Re: [cuyahoga] Chapter Two
Posted: Thu May 18, 2017 9:20 am
I was right. She was fired up last night. It was awesome.
We watched a little television together, and then when it was time for me to go to bed (she was staying up a little longer), she came into the bedroom to "tuck me in."
But first, she broke out the flogger, and went to town on my butt and balls. Exquisite torture. She ran her fingers along the cage and my balls just a little here and there, but mostly she just hit me, and hit me hard. That's not something that I'm used to. She's just starting to come into her own on that. Ball pain used to be a hard limit for me, but recently I've found that it's awesome. I never would've described myself as a "pain slut", and I still don't think that I am, but in the context of her dishing it out ... I have no idea why, but it totally works for me.
After, I begged her to cuddle with me for a couple of minutes. She doesn't understand submissive head space yet, so I need to talk to her about that in the future. She doesn't understand how important it is for me to have a couple of minutes to just hold her and "come down" after a treatment like that. She thinks she can just say goodnight and walk away, but I really need just a couple of minutes to let my mind come back to reality gently. Not completely certain how to broach that subject with her, because she really hates analyzing the sexual experiences that we are having right now. But she did give me some time last night, so maybe just pushing for that will help her come to realize that I need those few moments after the intense experiences.
This cage (I need to find a new avatar), a little more than twelve hours later, is amazing. I never realized what a difference custom makes. At this point, I feel like I will never go back. That could change in a couple of days if any problems develop, but I just don't foresee what that problem or problems could be. This cage is perfect for my anatomy at this point. All the good pain, with none of the bad pain. So far.
We watched a little television together, and then when it was time for me to go to bed (she was staying up a little longer), she came into the bedroom to "tuck me in."
But first, she broke out the flogger, and went to town on my butt and balls. Exquisite torture. She ran her fingers along the cage and my balls just a little here and there, but mostly she just hit me, and hit me hard. That's not something that I'm used to. She's just starting to come into her own on that. Ball pain used to be a hard limit for me, but recently I've found that it's awesome. I never would've described myself as a "pain slut", and I still don't think that I am, but in the context of her dishing it out ... I have no idea why, but it totally works for me.
After, I begged her to cuddle with me for a couple of minutes. She doesn't understand submissive head space yet, so I need to talk to her about that in the future. She doesn't understand how important it is for me to have a couple of minutes to just hold her and "come down" after a treatment like that. She thinks she can just say goodnight and walk away, but I really need just a couple of minutes to let my mind come back to reality gently. Not completely certain how to broach that subject with her, because she really hates analyzing the sexual experiences that we are having right now. But she did give me some time last night, so maybe just pushing for that will help her come to realize that I need those few moments after the intense experiences.
This cage (I need to find a new avatar), a little more than twelve hours later, is amazing. I never realized what a difference custom makes. At this point, I feel like I will never go back. That could change in a couple of days if any problems develop, but I just don't foresee what that problem or problems could be. This cage is perfect for my anatomy at this point. All the good pain, with none of the bad pain. So far.