Re: [Mr Pickle] one step forwards, two steps back
Posted: Mon Apr 27, 2020 5:29 am
Not getting it yet. Maybe the penny will drop eventually.
Last Monday C was very horny. Dressed up. Told me to get in here and service her. Push my head down to an already swollen wet pussy. I went to town it was bliss. Tongue toys vibe massive orgasm.
I didn't feel the need to come so blamed the sore on my cock as an excuse not to fuck. But said "anyway. I love being horny & Caged".
"very strange" was my wife's reply
The Next day I was buzzing. So alive. When we were walking I mentioned still buzzing from last night.
C said "Really? and you didn't have an orgasm"
"No" . I replied. "It was even better because I didn't".
"Oh good. That's alright then" ?
That night I was Horny as hell. But waited until late before mentioning it.
C said "playtime was last night" go to sleep.
I'm trying to get an idea across. I might want an orgasm but I don't need an orgasm. In fact I might enjoy it more when Im denied one.
This Tuesday I was in trouble. I had been banned from doing DIY after a fallout between a my steel cutter and my finger. But I decided to ignore the ban and do some work (I did still have nine working fingers after all ) .
C was upset and said I was losing 10 points.
By my scale that's a disaster. But C has no set score rules. In fact C Won't discuss rules or read these I have put together for her approval.
So I have no idea what 10 points mean in her mind.
We have no structure. It's a problem for me.
I admitted that breaking a rule wasn't scary. I was always let off. Plus the keys are left out so I'd assumed I could just get them if need be.
C said. "No way. I'm angry. You ain't getting any for a long time" .
Next time I looked keys were gone. Good.
That night C locked the door. Lay down naked and said. Massage my leg. Bum. Beast. Bum. Pussy with your fingers and face.
Gspot massage. Tongue and toy.
C came soon after.
I was still Caged and C mentioned my coming out and giving her a good fucking. I said I thought I was being punished.
"Yeah. I let you off too easy don't I. Well cmon' get then" .
"I haven't used the vibrator yet" I replied.
At that point we heard one of the kids getting up.
It took quite a while for him to go bed.
I then carried on finger fucking C with a vibe on her clit. But it had to be on the lowest setting due to the "silent toy" being too noisy.
For 30 minutes C was on the edge but eventually said she was too tired to come again so "Maybe we can resume in the morning", and asked
"But do you want to come. Because you haven't" ?
I said I was fine. This was better than cumming. "I love being Caged and horny" .
"Very strange" was C's reply
C was asleep in no time. I slept OK too surprisingly.
In the morning I made coffee. We sat in bed. I started to get up and was asked.. "so. Are we carrying on later"
I replied "Last night was amazing, but I still owe you an orgasm with a vibrator"
"But you didn't cum"?
"What we did was better than coming for me" .
"Oh that's good then" ?
"Yes. Honestly. I'm happier and feel more energizer when I don't cum.
Is there anything you need" ?
"you're Very odd"
So today. Yes I'm buzzing. Again.
I know it sounds like broken record.
But I'm sure if I keep saying "What we did was better than coming for me" . It might sink in.
C still sees my cumming as her job complete.
Fucking will not be negotiable because I know C has many more orgasms that way. Unless I can talk her into letting me get a "real feel dildo with strap".
I need to explain that I don't want to cum as often.
The last time tried C took it as "I don't want sex as often" and I'm positive I'd worded it the right way.
The norm is. cum is sex is cum. One and the same.
The rest of the day C was quite relaxed. Sexy. Teasy. Finger and vibe was mentioned.
Obviously I'm cage swollen.
By the evening C was tired but said she would try for that vibe orgasm.
We didn't get there after 30 mins so gave up. But C insisted we shag. So we did. C came a couple of times.
"Ahhh. Nothing like the real deal" she said.
I started to slow down. I was on the edge.
"Tell me not to cum"
"But. I want you to cum" .
I came straight away.
I so wish she had said "don't cum" .
But at the of the day we were both happy, content and wrapped up tight in bed. We love each other as much as we ever have.
I can't add a "but" here, because isn't this the whole point anyway?
Last Monday C was very horny. Dressed up. Told me to get in here and service her. Push my head down to an already swollen wet pussy. I went to town it was bliss. Tongue toys vibe massive orgasm.
I didn't feel the need to come so blamed the sore on my cock as an excuse not to fuck. But said "anyway. I love being horny & Caged".
"very strange" was my wife's reply
The Next day I was buzzing. So alive. When we were walking I mentioned still buzzing from last night.
C said "Really? and you didn't have an orgasm"
"No" . I replied. "It was even better because I didn't".
"Oh good. That's alright then" ?
That night I was Horny as hell. But waited until late before mentioning it.
C said "playtime was last night" go to sleep.
I'm trying to get an idea across. I might want an orgasm but I don't need an orgasm. In fact I might enjoy it more when Im denied one.
This Tuesday I was in trouble. I had been banned from doing DIY after a fallout between a my steel cutter and my finger. But I decided to ignore the ban and do some work (I did still have nine working fingers after all ) .
C was upset and said I was losing 10 points.
By my scale that's a disaster. But C has no set score rules. In fact C Won't discuss rules or read these I have put together for her approval.
So I have no idea what 10 points mean in her mind.
We have no structure. It's a problem for me.
I admitted that breaking a rule wasn't scary. I was always let off. Plus the keys are left out so I'd assumed I could just get them if need be.
C said. "No way. I'm angry. You ain't getting any for a long time" .
Next time I looked keys were gone. Good.
That night C locked the door. Lay down naked and said. Massage my leg. Bum. Beast. Bum. Pussy with your fingers and face.
Gspot massage. Tongue and toy.
C came soon after.
I was still Caged and C mentioned my coming out and giving her a good fucking. I said I thought I was being punished.
"Yeah. I let you off too easy don't I. Well cmon' get then" .
"I haven't used the vibrator yet" I replied.
At that point we heard one of the kids getting up.
It took quite a while for him to go bed.
I then carried on finger fucking C with a vibe on her clit. But it had to be on the lowest setting due to the "silent toy" being too noisy.
For 30 minutes C was on the edge but eventually said she was too tired to come again so "Maybe we can resume in the morning", and asked
"But do you want to come. Because you haven't" ?
I said I was fine. This was better than cumming. "I love being Caged and horny" .
"Very strange" was C's reply
C was asleep in no time. I slept OK too surprisingly.
In the morning I made coffee. We sat in bed. I started to get up and was asked.. "so. Are we carrying on later"
I replied "Last night was amazing, but I still owe you an orgasm with a vibrator"
"But you didn't cum"?
"What we did was better than coming for me" .
"Oh that's good then" ?
"Yes. Honestly. I'm happier and feel more energizer when I don't cum.
Is there anything you need" ?
"you're Very odd"
So today. Yes I'm buzzing. Again.
I know it sounds like broken record.
But I'm sure if I keep saying "What we did was better than coming for me" . It might sink in.
C still sees my cumming as her job complete.
Fucking will not be negotiable because I know C has many more orgasms that way. Unless I can talk her into letting me get a "real feel dildo with strap".
I need to explain that I don't want to cum as often.
The last time tried C took it as "I don't want sex as often" and I'm positive I'd worded it the right way.
The norm is. cum is sex is cum. One and the same.
The rest of the day C was quite relaxed. Sexy. Teasy. Finger and vibe was mentioned.
Obviously I'm cage swollen.
By the evening C was tired but said she would try for that vibe orgasm.
We didn't get there after 30 mins so gave up. But C insisted we shag. So we did. C came a couple of times.
"Ahhh. Nothing like the real deal" she said.
I started to slow down. I was on the edge.
"Tell me not to cum"
"But. I want you to cum" .
I came straight away.
I so wish she had said "don't cum" .
But at the of the day we were both happy, content and wrapped up tight in bed. We love each other as much as we ever have.
I can't add a "but" here, because isn't this the whole point anyway?