[FindingFun] Back at it...not sure where it's going
Posted: Fri Jul 10, 2020 6:30 pm
Prior to October 2019, I experimented with a few knock off cages and could not find a comfortable or pain free cage to wear. Consequently, I think my longest lock up was about a day and a half. Somewhere along the line I started chatting with a Domme whose husband was in chastity 24/7 and probably 18 months locked. Around the same time while trying out a cage that I hadn't used in awhile, realized that it was, in fact, pretty comfortable. Now locking up for several days in a row became much more manageable.
The Domme encouraged me and mentored me. Helping me stayed locked. She also encouraged me to talk to my wife and introduce chastity to her. Without getting into it too much here, I did raise chastity as an aid to making her(my wife) feel comfortable in rekindling some intimacy. It did not go badly, but it also didn't go anywhere.
Anyway, the Domme feeling sympathetic, offerred to virtually hold my key. I did not ask her, it was completely her suggestion. This lasted from about November through February. I wasn't locked that entire time because I kept having skin issues under my scrotum and had to remove for healing. Honestly, she was great but it was frustrating that I had to keep uncaging because of the issues. Finally, I threw in the towel because I realized the cage I was using wasn't going to work long term. My longest consecutive lock up was 19 days.
We stayed in touch.
I bought a new cage in April and things looked promising but I was having a ball slip so was back to square one. I would only lock up at night but it wasn't satisfying. Finally gave myself a complete break for about a month and started falling into old habits of masturbating (not obsessively). I started realizing that any masturbation would impede any progress towards rekindling with my wife. So on June 30th I decided to try again and surprisingly not having any slippage issues. I attribute that to the weather.
I've been locked up continuosly with the exception of last Thursday and Sunday, when I removed from midday to bedtime each day. The longer I get away from those hours unlocked the less it seems like i was actually unlocked.
My next step is to bring it up to my wife again. (Trust me I know this is ass-backwards in a relationship, but this is where I am)
The Domme encouraged me and mentored me. Helping me stayed locked. She also encouraged me to talk to my wife and introduce chastity to her. Without getting into it too much here, I did raise chastity as an aid to making her(my wife) feel comfortable in rekindling some intimacy. It did not go badly, but it also didn't go anywhere.
Anyway, the Domme feeling sympathetic, offerred to virtually hold my key. I did not ask her, it was completely her suggestion. This lasted from about November through February. I wasn't locked that entire time because I kept having skin issues under my scrotum and had to remove for healing. Honestly, she was great but it was frustrating that I had to keep uncaging because of the issues. Finally, I threw in the towel because I realized the cage I was using wasn't going to work long term. My longest consecutive lock up was 19 days.
We stayed in touch.
I bought a new cage in April and things looked promising but I was having a ball slip so was back to square one. I would only lock up at night but it wasn't satisfying. Finally gave myself a complete break for about a month and started falling into old habits of masturbating (not obsessively). I started realizing that any masturbation would impede any progress towards rekindling with my wife. So on June 30th I decided to try again and surprisingly not having any slippage issues. I attribute that to the weather.
I've been locked up continuosly with the exception of last Thursday and Sunday, when I removed from midday to bedtime each day. The longer I get away from those hours unlocked the less it seems like i was actually unlocked.
My next step is to bring it up to my wife again. (Trust me I know this is ass-backwards in a relationship, but this is where I am)