Hi! I'm new and I'm locked up. It's bloody amazing!
Let me go back 2 months. I'm 37 and have been looking my whole life for a woman who can handle how strange I am. 2 months ago, after reading a couple of my posts on Reddit, she creates an account specifically to message me. Within days I'm in love. She turns out to be exactly what I had always looked for. She is in Canada and I am in the UK. But I know where I need to go now... What are the odds..
For most of my adult life I have been into the Hotwife, stag / vixen fetish. I love promiscious woman.. And my new found love is a secret wannabe slut, though she has yet to act on it and is wary of the consequences. Rightly so, and I'm in absolutely no rush. I got all my life with her..
Which brings me to my chastity.. About a few weeks of talking to her, I find myself wanting to submit to her. Emotionally and sexually. The desire became so strong, so fast that it has put my other kinks on the backburner. I introduced her to the concept of a loving female relationship. I have never actually considered this path before at all. Amazing the effect she has on me.
She's a submissive, and I'm normally dominant.. But things are changing. I'm not into humiliation or the slavery type of lifestyle, but I love the idea of giving control over one of the most influential aspects of my person.
And you know what.. I absolutely love this new found direction. My love for her has improved my will to work. It has reduced my depression. And calmed my
anger. Because of her, I stopped watching porn and vastly reduced how often I masturbate. My dreams are more practical. My goals aligned with hers.
Pretty much as soon as I showed her a cock cage and expressed my desire to give over control of when and how I recieve pleasure and release, she buys me one. She isn't as into it yet as I am, but she did it for me, and I can see the idea growing on her. God I love this woman.
I have now been in a
https://lockthecock.co.uk/products/silv ... ity-device for exactly 1 week. I am lucky in that it is a perfect fit, even though there is a little under ball pinching, which I relieve with Vaseline when necessary. I have not taken it off except for twice... to clean it, check chafing, and masturbate once with her permission (I gave her control over that even before the cage). Yesterday I sent her by post 2 of the 3 keys, keeping one for emergency only.
I love the feeling that with every step, I think of her. I love knowing I belong to her. I even love the pain because I see it as a symbol of my submission to her. I do not miss the freedom. She is more important.
My testicles are big and hang low. I've only been able to get the middle ring on (45mm), with enough space to push a finger up to the first knuckle. I only wish I can use the smallest ring so it can ride higher on my body.. One day, I will get a custom jail bird.
I do not ever plan on removing it without her permission for the rest of my life. Couldn't be happier.