Re: [JahRubbings] From the beginning of my chastity
Posted: Thu Dec 24, 2020 4:02 pm
24th December
Christmas Eve
I must've had too much sugar yesterday. I went through two Tshirts in the night sweating it out. So we were awake a bit early and my morning glory was making me a bit fidgety, that's an understatement. L was very helpful and edged me in my cage pulling and tapping the hard resin with her nails, sending shock waves throughout my whole body, until she managed to draw out a comment from me.
J. "Will you unlock me?"
L. "Weren't you out yesterday?"
J. "That was the day before"
L. "Maybe tomorrow then" What a girl!
I massaged her back and ground my cage in to her, she pushed back which drives me wild, putting me in that wonderful place between pleasure and pain. My cock is straining so hard, so tight, screaming to get out! But I am now more aroused, because I have been told that I am not coming out today.
After a great massage most of the time straining. I went for a tea leaving L to sleep after the back rub. Then I crawled back in to bed and snuggled up.
Rubbing her shoulders and back makes me feel so wonderful and connected to her, and it puts me immediately back in the mood, straining in my cage. She makes a few small hip movements which excite me further.
J. "It makes me so horny knowing I haven't got a chance of coming out today"
J. "I love you so much my beautiful, sexy wife"
J. "Does it feel good denying me?"
L. "A little bit"
J. "Does it feel good keeping me locked up?"
L. "A little bit"
J. "Does it make you feel good knowing that I only think of you, that I am saving myself for you?"
L. "Yes"
L. "I like it when you listen" She says quite seriously.
J. "I try darling"
She pulls me close and I kiss her all over her face and neck until she gets giggly. We are laughing together as I stop. It was a lovely moment.
"May I kiss your breasts, it would so please me to kiss them softly?"
"I have to go and make Christmas displays"
"Just quickly?"
I don't get a "no" or a look. So I go in, lift her vest, cupping her very ample bosom. I just hover over her nipple a moment, mouth wide as if I am about to take it whole. Kiss around it a few times gently, then once on the nipple with my mouth. I move over to her left and hover, lingering slightly longer, then surround her nipple with my lips and gently kiss. I thanked her and got up.
When I finished work for the year my emergency key ended up in the house somehow. Not good, and not checked by L. I put it back in the car, which makes it easier, but I am feeling like it would be more real for us both if we tied up this loose end.
So I have been thinking about getting a £15 keysafe from Screwfix. She can set any combination she wants so I have to really need to come out, and explain why.
Will this have a psychological effect on me, and on her, knowing that I really have no safety net?
It can live in the glove box of my car. No need for a fancy expensive box. Weatherproof and unbreakable.
I think it might be time to hand over control of the spare emergency key. I do get tempted as the days denied increase, and I don't want to have an accident when I'm not able to control the urges. Mostly I'm happy just allowing it to get fully erect for a minute when I'm cleaning in the shower, but sometimes I go a bit too far into the realms of edging and it gets difficult to put it away. So far so good, but I would be lying to myself, if I didn't admit, that an accident couldn't happen. I feel that if that happened I would be disappointed in myself and L would be disappointed too, though might blame herself for not looking after me properly. Which I don't want.
Responded to her comment yesterday about finding common ground with the eldest. I suggested when I give him his "L" plates for my car. He is now insured on it as well. We can have a regular driving session. Perhaps on a Sunday if I can get him up. Showed her that I am listening.
Mum and stepdad have sneaked over in the open conservatory to do a present opening. Sister and daughter next, then it is peaceful for Christmas
Christmas Eve
I must've had too much sugar yesterday. I went through two Tshirts in the night sweating it out. So we were awake a bit early and my morning glory was making me a bit fidgety, that's an understatement. L was very helpful and edged me in my cage pulling and tapping the hard resin with her nails, sending shock waves throughout my whole body, until she managed to draw out a comment from me.
J. "Will you unlock me?"
L. "Weren't you out yesterday?"
J. "That was the day before"
L. "Maybe tomorrow then" What a girl!
I massaged her back and ground my cage in to her, she pushed back which drives me wild, putting me in that wonderful place between pleasure and pain. My cock is straining so hard, so tight, screaming to get out! But I am now more aroused, because I have been told that I am not coming out today.
After a great massage most of the time straining. I went for a tea leaving L to sleep after the back rub. Then I crawled back in to bed and snuggled up.
Rubbing her shoulders and back makes me feel so wonderful and connected to her, and it puts me immediately back in the mood, straining in my cage. She makes a few small hip movements which excite me further.
J. "It makes me so horny knowing I haven't got a chance of coming out today"
J. "I love you so much my beautiful, sexy wife"
J. "Does it feel good denying me?"
L. "A little bit"
J. "Does it feel good keeping me locked up?"
L. "A little bit"
J. "Does it make you feel good knowing that I only think of you, that I am saving myself for you?"
L. "Yes"
L. "I like it when you listen" She says quite seriously.
J. "I try darling"
She pulls me close and I kiss her all over her face and neck until she gets giggly. We are laughing together as I stop. It was a lovely moment.
"May I kiss your breasts, it would so please me to kiss them softly?"
"I have to go and make Christmas displays"
"Just quickly?"
I don't get a "no" or a look. So I go in, lift her vest, cupping her very ample bosom. I just hover over her nipple a moment, mouth wide as if I am about to take it whole. Kiss around it a few times gently, then once on the nipple with my mouth. I move over to her left and hover, lingering slightly longer, then surround her nipple with my lips and gently kiss. I thanked her and got up.
When I finished work for the year my emergency key ended up in the house somehow. Not good, and not checked by L. I put it back in the car, which makes it easier, but I am feeling like it would be more real for us both if we tied up this loose end.
So I have been thinking about getting a £15 keysafe from Screwfix. She can set any combination she wants so I have to really need to come out, and explain why.
Will this have a psychological effect on me, and on her, knowing that I really have no safety net?
It can live in the glove box of my car. No need for a fancy expensive box. Weatherproof and unbreakable.
I think it might be time to hand over control of the spare emergency key. I do get tempted as the days denied increase, and I don't want to have an accident when I'm not able to control the urges. Mostly I'm happy just allowing it to get fully erect for a minute when I'm cleaning in the shower, but sometimes I go a bit too far into the realms of edging and it gets difficult to put it away. So far so good, but I would be lying to myself, if I didn't admit, that an accident couldn't happen. I feel that if that happened I would be disappointed in myself and L would be disappointed too, though might blame herself for not looking after me properly. Which I don't want.
Responded to her comment yesterday about finding common ground with the eldest. I suggested when I give him his "L" plates for my car. He is now insured on it as well. We can have a regular driving session. Perhaps on a Sunday if I can get him up. Showed her that I am listening.
Mum and stepdad have sneaked over in the open conservatory to do a present opening. Sister and daughter next, then it is peaceful for Christmas