually a very nice young man, but exceedingly 'vanilla' in his sexual tastes).
When Beth decided he needed to read the thread, I was against the idea; I thought he'd run for the hills, but she thought he'd finally believe that I was comfortable with him fucking Beth (she knows men...she knew he might freak out about me, but he wasn't going to run away from her pussy). She was right....he'd do it, but I had to only be an 'observer'....and, in reality, after what I've experienced...I think that's all the further it should go. Beth picked New Years Eve, because of its emotional significance ( when she decides to twist the knife, she makes it hurt) and the fact that he was completely available that night...wife and kids out of town.
About Beth....I can only describe her sexual appetite as 'prodigious'. She' strong willed, very attractive, enjoys flirting, and can be a little vulgar. While all of these things endear her to our male friends, but the same can't be said about many of their wives.....she makes them feel insecure.
When she decides to do something, it is a serious mistake to even infer that she shouldn't...and telling her not to is a virtual guarantee that she'll continue down that path.
She's an incredible tease...even after so many years of marriage I can't reliably tell when she really means something...or is just 'fucking with me'. A good example; after days of being sexually stimulated...successively taking me to the edge with no relief...I'll accidently come. I can remember being in abject terror about doing so...and have her laugh and say "It's no big deal!" Or it could easily become a srious issue.
I'm very much hoping having her lock me in the cage is just some uber-teasing. I've still not been allowed to come, but hopefully , she's just taking this current situation, and the power of its aftermath, to the max. i guess I'll find out.
At this point, I should probably end the thread. While it's therapeutic to recount an event....it's truly emotionally exhausting. I hit a very low point last night....Beth riding me, talking about Murray....and still having to pull out, completely unrelieved (after I've given her several mind-blowing orgasms. She's probably got the same thing in mind for tonight.