I felt that over the years our love changed and there was no longer any sexual desire, however I was under the impression the marriage would last.
Yesterday I had an intimate conversation with my wife in which she opened up to me that she already saw a divorce coming
and was pretty convinced that this is just the path that our marriage will take. I was shocked and surprised and asked her if she was already planning it or had spoken to lawyers and she told me no, she was just resigned and did not know how to relive our marriage and she was trying to save it before going down that road. She told me that I humiliated her in front of strangers and our friends so many times that she did not want to live like that anymore and have our children growing up to see us fighting all the time. Yes, I was grumpy ALL the time and yes we were fighting a lot but I did not see it that extreme.Why bother to write this in to a forum related to Male Chastity. Because fast forward to today, 45 days after I stopped masturbating. We regained the sparkle, we touch each other all day, we LOVE each other, we have fun and we are extremely happy. All the "over Masturbators" that accidently come across this forum should read how life changing it can be to simple let your testosterone levels go back to a normal level. I am so excited right now, happy, full of energy and I will share more in my journal today. If you have similar stories I am sure it would be great for newbies to read here. So long, Cycling2Work
If you are were I was 46 days ago make the change in your life. You don't NEED a device for it. As soon as you realize how damaging the PMO (porn masturbation Orgasm) combination is you CAN stop.