[MikeJames] Headed for Lockup!
Posted: Sat Apr 04, 2020 10:16 pm
So i posted the below in the hello world thread. Second post on will be a continuation...and boy do inhave news!
Hi all. New here from Los Angeles. I have been super turned on by the idea of chastity for 5 or so years and it has gotten to the point that i need to do something about it.
My wife in kind of vanilla so i have been too afraid to bring it up
This last week its really gotten to me so i decided to just stop jerking off. I ordered 2 cages that i planned on wearing in secret for a while. They have not yet come and my wife doesnt know. Anyway after 5 days of not jerking off im going crazy. I decided to just channel all that horniness into my wifes pleasure.
I jerk off daily and honestly it has impacted our sex life negatively. When my wife is in the mood i am not bc i jerked off earlier in the day. This sucks for her and isnt fair and she doesnt deserve that. She thinks i dont find her attractive.
Last night, after 5 days without jerking off i took her to the bedroom and went down on her...HARD. we then had intercourse but just when i wanted to finish i pulled out and went back down. I brought her to a wild orgasm and then when she offered to reciprocate i just told her no and that tonight was for you. She insisted on getting me off but i insisted back that i wanted to "save it" till tomorrow and lust over her all night. I promised that if she agreed to let me off without finishing that id go down on her again first thing in the morning. I think she thought it was a little odd but thats how we ended the night. I could barely sleep all night i was so horney.
First thing in the morning i woker her up and started kissing her neck. Within a few minutes i was down between her legs licking her passionately. Like the night before i switched back and forth between licking her and intercouse and after she came i got up and put my shorts on and said "all for u none for me". Again she wanted to get me off and i told her that i dont think i should cum. She looked at me with a confised look and i told her that i think i masterbate too much and that its hurting our sex life and its unfair to her and im sorry. I told her that i think im addicted to it and that the real addiction isnt masterbting itself but its cumming whenever i want. I told her i feel bad and that i think i need to do something serious to stop the habit. She said "stop masterbating?"....i said no, i think i need to stop cumming for a while and focus on you. I told her i really want to fix this but i need her help. She asked how she would help.
I told her that i wanted her to ask me to promise her i wouldnt masterbate for a month. I told her that i wanted her to let me lick her when im really frustrated and most importantly i wanted to her stop stinulating me whenever i tell her im about to cum.
Shockingly to me she thinks this is a great idea. She told me that shes all in and she promised she wont let me get off this month unless i "cheat on her" by masterbating. I again promised i wouldn't. I told her to give me a hand job for a little bit and take me super close and stop. She did and then we laid in bed talking for a bit. The i had to get up and log in to work bc im working remotely with all this covid19 stuff. I told her i wanted to lick her again at lunch time and she said ok.
I also pm2ayed dumb and said "i wonder if they have chastity belts for men bc i am not really sure i can go all month"...shes like of course they do its probably some locking leather thong or like metal cage or something. Im certain she has no idea about these things but i told her i think i might ending up needing one. She kind of laughed and said dont be ridiculous just do not touch yourself. She did say that it would be fun to have me locked in something and that id be her slave and she already loves all the attention...
I actually think she is open to a device but i want to introduce it delicately. I will keep my promise and not masterbate but i think in a week im going to be out of my mind. I think then i will show her a decice online and just tell her i really think i need it to keep my promise....
It is so surreal that she seems so open to this bc shes always been so vanilla...but maybe my masterbation habit really has bothered her and shes willing to try anything to fix it. I want so badly for her to lock me up and be really firm with me. I want to completely give up my pleasure for hers. Here's to hoping this really blooms into something serious!
Hi all. New here from Los Angeles. I have been super turned on by the idea of chastity for 5 or so years and it has gotten to the point that i need to do something about it.
My wife in kind of vanilla so i have been too afraid to bring it up
This last week its really gotten to me so i decided to just stop jerking off. I ordered 2 cages that i planned on wearing in secret for a while. They have not yet come and my wife doesnt know. Anyway after 5 days of not jerking off im going crazy. I decided to just channel all that horniness into my wifes pleasure.
I jerk off daily and honestly it has impacted our sex life negatively. When my wife is in the mood i am not bc i jerked off earlier in the day. This sucks for her and isnt fair and she doesnt deserve that. She thinks i dont find her attractive.
Last night, after 5 days without jerking off i took her to the bedroom and went down on her...HARD. we then had intercourse but just when i wanted to finish i pulled out and went back down. I brought her to a wild orgasm and then when she offered to reciprocate i just told her no and that tonight was for you. She insisted on getting me off but i insisted back that i wanted to "save it" till tomorrow and lust over her all night. I promised that if she agreed to let me off without finishing that id go down on her again first thing in the morning. I think she thought it was a little odd but thats how we ended the night. I could barely sleep all night i was so horney.
First thing in the morning i woker her up and started kissing her neck. Within a few minutes i was down between her legs licking her passionately. Like the night before i switched back and forth between licking her and intercouse and after she came i got up and put my shorts on and said "all for u none for me". Again she wanted to get me off and i told her that i dont think i should cum. She looked at me with a confised look and i told her that i think i masterbate too much and that its hurting our sex life and its unfair to her and im sorry. I told her that i think im addicted to it and that the real addiction isnt masterbting itself but its cumming whenever i want. I told her i feel bad and that i think i need to do something serious to stop the habit. She said "stop masterbating?"....i said no, i think i need to stop cumming for a while and focus on you. I told her i really want to fix this but i need her help. She asked how she would help.
I told her that i wanted her to ask me to promise her i wouldnt masterbate for a month. I told her that i wanted her to let me lick her when im really frustrated and most importantly i wanted to her stop stinulating me whenever i tell her im about to cum.
Shockingly to me she thinks this is a great idea. She told me that shes all in and she promised she wont let me get off this month unless i "cheat on her" by masterbating. I again promised i wouldn't. I told her to give me a hand job for a little bit and take me super close and stop. She did and then we laid in bed talking for a bit. The i had to get up and log in to work bc im working remotely with all this covid19 stuff. I told her i wanted to lick her again at lunch time and she said ok.
I also pm2ayed dumb and said "i wonder if they have chastity belts for men bc i am not really sure i can go all month"...shes like of course they do its probably some locking leather thong or like metal cage or something. Im certain she has no idea about these things but i told her i think i might ending up needing one. She kind of laughed and said dont be ridiculous just do not touch yourself. She did say that it would be fun to have me locked in something and that id be her slave and she already loves all the attention...
I actually think she is open to a device but i want to introduce it delicately. I will keep my promise and not masterbate but i think in a week im going to be out of my mind. I think then i will show her a decice online and just tell her i really think i need it to keep my promise....
It is so surreal that she seems so open to this bc shes always been so vanilla...but maybe my masterbation habit really has bothered her and shes willing to try anything to fix it. I want so badly for her to lock me up and be really firm with me. I want to completely give up my pleasure for hers. Here's to hoping this really blooms into something serious!