Still no orgasm this year....
Posted: Tue Jan 15, 2019 3:17 pm
Do you ever really feel in your gut that you are getting close to your emotional limits?
We’ve been on an epic streak of denial play for about a year, where it’s not totally gone away. I haven’t MB’d at all. About half my orgasms are from ruined handjobs. The other half from PIV.
The last time I had PIV was before Christmas. I had one ruined orgasm at the end of December. Wife and i have a scene planned for Thursday. She has indicated it will end with a ruined orgasm, at best. How exactly, I am not sure. She’s gotten much better at “hang time” on handjobs over the last year. She’s indicated that we will go back to intercourse not long thereafter, but we’ve spent time planning the scene.
This can all screw with my head even after playing for years. We’ve been watching some steamy shows—Wanderlust—on Netflix. Denial usually seems like a “game” but my emotional need to engage in some fucking is more elevated than usual. Thursday will end with a bit of sting. My visiualizariom of sex is growing more vivid the longer I’ve gone on.
We’ve been on an epic streak of denial play for about a year, where it’s not totally gone away. I haven’t MB’d at all. About half my orgasms are from ruined handjobs. The other half from PIV.
The last time I had PIV was before Christmas. I had one ruined orgasm at the end of December. Wife and i have a scene planned for Thursday. She has indicated it will end with a ruined orgasm, at best. How exactly, I am not sure. She’s gotten much better at “hang time” on handjobs over the last year. She’s indicated that we will go back to intercourse not long thereafter, but we’ve spent time planning the scene.
This can all screw with my head even after playing for years. We’ve been watching some steamy shows—Wanderlust—on Netflix. Denial usually seems like a “game” but my emotional need to engage in some fucking is more elevated than usual. Thursday will end with a bit of sting. My visiualizariom of sex is growing more vivid the longer I’ve gone on.