[mr_faithful] Denied until menopause

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Re: [mr_faithful] Denied until menopause

Post by mr_faithful » Sat Jun 08, 2019 2:56 pm

My wife has removed her IUD, so this is all real now. No more intercourse, which means no more ejaculation for me until she reaches menopause. She has mentioned the possibility that we might not have intercourse after that either, and that she thinks it is probably what will happen. More and more I believe that she is probably right. On Monday, it will be 12 weeks in the cage and I only had intercourse 3 times since the beginning of March. No masturbation since January. Actually that's not entirely true. I had a relapse in March during a business trip without the cage for a couple days. I'd sent the cage back for an adjustment, but I was on a trip so I fell into temptation at that time. Ever since, I've had the cage on continuously and have resisted successfully.

The wife had been telling me that after she removed her IUD, she was going to schedule an appointment with a Catholic OB/GYN to go over her current state of fertility and natural family planning methods. She planned on waiting a few weeks to let her body adjust, and then she would go to see them.

All that changed on her drive home from her IUD removal. She called to tell me that she realized that she didn't have to do that. I had some mixed feelings about that. First off, I had a feeling that this was coming. This is such typical female behavior, that I had to kick myself for ever thinking she was being serious about doing any of that. She was only saying that as a psychological guard against doing something that made her feel a little guilty. Once she got through that, then she just dropped it immediately and went with what she really wanted in the first place. Whatever. This is what I offered in the first place, so all that ended up happening was her stringing me along this fantasy ride that I knew wasn't real but fell for it anyway. What a fool.

But like I said, this is what I really wanted anyway so I'm not unhappy about the result. Just unhappy that I let myself get wrapped up in her bullshit. At my age and experience, there is really no excuse for going along with that childish shit. But as I have mentioned before, my moral courage is deeply flawed and corrupted. It has to be in order to let your passions overrule your reason. That's been the story of most of my adult life, but hopefully this is the start of changing that.

So I am locked up for the next several years now with no relief other than medical or practical reasons for taking the cage off. Locked up pussy eating is the full description of my sex life at this point, and might be from now until death do us part. I feel at peace, and I feel like I might have a slim chance at salvation now. May God have mercy on me.
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Re: [mr_faithful] Denied until menopause

Post by mr_faithful » Mon Jun 17, 2019 4:06 am

It's been 4 weeks since my last release, and I don't even seem to notice. Since the beginning of March, I have only come out of my cage for intercourse 3 times and 2 of those were on the same weekend. That was a month ago. I get aroused in the cage, but I have already worked out how to turn that off when I need to and settle back down.

On a walk last night, I mentioned the 4 week mark and she told me that she didn't even think about that anymore. She has already moved on past any thought of release from the cage, and told me that the soonest we can reconsider this is after she reaches menopause in 10 years or so. Who knows when her menopause will actually happen, she is 45 now, but it could be 10 years. And even then, she just says we can think about it then, but no guarantees. She is very committed to this now.

I really have no opinion on that at this point, and I even got a little aroused as she was saying that to me. I think it makes the most sense. It's a very simple and straightforward plan, and I appreciate that a lot. No guessing involved and I'm just at peace with not even having to think about it anymore.

I do find it very satisfying to drive past all the strip clubs and massage parlors I used to patronize. I don't even feel the temptation anymore, and that feels so good. I feel very happy to notice that in myself now. I think it was Friday morning that I was feeling a little claustrophobic in the cage because my balls were burning a bit, but an hour or so later I had distracted myself enough that they had relaxed and I couldn't have been happier with my situation than at that moment. This has been the best thing that could have happened to me, and I wish I could bottle up that feeling of satisfaction I had at that moment. I'm going to have to remind myself of that a lot over the next phase of my life. I'm looking forward to it.
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