I finally understand "denial"
Posted: Sat Oct 02, 2021 2:14 am
My KH and I have been in the chastity game on and off for a couple years. It's been a couple months since I was locked up last, but we decided to give Locktober a try for the first time. And being that she's been pretty vanilla, I asked that she steps up her game this lockup period (Thinking it'd be fun). Since we've met (~3 years ago), she's always let me grab her boobs and butt and play with them. In previous lockup periods, she could always tell I was throbbing and trying to get hard in my JB while doing so, and would just laugh at me and tell me to make her a drink.
This time though, she locks me up, and of course I go to play with her boobs later in the day, and she immediately grabs my hands to stop me and tells me that they are off limits for the whole month . I'm sure the veterans here will say this is a normal thing, but for me, this is torture. I've played with her lady lumps literally every day we've been together, if not to be intimate it's at least been a grab or quick squeeze.
Thinking of our history together, this is something she's never done in the 3 years we've been together, and the 2 years we've been playing with chastity. I was shocked and devastated and thought to myself I don't want to "play chastity" anymore if I can't even touch her. I've gotten used to not being able to touch myself, but she's always let me play with her, up until yesterday
I'm only 1 day into this locktober, and can't believe I have another 30 days of this.. This is about to be the longest month of my life
This time though, she locks me up, and of course I go to play with her boobs later in the day, and she immediately grabs my hands to stop me and tells me that they are off limits for the whole month . I'm sure the veterans here will say this is a normal thing, but for me, this is torture. I've played with her lady lumps literally every day we've been together, if not to be intimate it's at least been a grab or quick squeeze.
Thinking of our history together, this is something she's never done in the 3 years we've been together, and the 2 years we've been playing with chastity. I was shocked and devastated and thought to myself I don't want to "play chastity" anymore if I can't even touch her. I've gotten used to not being able to touch myself, but she's always let me play with her, up until yesterday
I'm only 1 day into this locktober, and can't believe I have another 30 days of this.. This is about to be the longest month of my life