Re: [cshorts] My (our) journey
Posted: Sun Dec 22, 2019 8:53 pm
VERY interesting conversation during post-play cuddle time this morning.
SL asked me to read her an erotic story as we were getting things started (not uncommon for us). It was about a male-female couple, the female of whom found women attractive but had never acted on it. Her partner was more sexually open and confident and supported her as she agreed she wanted to go to a strip club, then get a lap dance, then get more.
I asked SL if she had enjoyed it — there were parallels to our situation (she’s expressed interest in women before but never acted in it). She said she did and found particularly interesting the woman’s thoughts recognizing that she hadn’t tried before because she thought she would get too jealous of her male partner playing with the woman too (they were only talking about threesomes). SL said that’s a problem for her — that she has desire but thinks seeing me kiss and touch someone else would ruin it.
I told her that for me, it was fine: I am confident in her love and have found from chastity, even more than I realized it before, that I love seeing her experience pleasure and it would be a major turn on for me to see her with someone else. She said that didn’t solve her jealousy problem.
I then offered that if it were easier to bring a man in that would be fine (I’m pansexual but not romantically attracted to men so perhaps less threatening). She said not so much. Then I said that if she wanted to be with a women or a man, it would be fine with me if I didn’t touch them — that it could just be both of us for her (or me absent). She asked if I was being snarky or serious and I assured her I was 100% sincere. I pointed out how much I enjoy her pleasure, which she knows and I said, “sure, I might be frustrated, but what else is new since you’ve had me locked up?”
I see this, it it ever were to happen, as more of a threesome but focused on her — maybe formally cuckolding but I can’t see her getting into the version that involves humiliation — can barely see it as possible that she might someday engage in a “vanilla” relationship with someone else.
I was quite startled by this conversation— yet another major surprise in this weekend of surprises. We’ve occasionally chatted about her attraction to others before but she’s never wanted to have any serious conversation about possibly making it real. I still doubt it will ever happen, but this was the first time I started to think it *might* happen. Wow. What has gotten into her this weekend???
SL asked me to read her an erotic story as we were getting things started (not uncommon for us). It was about a male-female couple, the female of whom found women attractive but had never acted on it. Her partner was more sexually open and confident and supported her as she agreed she wanted to go to a strip club, then get a lap dance, then get more.
I asked SL if she had enjoyed it — there were parallels to our situation (she’s expressed interest in women before but never acted in it). She said she did and found particularly interesting the woman’s thoughts recognizing that she hadn’t tried before because she thought she would get too jealous of her male partner playing with the woman too (they were only talking about threesomes). SL said that’s a problem for her — that she has desire but thinks seeing me kiss and touch someone else would ruin it.
I told her that for me, it was fine: I am confident in her love and have found from chastity, even more than I realized it before, that I love seeing her experience pleasure and it would be a major turn on for me to see her with someone else. She said that didn’t solve her jealousy problem.
I then offered that if it were easier to bring a man in that would be fine (I’m pansexual but not romantically attracted to men so perhaps less threatening). She said not so much. Then I said that if she wanted to be with a women or a man, it would be fine with me if I didn’t touch them — that it could just be both of us for her (or me absent). She asked if I was being snarky or serious and I assured her I was 100% sincere. I pointed out how much I enjoy her pleasure, which she knows and I said, “sure, I might be frustrated, but what else is new since you’ve had me locked up?”
I see this, it it ever were to happen, as more of a threesome but focused on her — maybe formally cuckolding but I can’t see her getting into the version that involves humiliation — can barely see it as possible that she might someday engage in a “vanilla” relationship with someone else.
I was quite startled by this conversation— yet another major surprise in this weekend of surprises. We’ve occasionally chatted about her attraction to others before but she’s never wanted to have any serious conversation about possibly making it real. I still doubt it will ever happen, but this was the first time I started to think it *might* happen. Wow. What has gotten into her this weekend???