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[Devoted2Her] thoughts and musings

Post by Devoted2Her » Sat Mar 16, 2019 11:14 am

Seven weeks in and I guess it is time to start keeping track of my thoughts and feelings. I will do my best to concentrate on my feelings and not project what I think or hope @IveGotTheKey may be feeling

I have spent little time free from the cage since we started and when I am out of it I have mixed feelings. I almost feel naked or somehow incomplete. I miss the vulnerability I feel when caged.

That being said, I may not be near as submissive as I thought, @IveGotTheKey decided she wanted to feel what being restrained was like. So I took the wheel and restrained her ankles to wrists. She purposely left my key in plain sight but I didn't dare unlock myself. I did however using my mouth and toys teased and brought her to orgasm quite a few times until she was well spent. It was equally exciting for me although I did not receive any direct stimulation. I think I was defiant but not even close to being in charge, which would make me a brat? I don't know but it was a really fun experience. BTW the previous night we had a pretty long T and D session with PIV but no cum for me. So needless to say I am in a really weird, good, bad, frustrated state where I can't think about anything else but being close to @IveGotTheKey and feeling her body next to mine. Constant horniness, very blissful!
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Post by KittensBoyToy » Sun Mar 17, 2019 10:29 am

You only did what she told you to do in giving her a taste of bondage and pleasure without taking advantage of the situation to give yourself any direct stimulation. That to me is an act of submission!
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Post by Devoted2Her » Mon Mar 18, 2019 5:43 am

So.......

Last night we had a pretty heavy T and D session with PIV but edging only no cum. It is like @IveGotTheKey was psychic because everytime I got close she would lock her legs with mine and essentially keep me from being able to keep pumping. It was insane and exquisite at the same time. She then left me out of my cage all night. I didn't sleep well at all, not sure why? This morning she insisted that I get in the shower (uncaged) and told me to masturbate in front of her, she gave me the option to cum, but I chose not to, I like the headspace I am in right now. I edged myself a few times for her (who am I kidding, I loved it myself) but she watched the entire episode which made it that much hotter!

She left me uncaged today and it is going to be very interesting trying to function at a minimum semi-erect and if I don't concentrate I will easily go full on erect. This will be the longest I have been uncaged in about the last 4 weeks.
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Post by Devoted2Her » Thu Mar 21, 2019 6:29 am

The weekend is coming up soon and we are going to be pretty busy around the house, but I am kind of curious as to what is going to happen because she has wanted PIV with me getting to orgasm pretty much every 2 weeks since we have started. This week she has been pretty vague about if she will want me to cum (she has alluded to me not cumming more than she has alluded to me coming). I am torn about wanting to or not. On one hand I am so horny I start to get hard when the wind blows, on the other hand I love not being able to resist touching her and just feeling her body next to mine when we get into bed at night is electric. This morning I told her "I could go down on you right now" and she replied "you will go down on me whenever I tell you to"

How hot is that!?!?
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Post by Devoted2Her » Sun Mar 24, 2019 5:54 am

We had a pretty busy Saturday morning and then my wife and KH, @IveGotTheKey went to lunch with an old friend who had gone through some rough times, during the catching up my wife told her all about our new situation and for some reason I find this a total turn on, having someone else actually know about us IRL. I would have loved to have been a fly on the wall for that conversation, but it doesn't end there, my wife, who had not even owned her own sex toys up until a few months ago, proceded to take this woman to an adult store and helped her pick out some starter toys, again the imagery going through my mind, I would have never thought my up until recently buttoned up wife would ever do something like that. When she got home we had a quicky with me getting her to O with her favorite toy and oral, it was amazing.

I know she has dropped hints about our kink to others but for her to straight out talk about it to another person drive me wild in my mind.
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Post by Devoted2Her » Sun Mar 24, 2019 1:18 pm

I wasn't going to share this, but I openly wondered in an earlier post the plan for this weekend so I feel I should give a little update. It was so personal and intimate that I don't want to get too graphic but it was amazing and no I was told early on that I wasn't going to be allowed to cum.

We had discussed a few things including spanking and anal play that we really hadn't investigated in-depth but definitely came into play today. It all started innocently enough with me reading her captions from "Mrs Edge Says" @Tom Allen , thanks brother, I think she liked them and got some food for thought, while she was in the shower. Then I lotioned her entire body, which I am getting more and more into.

After that she shackled my wrists to my ankles and blindfolded me. She used a feather to tease my entire body and it was an exquisite tease, I don't know if my entire body is getting more sensitive but I used to be ho hum about feather teases, but this drove me crazy.

She then proceeded to glove up and use her fingers and a small dildo on me, it was the first time I had anything other than fingers and it felt pretty awesome, I hope that next time (if there is one, it is all her perogative) I will be able to relax a little more.

Now I had mentioned to her before that sometimes when fondling my balls she had gotten a little rough and there was some pain, but in the context of where I was at it wasn't a bad thing. Well she actually smacked them hard enough to sting, and it worked in the moment for me! When this didn't return a negative response from me She then proceeded to redden my ass pretty good with both her hand and a crop, which also worked in the moment. She uncaged me and edged me pretty good for what seemed like a long time as I was quite close at a few points. It was a weirdly satisfying feeling to have a sloppy bum, a really hard cock and tingly red ass cheeks at the same time. She asked me yes or no if I was ready to be done and I didn't know quite how to answer. Her demeanor was much more direct and she has stepped up her domme game greatly (which I like). I don't think I answered satisfactory because she told me I was done an then told me it was her turn and that she wanted to 'cum hard' and climbed up and rode my face, she ended up wanting me inside her, again she repeated 'no cum for you' and she insisted I give it to her and also look directly into her eyes, it was so intimate and I had to back off a few times so as not to have an O. Finally she was spent and told me to get off and lay down beside her. She spanked my ass again and said I should do a better job taking direction, at which point I said I am sorry for topping from the bottom, and she spanked me again saying something to the effect that I am should never say the word 'top' again.

It was intense and wonderful, and in a lot of ways was surprising!
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Post by Devoted2Her » Thu Mar 28, 2019 6:51 am

So last night I actually dreamed about being in my cage

Is this becoming so ingrained that it is my new normal even, subconsciously?

I am closing in on four weeks with no O and being 52 except during play pre cum has not been an issue until about the last week or so. I find myself being more and more prone to it as time goes on. I shower frequently so no big problem yet.

I don't normally remember my dreams, but the above dream I can remember snippets and it was sexual in nature, I cannot recall details. I wonder if I am coming close to having a wet dream, something I have not experienced since I was a virgin. Will I get a post cum drop from a wet dream? I hope not.

I know pretty boring post but I just wanted to catalog some physical and mental details of my journey
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Post by Devoted2Her » Sat Mar 30, 2019 6:52 am

So flashback to Thursday, in the morning @IveGotTheKey told me just wait for tonight, so I was excited all day, more so than usual.

When we went to bet we started cuddling and kissing then she unlocked me removed the cage and told me to pick a toy for her and get to work. I used my mouth and a glass dildo to get her worked up and after a bit she told me she wanted me inside her and she wanted me to cum.

I was not expecting this at all and had already mentally prepared myself for a T and D session. I have to admit there were mixed feelings as I was just 2 days shorts of 4 weeks with no O and I was apprehensive about experiencing a drop, but I didn't want to disappoint either. Probably because I was so apprehensive I was able to last a lot longer than I expected but when the explosion finally came (no pun intended) it was momentous and seemed to last forever, I didn't think I was ever going to stop as it was multiple spurts instead of one big bam.

As for a drop, yeah I was not near as physically horny yesterday, Friday, but I find myself already pretty horny today, Saturdayn and what didn't drop was my need for the emotional connection with @IveGotTheKey as I still wanted the hugging and kissing we have grown accustom to.
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Post by Devoted2Her » Sun Mar 31, 2019 9:11 am

Saturday night adventures .... we started out watching some T and D porn just to get ideas for the future and found out we are already doing much of the same things as the 'pros' and we both spent a lot of the time chuckling at the videos.

I started lightly teasing with my fingers and eventually she told me to put down the tablet and 'get to work'

I actually was very slow and deliberate with my oral play, I was trying to make it seem like I was making out with her vagina rather then just working to get her to orgasm quickly. From her reactions she was really enjoying it. It did however escalate to what I think is becoming goto favorite with me using her rabbit toy inside of her and under her clit and my mouth on top of her clit. This almost always provides the desired effect of intense wave after wave orgasms which crescendo into what seems like a huge wave where she will clench her thighs around me and just finish the ride in bliss locking me in a hot embrace.

After she released the clench I snuggled against her and softly kissed her body end we both basked in her glow. I then brought her to a more tender O with just my mouth until she was absolutely thoroughly spent.

The rest you are going to have to go over to the 'hot things' thread. Because what she said next was the best!
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Re: [Devoted2Her] thoughts and musings

Post by Devoted2Her » Sun Mar 31, 2019 5:09 pm

RED LIGHT - GREEN LIGHT

So during our Sunday play @IveGotTheKey uncaged me, blindfolded me, proceeded to get me even more aroused than I already was and then very formally stated that we were going to play a game that we had seen in the T and D pornos we were watching last night.

Do you remember the kids game red light - green light?

Well she made me sit up against the headboard and when she said green light I was to begin masturbating, when she said red light I was to stop and not even touch myself and this was to be immediate as I learned with the end of a flogger when I didn't stop fast enough, trust me I only did this once!

Between green lights and red lights she would tell me things like faster or slower, harder or looser, and even tell me to pound it hard as hard as I could possibly take. Between red lights and green lights she edged me herself sometimes wickedly hard and I could barely take it, but it was awesome. Before the next green light she would sometimes tell me to switch hands. This went on for what seemed like an extraordinary long time then all at once she said that I needed find a way to get my cage on as fast as possible and get dressed. Just like that we were done, or at least I thought so, until a few hours later when she had me take care of her needs with oral and PIV, with the caveat of no cum for me. I didn't think I could get to this level of horniness so quickly as I already feel like I could explode at any time, and I just came Thursday!
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