[Yeldarb] Our "New Permanent"
Posted: Wed Oct 25, 2017 9:56 am
I won't 'kick over the traces' of our back story much here, in terms of who we are and how we got to this point in our journey because you can search on y user name to bring up various generations and iterations of our story and my current status - going back two or three years 9I think) at the time of writing.
I will just say though that my KH and I have been fooling around with Male Chastity for a while, with some success, some failures but always against a back ground of tricky life circumstances really.
On several occasions life has conspired to move our focus and rob us of the opportunity to fully commit. Indeed there is no guarantee that we are yet really, fully in the place where I think, where we both hope, we might be - namely one where we finally can fully and meaningfully embrace everything (and I mean EVERYTHING) that Male Chastity could bring to our lives, but we are ever hopeful!
There definitely is a "kink deficit" between us in that although she has been a very enthusiastic recipient of my BDSM ministrations at various stages in our 6-year past, she is still only gently finding her equilibrium where many of my desires are concerned.
I dare say I will back-reference various historic factoids as I go along, but to give this blog a start-point we are in week four - coincidentally a fully fledged 'LockTober'. Not that we embarked on that timescale deliberately, but it just so happened that my KH decided she was finally ready to lock me again in September and the dead was done on September 30th.
Since then there have been hygiene/wash unlocks of course, and three or four times (until this past week) when the combo of ring and post/spacer I had been using on my CB6ks had let me down.
However, all is good in that regard now, or at least it appears to be, and the one and only unlock I have been permitted for relief then was after two weeks. My KH told me what was going to happen the night before. She I=unlocked me and shaved me; I then showered and dried, then she very sensually lotioned my scrotum and (really rather small) penis, edged me three times, by hand (ungloved), before "click"!
This past weekend she allowed me a couple of breast worship sessions and inspected "her goods" a couple of times to check the device was doing its job and to make my little penis fill-out the tube as she made it try to erect.
As I had already mentioned elsewhere, I had caught her with a very self-satisfied smirk after one such session the other day. I asked if she thought she really was now getting in to really enjoying controlling my orgasms and she simply said "hell yes".
For my part I can't help but to think I am now starting to find more in being controlled by her than I ever thought I would. Sometimes it is the simple moments that remind me how much I have started to crave for her to dominate me - sexually and otherwise.
Just this morning for example, as we were getting ready for work, in a very matter of fact but slightly brusque and definitely instruction-not-request tone she told me to go and empty the washing machine before I left ... at which my little locked cock twitched! Go figure.
I will just say though that my KH and I have been fooling around with Male Chastity for a while, with some success, some failures but always against a back ground of tricky life circumstances really.
On several occasions life has conspired to move our focus and rob us of the opportunity to fully commit. Indeed there is no guarantee that we are yet really, fully in the place where I think, where we both hope, we might be - namely one where we finally can fully and meaningfully embrace everything (and I mean EVERYTHING) that Male Chastity could bring to our lives, but we are ever hopeful!
There definitely is a "kink deficit" between us in that although she has been a very enthusiastic recipient of my BDSM ministrations at various stages in our 6-year past, she is still only gently finding her equilibrium where many of my desires are concerned.
I dare say I will back-reference various historic factoids as I go along, but to give this blog a start-point we are in week four - coincidentally a fully fledged 'LockTober'. Not that we embarked on that timescale deliberately, but it just so happened that my KH decided she was finally ready to lock me again in September and the dead was done on September 30th.
Since then there have been hygiene/wash unlocks of course, and three or four times (until this past week) when the combo of ring and post/spacer I had been using on my CB6ks had let me down.
However, all is good in that regard now, or at least it appears to be, and the one and only unlock I have been permitted for relief then was after two weeks. My KH told me what was going to happen the night before. She I=unlocked me and shaved me; I then showered and dried, then she very sensually lotioned my scrotum and (really rather small) penis, edged me three times, by hand (ungloved), before "click"!
This past weekend she allowed me a couple of breast worship sessions and inspected "her goods" a couple of times to check the device was doing its job and to make my little penis fill-out the tube as she made it try to erect.
As I had already mentioned elsewhere, I had caught her with a very self-satisfied smirk after one such session the other day. I asked if she thought she really was now getting in to really enjoying controlling my orgasms and she simply said "hell yes".
For my part I can't help but to think I am now starting to find more in being controlled by her than I ever thought I would. Sometimes it is the simple moments that remind me how much I have started to crave for her to dominate me - sexually and otherwise.
Just this morning for example, as we were getting ready for work, in a very matter of fact but slightly brusque and definitely instruction-not-request tone she told me to go and empty the washing machine before I left ... at which my little locked cock twitched! Go figure.