Tullyboy wrote:TwistedMister wrote:Since Mrs. Twisted left Monday for a two week trip, we celebrated on Sunday.
I hope that the two weeks isn't too miserable. I'm glad that you had some time together before she left.
LOL, it's taking me longer to get re-acclimated to wearing it than I thought it would. The first night was fine, no issues at all, but since then I've been having trouble with 'pinching' that wakes me up about every 90 minutes or so. I'm thinking it's a combination of having lost the 'toughness' of the skin under my scrotum that I had acquired during the previous session; and the extra 'horniness' that has hit me as a result of her suddenly deciding that she wanted to get back into it and insisting on it, together with her apparent enthusiasm in regard to the subject of cuckolding.
It has long been my desire to see her
want to take control because that's what
she wants (for her own reasons), and to
insist on it without any instigation or suggestion from me. My particular 'kink' is
forced control and forced participation in various sexual activities, from the more mundane pleasuring of her while being myself denied to the less common and more 'extreme' end of cuckolding and forced participation in more 'unusual' activities.
She was straddling my lap and eventually she fished my cock out and started rubbing her pussy on it while she teased me about how she would be away on her trip, possibly playing with some young cowboy studs while I was locked here at home and not even able to jerk off.
This exchange was a bit more involved than what I originally wrote, in that she was suggesting that I wouldn't
know whether she was fooling around or not...and I had to clarify that although it was perfectly acceptable for her to make up stories and tell me she was doing things that she really wasn't, if she actually
was screwing around I needed to know about it. I know that some guys (on another site) seem to get off on not knowing, but my kink is in knowing but not being able to do anything about it- I don't want to be in a situation where sneaking around and deceit are occurring, she has the freedom to fool around but with the condition that I have to be aware and 'somehow' participating. She can have her fun but it needs to feed my kink, otherwise the scenario falls apart and there would be little in it for *me*. In the ideal situation I would actually be present and forced to watch and participate in various ways before, during and after...she has previously 'teased' me about such things, and I know that she has had dreams about doing it (she talks in her sleep), but until now her [conscious] inhibitions have prevented her from actualizing her desires.
Another development was that the TV show 'How To Get Away With Murder' was playing in the background and at one point the two queer guys were kissing, and I turned my view away from it but she said "your cock seems to like that." I actually don't, two guys kissing squicks me out and is, in fact, one of my few 'hard limits' (the other is no rimming other guys)- I have not restricted her from forcing any other activity but I have to draw the line on those two things. The notable thing, however, was her mention that my "cock seems to like it." One of the ideas that turns me on is that of her insisting that my arousal at 'unusual' activities tells her that she should go ahead and make it happen, regardless of any real or apparent resistance to them...though I have never actually told her that, so the idea that she may have come up with it herself is rather sort of arousing.
Another little thing was that while she was waiting for one of her flights the other day, she deliberately informed me that she was wearing the Key on a necklace, exposed and visible to anyone and everyone. The idea that there might be some people who will see it and know what it is for is also arousing for me. She really seems to be 'getting into it' in a big way this time. Of course, this sudden appearance of a willing and wanton 'Mistress' has aroused me in a major way, which almost indubitably factors in to my difficulty in adjusting to the presence of the cage again.
I am really quite curious as to just how she came to the decision to re-activate 'The Game' after my having, immediately prior, fed into *her* 'subby' desires by forcing her to submit to *me*, which she clearly wanted at the time...but I don't want to ask for fear of 'breaking the spell'.