I miss chastity
Posted: Fri May 17, 2019 3:05 am
My wife kept me in chastity, for longer and longer periods (max 110 days), over the last 3 years. It was both utter agony and the most intense sexual highs of my life. And she recently ended it.
I've been about a month out of chastity so it's sort of settled down to a new normal. And what do I think.
Well making love with my wife and having orgasms - definitely love that. A lot.
But I miss the intense yearning, I miss being totally completely consumed by my desire for my wife. I miss the intense kissing and hugging that would continue until our mouths were raw.
We've never had, even when much younger, this level of intensity, of desire, and of connection, both emotionally and physically.
But for her it became overwhelming. And I get that - the intensity is nice at times but it never turned off for me and that meant she was always receiving it. And I feeling at times that she had reciprocate even when she wanted to have a quiet relaxing moment. And something us guys will never understand, she wanted fewer orgasms.
It's a giant trade-off. For each of us. For her, the plus of chastity is she has me totally focused on her and infatuated with her. The negative is that is always on - there's no rest. For me, the plus of chastity is being consumed by my wife - I can't stop thinking about her. And I loved being owned by her. And the sexual intensity of course. The negative is that I really missed orgasms. Driving me insane at times missed them.
So if I got to pick, which would it be? Chastity. Without a doubt chastity. (Although many times I would question that decision after being locked up.) Why? Because it is so amazing to be totally consumed by the woman I love. It's an unmatched sexual high too, but even more so is the emotional intensity.
Chastity was never a kink of mine before we tried this. I never would have predicted I even would like it. And yet now, after experiencing it, it is so much better for our relationship.
I understand how being on the receiving end of this can be too much. Especially as we're not (that) young anymore. And in a FLR, that means we do what she wants.
But I miss it - so much.
I've been about a month out of chastity so it's sort of settled down to a new normal. And what do I think.
Well making love with my wife and having orgasms - definitely love that. A lot.
But I miss the intense yearning, I miss being totally completely consumed by my desire for my wife. I miss the intense kissing and hugging that would continue until our mouths were raw.
We've never had, even when much younger, this level of intensity, of desire, and of connection, both emotionally and physically.
But for her it became overwhelming. And I get that - the intensity is nice at times but it never turned off for me and that meant she was always receiving it. And I feeling at times that she had reciprocate even when she wanted to have a quiet relaxing moment. And something us guys will never understand, she wanted fewer orgasms.
It's a giant trade-off. For each of us. For her, the plus of chastity is she has me totally focused on her and infatuated with her. The negative is that is always on - there's no rest. For me, the plus of chastity is being consumed by my wife - I can't stop thinking about her. And I loved being owned by her. And the sexual intensity of course. The negative is that I really missed orgasms. Driving me insane at times missed them.
So if I got to pick, which would it be? Chastity. Without a doubt chastity. (Although many times I would question that decision after being locked up.) Why? Because it is so amazing to be totally consumed by the woman I love. It's an unmatched sexual high too, but even more so is the emotional intensity.
Chastity was never a kink of mine before we tried this. I never would have predicted I even would like it. And yet now, after experiencing it, it is so much better for our relationship.
I understand how being on the receiving end of this can be too much. Especially as we're not (that) young anymore. And in a FLR, that means we do what she wants.
But I miss it - so much.