[DarlingforMistress] Our journey begins
Posted: Mon Sep 30, 2019 7:55 pm
Hi all,
I have never been good at keeping journals, or even writing for that matter, so please forgive me for rambling on at times, or the inevitable grammar and spelling errors.
Mistress (more on her in a bit), has indirectly, told me how excited it would make her if I was to post and tell her a bit about our journey, so here I am.
Without going into detail on my past, I will just say that I haven’t spent much time in the vanilla world in many years. I met Mistress just about a 1 1/2 years ago on a vanilla dating site. It did not take us too long to start talking about our sexual desires, and Mistress expressed her desire to be submissive. Somehow, however, I figured her out pretty quickly. Since this is a more vanilla site, I won’t go into the kink too much, but I will say that I told her about pegging very shortly after we started dating. Mistress was VERY open to it, once she had time to read up on it (Mistress loves to learn new things) it became one of her favorite things. I have always enjoyed pegging, but Mistress took it to a new level with her insatiable appetite for pegging me.
I introduced Mistress to chastity not long after pegging, and even though she was very open to it, she was not keen on orgasm denial, or not having access to her cock (mine at the time). We Have played with chastity since then, but never very seriously.
To put things in perspective, we don’t live with each other (yet) and I travel for work quite a bit. Up until last month we lived near each, and I have since moved across the country. While we lived next to each other, I was hesitant to commit to any relationship and especially to a Chastity FLR! The time apart has helped me to clear my mind and figure out what I want.
Mistress is in the process of writing up a contract defining our relationship, and I am very much looking forward to signing it. While trying to keep in the realm of vanilla this site demands, I would like to mention that she has told one of her closest friends about it. Mistress’ friend offered to witness the signing of the contract. I am still not sure if that will happen, but if it does it will be next weekend, at dinner with Mistress’ friend and her boyfriend. The thought of that both terrifies me and excites me.
I think I am rambling, so I will finish it up with a side note about me and my relationship with my Mistress. I am not nore will ever be a “sissy”. My work demands that I lead people and make quick decisions. That is one of the things that makes Mistress love me so much. It is also one of the things that makes it so hard for me to be a good sub. However, when I am with Mistress, all I want is to be a good sub, so I have done a number of things that stretch my boundaries. I am very fortunate to find such a wonderful person. Not only is she kind and loving in the true vanilla since, she is also extremely kinky, with a very dominate side. Her balance is what makes this all work for both of us.
I have never been good at keeping journals, or even writing for that matter, so please forgive me for rambling on at times, or the inevitable grammar and spelling errors.
Mistress (more on her in a bit), has indirectly, told me how excited it would make her if I was to post and tell her a bit about our journey, so here I am.
Without going into detail on my past, I will just say that I haven’t spent much time in the vanilla world in many years. I met Mistress just about a 1 1/2 years ago on a vanilla dating site. It did not take us too long to start talking about our sexual desires, and Mistress expressed her desire to be submissive. Somehow, however, I figured her out pretty quickly. Since this is a more vanilla site, I won’t go into the kink too much, but I will say that I told her about pegging very shortly after we started dating. Mistress was VERY open to it, once she had time to read up on it (Mistress loves to learn new things) it became one of her favorite things. I have always enjoyed pegging, but Mistress took it to a new level with her insatiable appetite for pegging me.
I introduced Mistress to chastity not long after pegging, and even though she was very open to it, she was not keen on orgasm denial, or not having access to her cock (mine at the time). We Have played with chastity since then, but never very seriously.
To put things in perspective, we don’t live with each other (yet) and I travel for work quite a bit. Up until last month we lived near each, and I have since moved across the country. While we lived next to each other, I was hesitant to commit to any relationship and especially to a Chastity FLR! The time apart has helped me to clear my mind and figure out what I want.
Mistress is in the process of writing up a contract defining our relationship, and I am very much looking forward to signing it. While trying to keep in the realm of vanilla this site demands, I would like to mention that she has told one of her closest friends about it. Mistress’ friend offered to witness the signing of the contract. I am still not sure if that will happen, but if it does it will be next weekend, at dinner with Mistress’ friend and her boyfriend. The thought of that both terrifies me and excites me.
I think I am rambling, so I will finish it up with a side note about me and my relationship with my Mistress. I am not nore will ever be a “sissy”. My work demands that I lead people and make quick decisions. That is one of the things that makes Mistress love me so much. It is also one of the things that makes it so hard for me to be a good sub. However, when I am with Mistress, all I want is to be a good sub, so I have done a number of things that stretch my boundaries. I am very fortunate to find such a wonderful person. Not only is she kind and loving in the true vanilla since, she is also extremely kinky, with a very dominate side. Her balance is what makes this all work for both of us.