[Naljeans] Back in - relief

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Re: [Naljeans] Back in - relief

Post by Naljeans » Wed Apr 17, 2019 2:57 pm

Well, crap. It appears I’ll be in the Nub for longer than usual. I needed it this morning for work and my owner is noticeably silent on letting me switch back. Of course today is the day I used the smaller base ring (which is the same size as the Contender ring.) It was far harder to get on, but fits better than the larger ring once it’s on. The Nub isn’t painful but so emasculating (yea yea, I know.) And any bit of arousal is gone before it starts. I hope this doesn’t last too long.

Update: this was a miscommunication on my end. Long story short, my owner doesn’t particularly care which cage I’m in unless I’m with her (Contender - she likes having access without having to remove it.)
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Re: [Naljeans] Back in - relief

Post by Naljeans » Tue May 28, 2019 9:49 pm

Naljeans wrote:
Fri Dec 21, 2018 5:03 pm
She basically explained that she would milk me in the cage for health purposes but that would be my only release. Ever. “I would only remove the cage to clean you or hurt you.”

I don’t know if this will happen, but it’s starting to feel real. I’m shocked how at peace I am with that.
Six months later, and apparently this is happening now. The cage will be removed for cleaning every few weeks and for torture whenever she wants. Any orgasms won’t involve my cock. I’m comfortable with the plan, though a bit anxious. I’m somewhat skeptical about whether she’ll actually go through with it, but I also know she’s capable of it and seems to really like the idea. So, I guess I’ll find out.

The irony of this is we just recently discovered that I don’t really have a post-orgasm drop in submissiveness any more. Hopefully that gets tested at some point.
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Re: [Naljeans] Back in - relief

Post by Naljeans » Sun Jun 02, 2019 11:36 am

This was a first - I awoke this morning and felt a tinge of panic, as I thought I had a full erection and something was wrong with my cage. Of course I didn’t. Still in a 1.6” cage. Am I that conditioned now? Total mind bender.

Now a lesson in unintended consequences: I told my KH/owner this happened. Her reply: “Wow, maybe we really do need to consider ordering you a smaller cage.” Because apparently I shouldn’t be able to even pretend to have an erection.
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Re: [Naljeans] Back in - relief

Post by Naljeans » Tue Jun 04, 2019 11:53 pm

Naljeans wrote:
Tue May 28, 2019 9:49 pm
I’m comfortable with the plan, though a bit anxious. I’m somewhat skeptical about whether she’ll actually go through with it, but I also know she’s capable of it and seems to really like the idea. So, I guess I’ll find out.

The irony of this is we just recently discovered that I don’t really have a post-orgasm drop in submissiveness any more. Hopefully that gets tested at some point.
Well, seems like she is going through with it, and I’m surprised by my mental reaction. Not only am I at peace with it, our chastity journey makes more sense. While playing, she reminded me of my status now, in ways that any rational person would think was extremely humiliating. Not only did I not feel humiliated, I felt empowered somehow. Thoroughly owned, and liberated by her happiness. This sounds corny because it is, but it’s difficult to articulate the joy of really deep submission.

It’s been 2.5 weeks since I’ve been allowed to get hard, and I’m not fixated on it like usual. It could be because I know there’s no certainty I’ll get out soon. Or it may be understanding that I don’t actually need to get hard now and be satisfied. Hell, it might be both.

Note: all of these feelings are subject to change if she sticks with it. Ha
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Re: [Naljeans] Back in - relief

Post by Naljeans » Sun Jun 09, 2019 9:46 pm

Well, I’ll be going at least another week without being uncaged at all, which will be a month without an erection, and possibly longer. We thought yesterday was a month, to which she said “See? It just flew by. Six months will seem like nothing.” (??) Apparently she was considering letting me out for CBT, until I asked. Oops. To be fair, this arrangement feels perfect somehow.

I also switched to a smaller base ring (1 5/8”). It looked quite small but fits perfectly. I didn’t realize just how loose the 1 3/4” had become. As usual, Mark had it shipped within a day of ordering.

I’m pretty sure I won’t need to shorten the cage now, though I can’t rule out the 1/4” adjustment my KH mentioned. There’s a range of 0 to 1/8” room to grow now. I know she likes me being in the Nub, so that may be too much room.
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Re: [Naljeans] Back in - relief

Post by Naljeans » Wed Jun 12, 2019 2:16 pm

In the Nub for the day, and decided to try the smaller ring again. I got it on but it was painful, so I went back to the larger ring. Or so I thought.

In my haste to switch cages quickly, I had grabbed the smallest of the four rings. Now I’m in the second smallest and it’s the size I couldn’t handle previously. It’s snug but not uncomfortable. Just like the smaller ring on the Contender, it keeps everything very compact and pulled forward a bit.

So apparently it is possible for the base measurement to shrink, even after adjusting to long term wear. This has been most pronounced in the last two months.
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