[mozes74] life changing - scared but overly excited
Posted: Thu Jan 20, 2022 1:40 pm
First of all want to set up our story. I think you will find its slightly different from most on here, but also awesome lol .
I have had experience with threesomes & cuckolding with my ex-wife. She was blond, skinny, big boobs. She was kinda slutty but she also use to be like my best friend. We were more like friends then a married couple but i was with her for 15 years. We split because of issues she had, mostly a drug problem.
Now to my wife. She is vanilla'ish up front but really deep down she has kinks. She is beautiful to me, she has perfect breast, a big ass and a very bushy pussy but this was my idea and trust me it looks awesome. She is very controlling doesn't trust anyone. She is still mad at me because once I dirty danced with her bridesmaid. I've never done anymore then that, but she holds on to that. She wont talk about ex's and usually wont tell me her kinks or desires. But that is what is great. I know that they say good communication is the best way to live out fantasies together. but prying things out of her little by little is the awesome part.
We first started off of our vanilla sex with porn watching. This was her idea. Trying to get it on a smart tv really doesn't work though. Then I asked her about a toy. So we picked out a vibrator about the size of my cock and it was purple. This was great it helped so much to spice things up. Sadly it broke about 4 months in. when I went to get a new one. I asked her if she wanted one bigger. She said yes. I said longer or thicker. she said both but mostly thicker and not to long. We purchased a homewrecker it is 9.25" long and girth 6.5', recommend this for everyone great toy!! I know size doesn't matter (whatever) but this is 3.5 inches longer then me and twice as thick. My wife is funny about this. She would always try to act like it was no different then mine but she would have way better orgasms with the toy. And this is where things really started. For me it was somehow more exciting to watch her orgasm on the toy. For her she started denying me and she loved it. She noticed that if I was denied I would act better around the house. Which was true. she is kinda bitchy sometimes and naturally demanding in life in general. So i am way more tolerant when denied. I was kinda digging this game sexually anyway. For about a year she would let me have mine about every 3rd or 4th time. Then we reintroduced pron. ( her idea). Forgot to mention we have kids so we cant just use a computer or be to loud (which sucks). So we came up with a tablet. But she took this over so she is watching it while I tend to her needs.
2020
So this was the setup last year she would watch porn on the tablet and I would use the homewrecker and ether my tongue or another small rabbit. I am under a blanket down by her pussy always. This meant that I only got to orgasm with her about 4 times. But what was great for me was that I get up earlier then the rest of the world. So i would grab the tablet sneak downstairs and watch what she was watching and get off. I dont let her know that I do this. I tell her that its set up to delete when you close it out. I cant tell if she believes this, she is way smarter then that but anyway... it is great to see what she fantasizes about, witch is forced sex, and group sex mostly.
This set up has evolved our life outside of sex. We are in a total flr. Our day starts with me waking her with back rubs. I start the shower and undress her. i shampoo her hair and wash her body. I get her breakfast. I wake up the kids and get them ready for school. I start her car and make her lunch. I make and serve her dinner and rub her feet at night before bed.
Most notable sex last year.
one was when we were on vacation with the kids. we were taking a shower at hotel and she started rubbing her awesome ass on me and said put it in u have 5 minutes. I couldn't get it up because she never does that. She said your loss but im getting mine latter. Latter i asked to have sex and she said that i could only use my finger. but it felt great just to feel what i used to feel with my cock.
Then with our anniversary coming up i asked if I was good could we finally have piv sex and she kinda said yes. But then i asked if instead of piv can i just go down her without the toy. She rewarded me with that after a great night out.
Then we went on vacation together just the 2 of us to the Caribbean. the 1st night she let me have piv sex. She was laying on the bed with but up and to the side. ( it is so great btw) So i put it in and in 1 minute i was done. She was very disappointed. But the next day i surprised her with the homewrecker. She said why didnt u tell me that we could of used it last night instead. Then of course that is what we used the rest of the vacation.
We had piv sex one more time after she got hers from the toy, i think i lasted 30 seconds.
other sexual notes
I tell her all the time that i just want her to get hers. That it looks better with the big one(toy). She says that she wants the big one now to refer to the toy. I tell her that i just want to help her get off and that i love to cuddle with her after she gets hers and i just lay there against her naked body. She is so ok with denying me and just concentrating on her. One time she starting slapping my dick after she was done getting hers. I told her it felt good, even though it didn't. most of the year she would do this. I started to really like it. I like the fact that I'm close to orgasm and the sting from slap feels so good and edges me closer but i don't go off. I told her that i loved to clean her up after she gets hers, now she stands there with her ass out and tells me to clean her ( only with a wipe) and then hops in bed totally denying me.
I ask her all the time if my dick is just for slaps, she says yes. i ask if she just gets hers from now on she says yes. i ask if my job is just to clean her up again yes. I tell her that there is no point in doing mine because it doesn't last and is smaller. I have her tell me that im to fast and small ( shes only said it a couple times though)
As you can probably tell I have a bit of a flr / cuckold fetish. I watch other porn sometimes. when I do I watch ones with females that look like my wife and get drilled hard by well hung guys. We have both worked up to where we are through little to no conversations. She likes top deny me, she likes that i am more obedient and dont argue as much. She like to watch porn during sex but so i cant see it, watching what she wants. She says she doesn't care about size but wanted a bigger toy. She says she doesn't like other positions except missionary, but watches girls getting pounded doggystyle. She doesn't like oral as much as the toy. Now in my mind i think that cuckolding me would be awesome for us. Because i have become kind of useless for piv. I mean i kind of helped this along, but it is now true.
Ok so chastity.
A week ago she watched something with a male chastity. She asked if I would try it I said sure. Next day she was at work and text me a website to buy one. I gotta say i never really thought about it.. but it goes along with what I crave. I asked her if i had a choice. she said no. So when it came in i text her and she was so excited. We put it on right away that night. unfortunately it was to small , but i didn't want to kill the mood and wore it anyway. i bought 2 more9coming soon) She loved it she made me do all kinds of things around the house and i rubbed her back for hours. I made a deal with her that if i wore it she had to tell me to do things never just ask again. I asked how much would i be wearing it. she said 24/7 just off to clean, and maybe a slap or two. Cant believe that from the start she wants it on all the time. I asked if i was done ever getting mine again she said yes! just slaps if your good..
Then the next night the first night of sex with chastity. I was rubbing her back and legs. she told me to set up for sex. Which is get the box of toys, tablet and a blanket. We used the homewrecker and a rabbit, just the same. IT was amazing. how she is fantasizing about other men by watching porn and she gets into it and starts moving her pussy up and down. I'm under the blanket by her pussy , just there to work the toys. i try to use the big one like its a real cock thrusting. She really gets moving when she is close and her legs start trembling. After she goes i pull up beside her body wrap my legs around her leg and but cheek. helpless with my cock in a cage. We lay there awhile and i kiss on her. then she gets up goes to the bathroom, comes back and bends of for me to clean with a wet wipe. She hops in bed and says goodnight. Im sitting there in pain but in awe of how mind blowingly great it was. i didnt come and laid there in bed with cage about to break.
This was the greatest sex or nonsex I have ever had.
The last year or so she has denied me sex, but i really could of pressed the issue. I have restrained from jerking off, i backed off and just kinda edged myself. We have changed it so my dick is useless for her to use. I tried to drive the point across by saying im too fast and smaller.
But up till now I could have changed that at any time. I could have jerked off more. I could have had piv sex with her more, making her want mine more and making me last longer. Now its all changed im locked and I dont see her letting up.
I got to say i love chastity never thought i would.
I like that my wife brought it up and is crazy happy about enforcing it.
What do you think of my life set up?
and one more issue i dont know what to do with is
Now I cant stop fantasizing about being cuckolded. I think about how hot she is, how she deserves to have a real cock. How awesome it looks with the big toy . how maybe he could put it in slow first and see her being teased . then he could could shove it all the way in and she would arch back and gasp. he could pound her doggystyle or she could ride him ( things we never got to do). I could see and hear her comb harder then ever, All the while im caged and have no choice in it. How i cant give her that and she deserves it. How she would do this whenever she wants and i couldn't stop it. I could only help it along. I could do more chores and everything for her just so maybe i could clean her up.
I dont what to do about these thoughts. but it feels like its what we both want idk.
Anybody else have these thoughts after flr and cage?
I have had experience with threesomes & cuckolding with my ex-wife. She was blond, skinny, big boobs. She was kinda slutty but she also use to be like my best friend. We were more like friends then a married couple but i was with her for 15 years. We split because of issues she had, mostly a drug problem.
Now to my wife. She is vanilla'ish up front but really deep down she has kinks. She is beautiful to me, she has perfect breast, a big ass and a very bushy pussy but this was my idea and trust me it looks awesome. She is very controlling doesn't trust anyone. She is still mad at me because once I dirty danced with her bridesmaid. I've never done anymore then that, but she holds on to that. She wont talk about ex's and usually wont tell me her kinks or desires. But that is what is great. I know that they say good communication is the best way to live out fantasies together. but prying things out of her little by little is the awesome part.
We first started off of our vanilla sex with porn watching. This was her idea. Trying to get it on a smart tv really doesn't work though. Then I asked her about a toy. So we picked out a vibrator about the size of my cock and it was purple. This was great it helped so much to spice things up. Sadly it broke about 4 months in. when I went to get a new one. I asked her if she wanted one bigger. She said yes. I said longer or thicker. she said both but mostly thicker and not to long. We purchased a homewrecker it is 9.25" long and girth 6.5', recommend this for everyone great toy!! I know size doesn't matter (whatever) but this is 3.5 inches longer then me and twice as thick. My wife is funny about this. She would always try to act like it was no different then mine but she would have way better orgasms with the toy. And this is where things really started. For me it was somehow more exciting to watch her orgasm on the toy. For her she started denying me and she loved it. She noticed that if I was denied I would act better around the house. Which was true. she is kinda bitchy sometimes and naturally demanding in life in general. So i am way more tolerant when denied. I was kinda digging this game sexually anyway. For about a year she would let me have mine about every 3rd or 4th time. Then we reintroduced pron. ( her idea). Forgot to mention we have kids so we cant just use a computer or be to loud (which sucks). So we came up with a tablet. But she took this over so she is watching it while I tend to her needs.
2020
So this was the setup last year she would watch porn on the tablet and I would use the homewrecker and ether my tongue or another small rabbit. I am under a blanket down by her pussy always. This meant that I only got to orgasm with her about 4 times. But what was great for me was that I get up earlier then the rest of the world. So i would grab the tablet sneak downstairs and watch what she was watching and get off. I dont let her know that I do this. I tell her that its set up to delete when you close it out. I cant tell if she believes this, she is way smarter then that but anyway... it is great to see what she fantasizes about, witch is forced sex, and group sex mostly.
This set up has evolved our life outside of sex. We are in a total flr. Our day starts with me waking her with back rubs. I start the shower and undress her. i shampoo her hair and wash her body. I get her breakfast. I wake up the kids and get them ready for school. I start her car and make her lunch. I make and serve her dinner and rub her feet at night before bed.
Most notable sex last year.
one was when we were on vacation with the kids. we were taking a shower at hotel and she started rubbing her awesome ass on me and said put it in u have 5 minutes. I couldn't get it up because she never does that. She said your loss but im getting mine latter. Latter i asked to have sex and she said that i could only use my finger. but it felt great just to feel what i used to feel with my cock.
Then with our anniversary coming up i asked if I was good could we finally have piv sex and she kinda said yes. But then i asked if instead of piv can i just go down her without the toy. She rewarded me with that after a great night out.
Then we went on vacation together just the 2 of us to the Caribbean. the 1st night she let me have piv sex. She was laying on the bed with but up and to the side. ( it is so great btw) So i put it in and in 1 minute i was done. She was very disappointed. But the next day i surprised her with the homewrecker. She said why didnt u tell me that we could of used it last night instead. Then of course that is what we used the rest of the vacation.
We had piv sex one more time after she got hers from the toy, i think i lasted 30 seconds.
other sexual notes
I tell her all the time that i just want her to get hers. That it looks better with the big one(toy). She says that she wants the big one now to refer to the toy. I tell her that i just want to help her get off and that i love to cuddle with her after she gets hers and i just lay there against her naked body. She is so ok with denying me and just concentrating on her. One time she starting slapping my dick after she was done getting hers. I told her it felt good, even though it didn't. most of the year she would do this. I started to really like it. I like the fact that I'm close to orgasm and the sting from slap feels so good and edges me closer but i don't go off. I told her that i loved to clean her up after she gets hers, now she stands there with her ass out and tells me to clean her ( only with a wipe) and then hops in bed totally denying me.
I ask her all the time if my dick is just for slaps, she says yes. i ask if she just gets hers from now on she says yes. i ask if my job is just to clean her up again yes. I tell her that there is no point in doing mine because it doesn't last and is smaller. I have her tell me that im to fast and small ( shes only said it a couple times though)
As you can probably tell I have a bit of a flr / cuckold fetish. I watch other porn sometimes. when I do I watch ones with females that look like my wife and get drilled hard by well hung guys. We have both worked up to where we are through little to no conversations. She likes top deny me, she likes that i am more obedient and dont argue as much. She like to watch porn during sex but so i cant see it, watching what she wants. She says she doesn't care about size but wanted a bigger toy. She says she doesn't like other positions except missionary, but watches girls getting pounded doggystyle. She doesn't like oral as much as the toy. Now in my mind i think that cuckolding me would be awesome for us. Because i have become kind of useless for piv. I mean i kind of helped this along, but it is now true.
Ok so chastity.
A week ago she watched something with a male chastity. She asked if I would try it I said sure. Next day she was at work and text me a website to buy one. I gotta say i never really thought about it.. but it goes along with what I crave. I asked her if i had a choice. she said no. So when it came in i text her and she was so excited. We put it on right away that night. unfortunately it was to small , but i didn't want to kill the mood and wore it anyway. i bought 2 more9coming soon) She loved it she made me do all kinds of things around the house and i rubbed her back for hours. I made a deal with her that if i wore it she had to tell me to do things never just ask again. I asked how much would i be wearing it. she said 24/7 just off to clean, and maybe a slap or two. Cant believe that from the start she wants it on all the time. I asked if i was done ever getting mine again she said yes! just slaps if your good..
Then the next night the first night of sex with chastity. I was rubbing her back and legs. she told me to set up for sex. Which is get the box of toys, tablet and a blanket. We used the homewrecker and a rabbit, just the same. IT was amazing. how she is fantasizing about other men by watching porn and she gets into it and starts moving her pussy up and down. I'm under the blanket by her pussy , just there to work the toys. i try to use the big one like its a real cock thrusting. She really gets moving when she is close and her legs start trembling. After she goes i pull up beside her body wrap my legs around her leg and but cheek. helpless with my cock in a cage. We lay there awhile and i kiss on her. then she gets up goes to the bathroom, comes back and bends of for me to clean with a wet wipe. She hops in bed and says goodnight. Im sitting there in pain but in awe of how mind blowingly great it was. i didnt come and laid there in bed with cage about to break.
This was the greatest sex or nonsex I have ever had.
The last year or so she has denied me sex, but i really could of pressed the issue. I have restrained from jerking off, i backed off and just kinda edged myself. We have changed it so my dick is useless for her to use. I tried to drive the point across by saying im too fast and smaller.
But up till now I could have changed that at any time. I could have jerked off more. I could have had piv sex with her more, making her want mine more and making me last longer. Now its all changed im locked and I dont see her letting up.
I got to say i love chastity never thought i would.
I like that my wife brought it up and is crazy happy about enforcing it.
What do you think of my life set up?
and one more issue i dont know what to do with is
Now I cant stop fantasizing about being cuckolded. I think about how hot she is, how she deserves to have a real cock. How awesome it looks with the big toy . how maybe he could put it in slow first and see her being teased . then he could could shove it all the way in and she would arch back and gasp. he could pound her doggystyle or she could ride him ( things we never got to do). I could see and hear her comb harder then ever, All the while im caged and have no choice in it. How i cant give her that and she deserves it. How she would do this whenever she wants and i couldn't stop it. I could only help it along. I could do more chores and everything for her just so maybe i could clean her up.
I dont what to do about these thoughts. but it feels like its what we both want idk.
Anybody else have these thoughts after flr and cage?