5 March 2023
A very special Sunday morning today.
When we started eating traditional oatmeal breakfast in bed, SL got out a tin of edibles and we each had one. We get high now and then for sex, but not frequently and usually not initiated bY SL. I enjoy it, and I like it for her, thinking I see that she can relax more and be less hesitant to pursue her own pleasure.
But after eating our ritual is for me to deliver a 90 minute foot massage, and, for the past 6 months or so, “book club”. We each read a chapter in a common book as prep, then discuss during the footrub. So far the books are selected to be about love, intimacy, sex: The Five Love Languages, and now Emily Nagoski’s Come As You Are. Consuming the edible meant that the further we got in the foot rub ' book discussion, the more high we were.
And it was *very* special. Usually we talk about the book chapter for about 30 minutes, then we each revert to reading whatever novel we’re currently are reading (I via Audible, over my headphones, while I continue massaging). But today we kept talking for the full 90 minutes. And the talk felt more open, intimate, connected. The chapter we read was about desire and its connection to pleasure, and it was a chapter we both related to more Han some otHERS in her book, so maybe that was it. But I think being high helped — we both said things that are often difficult for us to discuss.
And then we had sex. And oh boys was *that* wonderful. Some terrific, passionate hugging and kissing, wrapping our naked bodies around each other. Then SL gave my nipples an intense torture session with her teeth … pushing me further than she often does. As I started to drift into subspace, feeling like a nipple orgasm was close, she amped things up by reaching down and grabbing my balls, and starting to simultaneously work them over. God, I love this woman.
More cuddling and necking, then I went down on her. As she started to rise toward a peak, I asked her to get on top of me - meaning, I wanted her to sit on my face, but reverse (that is, facing towards my feet. I've been wanting to do that lately to see what difference it made in my access to her pussy, how my tongue could play with different spots from this reversed (and for us, unusual) position. I think I also hoped she might slap my balls or some other CBT, but that wasn't uppermost in my mind.
however, she instead went into 69 position, that is, her pussy in my face but lying on me, so her face was close to my caged cock. And for the next several minutes we went down on each other, she sucking on the cage and teasing me through the bars with her tongue. And ow and then using her nails and her grip to torture both cock and balls. 69 is quite unusual for us — I think we both usually prefer being able to pay more attention to our own pleasure, so we like to take turns. But the fact this was unusual made it special, especially during this session that was all so special and unusual and loving and HOT.
After a while, I sensed that she was too distracted by pleasuring me and wasn't getting that much excitement for herself, so I started to focus more on her clit and g spot. It worked: she started shivering and moaning, and gradually got too distracted to keep playing with me (good!). She began writing on me, making more noise, until she had a roaring O.
I turned around and we collapsed back into each other’s arms, resting and letting her calm down. I thought we might be done … she usually has multiple orgasms during play sessions, but when she has a “big” one, she usually wants to stop. Not so today.
After a rest, she got up and started gathering items: our sex wedge pillow placed against the baseboard by my feet. Our vibrating prostate plug. Coconut oil. Both magic wands. One of her insertable vibrators. Then she told me to sit up against the end of the bed against the wedge, and she strapped the ball gag onto my head. Had me slip a pillow under my butt so I'd have better access. Went to sit up against the headboard on her side. “You have your toys, and I have my toys, and we’re each going to have our own fun, watching each other.” We’ve occasionally masturbated as a show for each other before — this is t taboo for us. But as with most everything else about THis morning, it's not how we usually play, which made it extra exciting.
I lubed the plug and my anus. SL got right to it, slipping her vibrating dildo inside, and holding her magic wand firmly against her vulva with her legs wantonly spread to give me the best view. I slipped in the plug and turned it on … turns out sitting up is a *great* position for this plug: it hit my prostate perfectly. Eat while, I'd been dripping pre-cum for the past hour, and was dripping, so started with my fingers rubbing what they could get to of my cock, frustrated that I couldn't get a grip.
SL came loud and hard, for the second time. Then she slumped back to watch me. I turned on my wand and pressed it between my cage and my balls — the best place for It to stimulate me when I'm caged. As I got more worked up, I found I was clenching my kegels to press the plug harder against my prostate, which felt great. So I grabbed it's base and started earnestly fucking myself with it, while still pressing the wand against my cage. OMG. My head started thrashing, eyes rolled into the top of my head. Moaning loudly, fucking as vigorously as I could (this plug is pretty long, but it's not a dildo).
I realized I was nearing the point if no return, and SL had not told me to orgasm, so I dropped: Set down the wand, let go of the plug (but left it inside, vibrating). Sat there savoring the intense feelings … then a few moments later, felt wetness on my balls. Sure enough, a true ruin, semen oozing out but with no pleasure, really no sensation except the dampness on my skin.
Some more cuddle time, a short doze for each of us. We started, with breakfast in bed, at 9am … I stirred and grabbed my iPad to write this entry at 1pm, four hours later.
This was a peak session, very intense, extraordinarily stimulating, intimate, vulnerable and out of the ordinary.
(By the way, I'm not feeling neglected now