[Beard] The saga begins...
Posted: Wed Jan 29, 2020 11:00 am
Where to begin? Where to begin?
This coming weekend will mark my sixth week in chastity. It all started while we were making love and my wifey said something to the effect of, "No, you don't get to cum!" She was just being playful, but at the time I didn't know that. And I was outright shocked by how much that turned me on. So, it took me a while but I worked up the courage to ask her to tease and deny me until my birthday (about two weeks).
It was amazing. And the closer it got to the two week mark, the more I wanted more of it. But, when it comes to talking face-to-face about sex, I have a fairly extreme amount of anxiety. So asking her to keep me in chastity on a regular basis... prooved to be difficult. It's nothing she's ever said or done. Nope. All my own fucked up brain-wiring. So, my birthday came around and she asked if we could wait until the weekend for me to cum. We both have a fairly hectic life, so we usually wait until the weekend and then make up for lost time. I of course happy agreed, hoping it would buy me enough time to work up the nerve to tell her. ...And then she got sick, just as I was sure I was ready. By the time she was feeling better, I was back to being unsure if could tell her.
So, long story short, I took the cowards way out and sent her a freaking email. Yes, you heard me right, I asked my wifey to keep me in chastity via email. ...And she said, yes. That's right, via email I asked for and was put into chastity. She was actually a little bit enthusiastic about it, even.
So my chastity was extended from two weeks to two months (Valentine's day). Kind of lengthy to start off with, compared to some of the blogs on here. But go big or go home, right?
I've struggled SO hard these past few days. Right now we're on the honor system. Even mentioning cages right now would be way too much. But without one, the temptation is ALWAYS there! So, Valentine's day will definitely be a milestone. Wish me luck!
This coming weekend will mark my sixth week in chastity. It all started while we were making love and my wifey said something to the effect of, "No, you don't get to cum!" She was just being playful, but at the time I didn't know that. And I was outright shocked by how much that turned me on. So, it took me a while but I worked up the courage to ask her to tease and deny me until my birthday (about two weeks).
It was amazing. And the closer it got to the two week mark, the more I wanted more of it. But, when it comes to talking face-to-face about sex, I have a fairly extreme amount of anxiety. So asking her to keep me in chastity on a regular basis... prooved to be difficult. It's nothing she's ever said or done. Nope. All my own fucked up brain-wiring. So, my birthday came around and she asked if we could wait until the weekend for me to cum. We both have a fairly hectic life, so we usually wait until the weekend and then make up for lost time. I of course happy agreed, hoping it would buy me enough time to work up the nerve to tell her. ...And then she got sick, just as I was sure I was ready. By the time she was feeling better, I was back to being unsure if could tell her.
So, long story short, I took the cowards way out and sent her a freaking email. Yes, you heard me right, I asked my wifey to keep me in chastity via email. ...And she said, yes. That's right, via email I asked for and was put into chastity. She was actually a little bit enthusiastic about it, even.
So my chastity was extended from two weeks to two months (Valentine's day). Kind of lengthy to start off with, compared to some of the blogs on here. But go big or go home, right?
I've struggled SO hard these past few days. Right now we're on the honor system. Even mentioning cages right now would be way too much. But without one, the temptation is ALWAYS there! So, Valentine's day will definitely be a milestone. Wish me luck!