3 months down - 9 to go
Posted: Fri Apr 01, 2011 11:25 am
So today marks the end of the third month in my 1 year chastity attempt.
I have to say it is actually turning out to be much more difficult than I expected it to be. I think the fact that I am essentially alone in this (I do talk to my friend/kh about it a bit) exacerbates the situation. As I posted previously I was able to self-milk with the aneros twice during this time. I'm not sure if I will do it again though as it sort of feels as though I am cheating on myself when I do that.
My hormones also seem to be having their way with my mind as I have developed the odd urge to expose my chastity fetish to the world - Of course I will not act on this but it is becoming nearly as urgent as my desire for an orgasm - insanity here I come?
Anyway, I'd love to talk to some others here if for no other reason than to have a bit of an outlet - I know that is selfish but...
I have to say it is actually turning out to be much more difficult than I expected it to be. I think the fact that I am essentially alone in this (I do talk to my friend/kh about it a bit) exacerbates the situation. As I posted previously I was able to self-milk with the aneros twice during this time. I'm not sure if I will do it again though as it sort of feels as though I am cheating on myself when I do that.
My hormones also seem to be having their way with my mind as I have developed the odd urge to expose my chastity fetish to the world - Of course I will not act on this but it is becoming nearly as urgent as my desire for an orgasm - insanity here I come?
Anyway, I'd love to talk to some others here if for no other reason than to have a bit of an outlet - I know that is selfish but...