The "ick" factor has not gone away for me, I can't do it willingly. I still need to be restrained and some 'persuasion' (squeezing/pulling my balls) applied. But, I don't have to do it all that often and for me the eroticism is in *being* forced to do it. I don't like doing it. But if she says I'm going to have to, it's instant arousal and a hair-trigger...and after orgasm I absolutely don't want to do it.ipleasemegan wrote:I meant the psychological ick factor of when such acts become super unappealing after you cum, not the taste ick factor of it tasting bad.
Mrs. Twisted loves it, both the physical sensation (she says it's much better than ordinary pussy-eating) and the 'naughty' feeling of making me do something nasty like that. The first time, it was her idea, I had never told her that I'd ever had any sort of thoughts on the subject and I didn't get a choice in the matter. I had occasionally entertained the fantasy and found it extremely arousing, but far too embarrassing/humiliating to ever mention such a thing to her.
I used to think that I would really balk at being required to do it *every* time I was allowed to cum inside her but lately I've been thinking it would add an extra psychological twist to being allowed to fuck her- wanting the pleasure part but dreading the 'clean-up'.
I think it's contagious or something. I need to be punished. Please? (But not the nut-tapping thing again. Jeez, who knew that something that took so little effort could hurt so much? How about a figging instead?)
