The Bathroom Experience
Posted: Wed Oct 10, 2018 7:29 am
Forgive me if this is a little blogish and long winded, I just wanted to share my experiences.
Being new to all of this I had taken my cage off for work mostly because my job involves a fair amount of physical motion and I had no idea how my body parts might respond plus I wanted to give everything a little fresh air. Got home and put it back on with the plan on relaxing on the Internet when I realized just how tired I was. Thus far the device has been very comfortable, no pain or irritation so how about I just wear it to bed and if something happens the key is on the nightstand….
DING!!! WTF, oh hell, I forgot to put the phone on silent! I roll over and realize there’s a bit more between my legs than I’m used to. Hmmm. Everything feels ok, that’s good. Reach down and everything seems in the right place. Great!
As I’m laying there my penis starts to grow. Up until then I hadn’t really felt my penis inside the tube, probably because it has been overridden by stronger sensations in my testes and scrotum because the ring pulls everything tight and out of their normal positions. I felt my penis sliding inside the plastic tube and knowing that I’ll run out of tube before I run out of penis wondering how comfortable that might be. Beyond a slight tugging on my balls and a feeling of constriction the erection wasn’t uncomfortable at all, even slightly pleasant.
Now I have to pee and pee badly. Hop out of bed, walk toward the bathroom, look back at the key on the nightstand and keep walking. Not knowing how this is going to go and not wanting to spray around the bathroom I sit down and pee. Just like every, other man I hold my penis when urinating. I can point left, right, up, down, pee my name in the snow, and shake when I’m done but in a few seconds my lifetime of normalcy just evaporated. I'm peeing but I'm not touching and, maybe more importantly, not controlling anything. I was left sitting sitting there wondering what the hell just happened and while I can’t completely articulate how emotional the experience was, it was an absolute mind fuck.
Understand that I’m “chaste” completely of my volition and control. I guess when I started this it thought it might be erotic, maybe wear a cage for as long as I could stand it and then jerk off. When you hold your own key, as long as “I can stand it” takes on different meaning than for a lot of folks around here. I also understand that for some there’s a sissification aspect to all of this and while it's not something I am into, I could see being forced to sit playing a big role in some kind of FemDom relationship but what happened in the bathroom had nothing to do with any of that. What happened yesterday was just so incredibly different.
Lest you think I’m not a complete pervert… It was probably some combination of endorphins and fatigue but after the “bathroom experience” I was horny a hell. I’m no stranger to anal play and one of my favorite things is a woman shoving a dildo in my ass while I play with myself but yesterday I wanted to get fucked, as in the fuckee. Cage on and just fucked. I’m not gay but for about 30 minutes yesterday if a good looking guy had shown up at the door I would have let him plow my ass. Of course, a woman with a strap-on would be been better. Unfortunately neither materialized...
This is so damned weird...
Being new to all of this I had taken my cage off for work mostly because my job involves a fair amount of physical motion and I had no idea how my body parts might respond plus I wanted to give everything a little fresh air. Got home and put it back on with the plan on relaxing on the Internet when I realized just how tired I was. Thus far the device has been very comfortable, no pain or irritation so how about I just wear it to bed and if something happens the key is on the nightstand….
DING!!! WTF, oh hell, I forgot to put the phone on silent! I roll over and realize there’s a bit more between my legs than I’m used to. Hmmm. Everything feels ok, that’s good. Reach down and everything seems in the right place. Great!
As I’m laying there my penis starts to grow. Up until then I hadn’t really felt my penis inside the tube, probably because it has been overridden by stronger sensations in my testes and scrotum because the ring pulls everything tight and out of their normal positions. I felt my penis sliding inside the plastic tube and knowing that I’ll run out of tube before I run out of penis wondering how comfortable that might be. Beyond a slight tugging on my balls and a feeling of constriction the erection wasn’t uncomfortable at all, even slightly pleasant.
Now I have to pee and pee badly. Hop out of bed, walk toward the bathroom, look back at the key on the nightstand and keep walking. Not knowing how this is going to go and not wanting to spray around the bathroom I sit down and pee. Just like every, other man I hold my penis when urinating. I can point left, right, up, down, pee my name in the snow, and shake when I’m done but in a few seconds my lifetime of normalcy just evaporated. I'm peeing but I'm not touching and, maybe more importantly, not controlling anything. I was left sitting sitting there wondering what the hell just happened and while I can’t completely articulate how emotional the experience was, it was an absolute mind fuck.
Understand that I’m “chaste” completely of my volition and control. I guess when I started this it thought it might be erotic, maybe wear a cage for as long as I could stand it and then jerk off. When you hold your own key, as long as “I can stand it” takes on different meaning than for a lot of folks around here. I also understand that for some there’s a sissification aspect to all of this and while it's not something I am into, I could see being forced to sit playing a big role in some kind of FemDom relationship but what happened in the bathroom had nothing to do with any of that. What happened yesterday was just so incredibly different.
Lest you think I’m not a complete pervert… It was probably some combination of endorphins and fatigue but after the “bathroom experience” I was horny a hell. I’m no stranger to anal play and one of my favorite things is a woman shoving a dildo in my ass while I play with myself but yesterday I wanted to get fucked, as in the fuckee. Cage on and just fucked. I’m not gay but for about 30 minutes yesterday if a good looking guy had shown up at the door I would have let him plow my ass. Of course, a woman with a strap-on would be been better. Unfortunately neither materialized...
This is so damned weird...