[JLocked]...on the eve of destruction

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[JLocked]...on the eve of destruction

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On the end of my first 2 weeks in this new life I start this thread. Let me preface by saying to anyone who does read it, I'm no writer! My Facebook is clearly evident of my one liners or if I do start a coherent thought it typically trails off with dot, dot dot....

A little about us. I would say we are a relatively happy and sexually active couple together for 23 years, 4 kids, teens and young adults still living in the home, our sex life can be a few times a week to nothing for a month or more depending on life. She is pretty vanilla, enjoys a little kink, a few toys, we've played with bondage for 20 plus years never got more wild then plastic wrap, belts, arm binders, one spreader bar maybe a but plug and or a dildo. I think she does it more to humor me then for her but when asked she says she likes it. On a very rare occasion we switch....VERY rare!

Over the years I've never been able to watch porn flicks, after 5 minutes I'm laughing or sleeping, her as well. Never our thing, however, I did start turning to BDSM images several years ago more for ideas of what to do to her, how to tie her, new ideas for her favorite sex swing, etc. Then I found a new hobby, MASTURBATION! Still turning to the internet for ideas, I found it was simpler to masturbate daily then to bother with the foreplay, sex, clean-up etc. I can say masturbation did improve our sex life to some degree. It definitely desensitized me to the tune of being able to go 2 plus hours with her until I would trigger my orgasm with mental images, toys, or she was tired and would find a trigger like choking me. Then the typical, roll over and go to sleep ending.

I knew things were getting out of hand as it has gotten to the point I must masturbate nearly every morning, she is not a morning person. When we do have sex, it is routine, I manage to stay awake until she comes to bed, on her side back to me, I reach over, fondle the breasts, make my way down to a finger or two, maybe one in the bum, and eventually she mounts, has several orgasms, then triggers mine. we roll over and...

The typically discussion about or sex life is textbook, "am I not enough for you?' she will ask. I explain, I need a more kink, she tries to explain she needs more hands on her, intimacy, etc. "your not hearing me" then the argument is on....yet we are happier and more sexually active then most couples we know.

What have I done?
Halloween 2015, we found ourselves at home alone for the first time. No kids to trick or treat, no parties we wanted to attend, just sitting watching TV, prepared for another "typical" night.
I joked a bit with her, "sure you don't wanna go out?' well after a bit I said, I'm gonna go put my costume on and then maybe you'll get into the mood. Leaving her sitting on the couch I went into the bedroom and boned a steel cage I had bought at the local toy store. More for the idea it might ad a new spice to our bedroom life then any idea of long term male chastity.
I called out to her, she was too lazy to even come to the bedroom, she responded you come out here. I reluctantly made my appearance in our empty houses living room. I was surprised by a raised eyebrow, a giggle, and a "your gonna go out like that" as more of a statement then a question.

Her next question was, what made yo do that? I replied, this is what it feels like to be me waiting for you to initiate sex. Maybe, just maybe, not the right choice of answers...
Clearly my humor wasn't taken too well. This lead to a short discussion of if; you did this or that more often then I might be more apt to pay you more attention. Of course, it always ends with what "I" fail to do for her. None the less I was determined not to fight, I really wanted to make this work, I wanted to turn her on. I might have failed was sitting in the back of my mind.

After sitting and talking about it for awhile, the lock dangling in the open position, she suddenly reached over and clicked the lock closed. My response was, I was about to go take this off, what are you doing? Her response was "oh no, it is staying on", I was suddenly aroused, painfully aroused! She obviously found this a bit humorous, after a couple hours of teasing, we made our way to the bedroom. For the first time in 23 years, I spent the evening pleasuring her with no intercourse on my part. The sensations, throbbing, discomfort, etc. was new and pleasing yet painful all at the same time.
After a couple hours I asked, aren't you gonna take it off? No....came a swift and strict answer.
We eventually faded off to sleep after a little spooning and some discussions of what was going thru my mind adjusting to the device.

I was suddenly awaken about 2:30 in the morning with a burning intense pain in the scrotum. My sack had swollen to the point I felt like it was on fire and about to burst. I got out of bed, attempted to urinate, sat on our bedroom couch watching TV trying to find a comfortable position for hours. I just couldn't take it any more. I was lucky, she had left the key sitting on her night stand, release, pain subsiding, eventually I returned to bed about 6 am for a short nap before we needed to be up.

I and my wife awoke about 8 am, we needed to get ready to attend a motorcycle ride, event, that morning for charity. She immediately glanced to see f the device was still attached and asked "where is it?' I responded with a run down of the nights pain and suffering, looking for some sympathy, instead I received a response I was completely unprepared for. It's going back on she responded, I in turn explained, there is no way I'm prepared to ride several hours on a motorcycle that day with that device on, just not happening.
"Then were gonna have to find another one that fits better" was her unexpected response". Again, I was aroused, surprised, even shocked.

Through the morning of getting ready I couldn't stop talking about the things that went through my mind while wearing that device, asking her her thoughts, I was astounded at her reactions. Of course once getting on the bike we couldn't converse like in a car, at our destination, I remarked about the soreness in that area still lingering. My comments were met with "it should have still been on'. Is this the same submissive vanilla woman I married 23 years ago?
She further informed me, "we'll stop on the way home and find something that fits better". Again I'm fully aroused with her new found interests in my member. I as well was different, I couldn't take my eyes off her all day, my hands were all over her, yet I was free, other biker chicks everywhere to check out in some provocative attire, no interest, I'm fully infatuated with my wife again, like we had just met.

Finally, the event was over, friends were asking us to ride the two hours back in groups with them, we carefully made excuses why we needed to set off on our own, alone.
A quick google search reviled a toy store just 15 minutes away, we made a bee line.

I'm sure the girl working alone in this toy store has seen a fully leather covered, biker couple, on a motorcycle, walking up and down the isles before....
Disappointment would have been an understatement as we realized this store had absolutely everything except chastity products! Back to the bike and another google search. Bingo, another store, about 45 minutes away, on the way home but about to close in 50 minutes! Well we made it in about 35 minutes, either Google is wrong or my throttle hand was a little heavy that day.
Not quite sure what we were even looking for we finally found a small section with several different products, a male store clerk approaches and asks if we need any help. No, I responded, but was quickly over ruled by my typically quiet and submissive wife who blurts out...."CB-6000?"

The clerk points to a couple choices, a brief description of each, and ends with "is there anything else I can do for you" to which I responded....NO, Thanks, you've done more then enough!
Why, is my wife so well informed on male chastity devices? Why is she so suddenly assertive with a store clerk, in a toy store of all places? What the hell have I just done runs through my mind as I pay the eerily smiling clerk.

After a long ride, a brief stop for dinner, we're finally home, no kids back yet, wow. Hoping to have some long conversations about the things that have crept into my mind all day long before going any further with this experiment I'm cut short and told to get busy fitting the device. Dutifully, I head to the bedroom/bathroom, read the instructions, start the fitting, and eventually emerge in the living room with the device all but locked. She makes a brief inspection of the package and quickly clicks the lock closed with a giggle, demanding the keys. My only question...."when is it coming off?" to which her reply is when I say! Again....what have I done, is the only thing running through my mind!

Instantly aroused by her demeanor, I begin adjusting to the new feelings, pressure, discomforts, and conveying the effects the best I can with words, I also begin asking questions that should have been addressed before I ever let her click the lock closed. To my dismay, the limited responses from her such as, when I feel like it, we'll see, should have thought about that before you put it on, or no response at all was leaving me very aroused and a bit frightened all at the same time...what have I done?

After a few hours of teasing, talking, well me anyways...we eventually made it to bed. The discomfort is now quite intense, I'm doing my best to ignore but slipping away to the loosing side. I continue to tease and pleasure her finally, the key is in the lock! The only comment I hear from her is..."it goes back on in the morning"!

Painfully, the device is removed, instantly my erection begins to fade, "oh my gosh" runs through my mind. I have NEVER failed to perform, what is happening! I can feel her disappointment in her body language and sighs, despite our best efforts to no avail, I'm limp! She rolls over, rummages through her extensive toy collection, produces a dildo and I help her reach climax. As we relax, her only comment..."if this happens again, this little experiment is over".

Typically, this is where we each fade off to sleep. Not tonight, I'm frustrated, shocked, disappointed in my self, and confused, trying to gauge her unique reactions throughout the day. Millions of thought running through my head, suddenly 20 or so minutes latter I'm fully erect again. I mention to her, playfully, that I'm ready to go again to which I get no response. Disappointed again I drift off to sleep.

Morning arrives, I as typical am the first up, with my typical morning wood this is where I would make coffee, check my email, facebook, then off to some porn for a morning release. Not today! I'm frantically trying to process what happened over the last 36 hours, researching blogs and sites for some answers to my issues, eventually she is up, kids are up, I need to get to work. As I begin getting ready, I'm reminded by her, "don't forget to put your cage back on..."

Oh my gosh....what have I done!

I love this woman, whoever she is!
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My first full day in chastity, out of the home, and at work, doing construction.
Many excuses for my frequent trips to the portajon, thank god for a portajon!
Sitting to pee, this is gonna take some getting used to especially as temperatures in the Midwest are dropping
Day one, I am constantly aroused and feeling the unfamiliar tug at every step, constant thoughts of my wife, her sitting at our oldest daughters babysitting, is she thinking about me? This morning after being assured I put the device on and locking the lock, she put the key on a chain, hidden deep in her cleavage, the sight burned into my memory haunting me.
Then it starts, the sexting messages, more swelling, throbbing, "bitch" in the sweetest form runs through my mind constantly. I cannot wait to get home and see her, her promise that the device would come off after dinner, an undefined time in our home, nagging at me as the minutes tick by, my productivity for the day certainly not at par.
I see the headlights of our SUV making their way up the long drive, I bolt to the kitchen, preparing her a hot cup of coffee, something I would have never done before. We are the stereotypical, old school family, I work and take care of the maintenance of the home, she cooks, cleans, launders, and brings me coffee when asked. We rarely share responsibilities in the home and we've been happy with our arrangements thus far for 23 years.

I am an alpha male to the fullest extent. For me to be pining away awaiting her return, meeting her at he door with a coffee and a kiss, this ought to get her attention, but without so much as skipping a beat she goes about her routine like any other day, sets, some groceries on the counter, talks about the grand kids, starts preparing dinner, not so much as a glance or nod in the direction of my device or even a comment of the coffee and kiss. This leaves me confused and lusting even more. Too many people around for me to even attempt to ask about a release.

Finally, just before dinner was ready, everyone cleared out of the kitchen and I could begin my groveling for freedom. Recapping my torment throughout the day.
It worked, she took me to the bedroom and released the lock, with a firm "it goes back on in the morning."
While free, as the evening progressed I couldn't keep my hands off myself, waiting for the time to come to head to bed. We sat closely on the couch, chatting about the device, the mental and physical issues I've experienced, etc. some gentle teasing coming from her, she seems amused to aroused....hard to tell. This is not typical for us, typically I'm at the computer, a little work, a little facebook, she is on the couch watching TV and facebooking the kids.
Finally off to bed, and it happens again! I cannot achieve a full erection, only semi firm, barely enough to enter her. Was it the pre-cumming all day? Was I released too early, too late, what the hell is a matter with me!

Morning finally arrives, and I awake with massive wood. Yes, I'm week, thank goodness for the internet. Relief, she is up and I need to get to work, she makes me reluctantly put my device back on. I ask about when it comes off again cause we have season tickets to a sporting event that night and I'm sure the padlock wont make it past security. I'm informed a plastic tab will be used this evening and if I'm good I can come out when we get home.

Wow, she is really getting into this more then I expected. I love this new woman!
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Second day at work was a bit more tolerable then the first. As I adjust to moving differently, bending carefully, and attempt to keep my focus on everything but the device. Thank goodness for the port-a-jon!

Finally I arrive home, just in time to get ready for the sporting event we are attending. I begin a laundry list of excuses why I shouldn't wear the device this evening such as public toilets, lots of stairs, sitting in an isle seat where everyone will be staring at my crotch. My words obviously falling on deaf ears, acknowledged by little "no's" and soft giggles, my wife finally produces a plastic tab and the key.

I feel like a small child about to be punished for some deceptive behavior, except for the raging throbbing and burning, as my wife, err...Key holder, removes the padlock and places the plastic security tab in its place. Yes I said Key holder, for now I'm pretty sure she has accepted the title and at least in action.

Just to make sure she has my fullest attention, she is wearing 5 inch heal boots, a low cut top, the key in full view, a new glow about her I can't remember seeing before. As we stand in line awaiting passage of the security gate, I am so much more aware of my surroundings, the people, especially the beautiful woman that IF I had any interest in perusing, I'm now physically denied. I've never had any interest in cheating on my wife, err...key holder, but for some reason every glimpse of even a semi attractive woman, coupled with my key holder at my side is some of the most erotic sensations I've known since being a young stud with raging hormones.

My key holder is taking full advantage of the situation and my discomfort as at every chance in a crowd or in our seats, she is reaching over and gently checking her new found toy. Being avid fans of this sports team, I can tell you most game highlights play by play for an entire season. This game is a complete and total blank. I spent more time watching the minutes tick down on the game clock then I did the game.

It's over, now the mad dash for the car, home, bed, release, anticipation is worse then a small child on Christmas eve!
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Finally, in the car waiting to exit the parking structure, I'm vocalizing my mental issues I spent the evening dealing with to my slightly tipsy key holder. This is good, I think to myself. It tends to bring out her more playful side....yes, just like the best Christmas ever!

and, BOOM...hence the title, she drops the bombshell. The alcohol clearly facilitating her ability to vocalize her feelings.

"I don't understand why you need that THING for me to get the attention I deserve." "Am I not enough for you?"

:cry: :roll: :oops: :( :shock: :roll: :oops: :?: :?: :?:

I begin, stammering a bit, telling her how I really want to be a better husband and give her the attention she deserves but LIFE gets in the way! How this device is a constant reminder that even my high stress life cannot suppress. "Have I not been much better in just the last couple days?" She keeps repeating how all she needs is my attention and my hands all over her, how I'm not hearing her. "You keep wanting to go backwards, I'm trying to focus on where we are going" I repeat over and over. OF course there is no winning this one, voices are rising, frustrations and prides are elevated. the 45 minute ride home just made matters worse, we spent another 30 minutes in the driveway, just making matters worse. I eventually exited the vehicle, thoroughly frustrated, and made a bee line for my bed! Still securely locked and fully flaccid!....some proverbial Christmas Eve!

"Oh shit, our first spat while in this device. What have I done? What will she do?"
"Fuck it! It's just a plastic tab, I can break it off in the morning!" "maybe I should....(snore)"
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5 AM, extreme pressure, oh yes, I'm stilled locked.
6:10 AM, awake again, how much more can I bare?
7 AM, that's it, I'm up, sitting to urinate, still need to adjust to this!
Gotta get my mind off and the swelling down!
Made coffee, checked email, facebook, don't you dare look at any porn!
Lets do some chastity research....
Not helping, need to refocus...

8 AM, oh hell! Made my key holder a cup of coffee, she slowly awakens to me rubbing her back, sitting bedside. I show her the coffee, and immediately begin the apologies, I love yous, etc.

We squeeze a little conversation, hugging, etc in wile in the kitchen waiting for our youngest to get fully conscious and ready for school.

My hands are all over her, I want her so bad right now, is she getting the clue....I did hear her?

Our little love fest is short lived, I have to work and she has to babysit. I ask can I get out? "NO" is the immediate response, "you should have thought about that last night!" "It's been over 24 hours" I retort. "Tough" she replies. "When?" I beg. "Maybe tonight if you're good" I'm told. I'm left to wonder, deal with these new fears, this isn't just a game anymore. She is taking this serious.

Fortunately a rather stressful day at work kept my mind preoccupied most of the day and my member relatively flaccid. Home before her, I'm literally counting the hours and minutes I've been locked up.
I little more computer work from home, a little research, trying desperately to keep my mind pre-occupied.

At last she is home, "can I get out?" The all to familiar "NO" I head back to the computer a little frustrated and trying now to avoid her to avoid the pain.

She goes about making dinner, I continue to work. Eventually we eat, she finally makes her way to the sofa, I join her but we get into a pre-recorded favorite show, the evening passes, amazingly I'm remaining rather flaccid, not much pressure or pain. As bed time approaches, I'm a little afraid if she does remove it, will I be able to perform or will I let her down?

Once we finally retire to our bedroom, I cannot take it anymore, I want her so bad, my hands are all over, her. We are getting along pretty well. I ask for release and am told "maybe' this time! So I challenge her. "Lets play a game" I suggest. "IF you unlock me for your pleasure, you loose. If I ask you to unlock me first I loose. If you loose, I'm out for a couple days and I get to do anal on you." "What do I get?" she asks. I offer up, "You can keep me locked up." She agrees. I go down on her, over and over, bringing her to multiple climaxes. Suddenly she rolls off the bed and digs into her toy bag, we introduce her favorite vibrator to the mix, I take it from her and continue with both the vibrator and oral.

She keeps fondling my scrotum, and the pressure is getting pretty intense but I'm dealing with it. "I*'m going to win!" Keeps going through my mind and wait! Whats that! She slowly slips a small thin metal vibrator into my ass! "This is so wrong" keeps going through my head. But at the same time it feels incredible!

She continues to work the vibrator on me, What is happening? This must be "milking" I kept seeing referenced in some of the material I've read. Of my gosh! I'm bringing her to her big one as I'm experiencing completely new sensations my self. I try to stop just short on her and whisper, 'just reach down with the key and unlock me, you know you want it". Suddenly she declares I've lost! "Wait, I didn't loose!" "Yes you did" she playfully exclaims! You cheated! I tell her. I never agreed to anal! Her response is "what ever works, you lost". "So are you gonna unlock me" I ask. "Nope, you lost!"

After some drawn out whining, groveling, complaining about her cheating. She suddenly reaches over and unlocks me with the statement "It goes back on in the morning!" She then rolls over and goes to sleep, leaving me without orgasm, AGAIN!

Wow, who is this woman sleeping in my bed I'm so in love with?
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Well, getting used to the physical adjustments of wearing a device is certainly easier then getting over the mental adjustments. That being said, I'm slowly trying to process where this new lifestyle, game, experiment, what ever it is, is going.

After a good nights sleep, the awkwardness of last nights events still clear in my head, I actually eagerly put the device back on in the morning before I had any inclination of viewing porn, touching myself, or pleasuring myself. I wanted to impress my key holder that i followed her directions.

Once she was finally awake I showed her I was already locked back up, she gave it quick inspection and clicked the lock closed. "You're starting to enjoy this a little too much" I told her.

Another stressful day at work, minor reminders and discomforts throughout the day that the ever watchful device was still doing its job. More importantly, the mental adjustments are becoming easier to deal with, at least with being out in public, going about my daily routines without too much irritation or thought.

The next several evenings and days get to be rather routine, I find myself doing a little more around the home when I'm home before my key holder, helping with dinner, spending less time on the computer and more time by her side.

I do find myself thinking about the device more at home and around her then I do throughout the day. I'm thinking more looking for her acknowledgement, getting a play out of her, her attention to the device, etc. yet I'm getting discouraged as it seems she is adjusting to more of a routine of NOT acknowledging me or the device or being as playful as often as when we first started this.....what ever it is.

Saturday morning comes, no need to rush off to work. I'm still locked, 48 hours and counting. I'm eagerly waiting for her to wake but with no obligations on her part I have no idea how long she will sleep in.
I think on of the hardest parts of our relationship with or without this device over the last 23 years is the fact I'm more of a morning person and she is a night owl.
I find myself easy aroused in the morning, full of energy, love morning sex on the very rare occasion we've had it over the years. I'm happy to retire to bed by 10 or 11 pm where as she often don't make it to bed till well after 1 am. If I manage to stay awake until she does come to bed, I'm fighting to stay awake in hopes we may have some bed time activities. then I fall right asleep and rise tired and mad at myself knowing I'll be less productive all day with little sleep.

Finally, she is up, had coffee, we sit on the couch watching a bit of TV and I joke about getting out of the device. I'm told, "if I'm good, I might get Sunday as a free day out of the device". I'm incredibly horny, I cannot keep my hands off her. Eventually my hand makes its way up her robe and I begin pleasuring her on the sofa. After several orgasms it is clear I'm not getting reciprocated more then a stray foot rub on the device but I don't care. I happily finish her off, hoping it leavers her longing for more this evening.
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After a busy day of kids, life, etc. we finally find ourselves with some free time to watch a little TV.
Sitting on the coach, just cuddling, I'm a little shocked with myself. For the first time, I'm sitting here with my key holder, not wondering if and when I'm getting out. I'm not experiencing attempts at getting hard to her touch. I'm confused, am I adjusting to this device, or am I just that tired?

Finally, making our way to the bedroom to retire for the night, I'm a little curious if she wants me or will we just go to sleep? Still no attempts at erection. What is wrong with me?

Once in bed, her ankle bitter dogs finally settle down, and I'm about to fade off to sleep, she moves a little closer and snuggles. We start kissing, fondling one another, I make my way down to finger her. Suddenly she rolls off the bed and reaches into her toy bag again. Damn, I think to myself. I'm not getting out! See begins working her favorite vibrator on my cage, instantly I'm on the verge of bursting the CB-6000.

After a few minutes of this play, I'm in immense pain! The ring is cutting into the back of my scrotum to the point I can barely stand the pain, it is devouring my focus. By now she is working the vibrator on herself while side straddling my penis so we both feel the vibrations. My hands are all over her, kissing her neck, sucking her ear, a finger slightly in her ass against her vibrator, everything she likes. "I gotta focus on her not the pain" I keep repeating in my mind.

Suddenly, there it is, she is approaching my rectum with a small thin metal vibrator, AGAIN! With a little less hesitation this time, I make myself available to her. Still not fully comfortable with the idea of being used, abused, pleasured, this way....I'm so confused! She sense my mental discomfort of the toy and giggles, God her giggle just melts me, it is so erotic!

After a few minutes of her working the vibrator on me, hers now in my hand while in her, she asks what is wrong. I admit to the scrotum pain and attempt to explain it. Either she ignores me or doesn't care. Maybe she does and is just enjoying my pain. She continues as was.

After getting her to yet another climax with her vibrator she asks, "what didn't you enjoy it?" I respond, "as much as I could through the pain from the device" to which she alarmingly responds, "I can get a bigger one for you!" Oh hell no! What! What is wrong with her! There it is again, that erotic giggle. All she needs to do is giggle like that and I would let her do anything!

She is up again, God, I hope she isn't getting a larger toy for me. Or do I? So confused! No, she is about to unlock me, the anticipation is like something I've never felt before, the device "POPS" apart from the pressure, I sigh, again that giggle. Ugh! She did it again, I was milked! my seaman, everywhere, yet I didn't feel a thing with the pain from the device.

After we get everything cleaned up and are back to bed cuddling, she realizes I can't stop touching myself. "Stop it" she commands! "I can't" I explain to her, hinting I'm ready to go, we can go another round! NOPE! I'm sternly told! WHAT? This isn't like her! I continue to touch myself, she reaches down and takes both my hands in her, preventing me from any further gratification as we slowly drift off to sleep.

GOD, I love this new woman I'm sleeping with!
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Sunday Morning comes, my "free day" up alone, I contemplate the urge to masturbate but out of respect to my key holder I push past the urge.

Having some errands to run today, I'm gonna push my luck and see if my key holder will actually let me out the door on this free day, and low and behold she does. It actually seems a bit awkward to be out without my device. I am however grateful, since it was a nice day and I decided to take the motorcycle. Still not sure how it will be riding a motorcycle with my device on.

Home again, relaxing from a long stressful week and enjoying my "freedom" I find my self dozing off late in the afternoon on the living room couch. I go in and out well into the evening, not sure why I'm so exhausted, is it the mental and physical pressure I was under all week of adjusting to the device?

As bedtime nears, the thoughts of another stressful week, I urge my key holder to retire with me. Instead, she snaps, "I've gotta feed the dogs", I go off to bed, waiting for her, finally she comes to bed, I can sense something is wrong, reluctantly I ask..."I left you out and you ignored me all day" she retorts. We fall into a bit of a heated discussion about how I failed to give her attention, my defenses are falling on deaf ears.
Although I make an effort to make it up to her, she rolls over and we drift off to sleep.

"I'm gonna hear it in the morning" I think to myself. I lay there for a bit almost wishing I was left in the device so that I wouldn't be here now, regretting my freedom! After all, what does she expect? Am I supposed to change that fast?
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Monday morning arrives and I'm up first as usual. Sitting at the computer, checking emails,planning my week I feel a strong urge to masturbate, especially after how last night went, however I manage to push past it again. The wife is up, getting ready to go babysit our grand kids for our daughter again. I get consumed by work and the morning flies by.
Next thing I know one of the hottest things so far happens, my key holder is standing next to me at he computer desk with the lock in her hands. "Your getting back into this before I leave" she says. WOW, what a turn on. Instantly aroused, I'm regretting not masturbating now. I follow her into the bathroom, questioning how I'm even supposed to get into the device now that I'm aroused.
My questions are quickly squelched by her statements that if I ignore her again like I did yesterday....
My defenses only incite another mild argument which quickly deflates my lower ego and I'm able to comply with her demands.

Well, I should have probably come up with better explanations for my actions Sunday. Her attitude over the next several days has certainly changed. I find myself facing my longest lock up to date, with very little attention from her despite that I'm certainly more in tune to her and paying her more attention I'm denied and locked for the next 3 days.

Finally Wed. evening arrives and things look promising. Once we retire, I make sure she is thoroughly the center of my attention, fulfilling her desires to the best of my ability. I'm under extreme discomfort as I feel like I'm about to burst out of the device. Its been 72 hours in the device and nearly a week since my last orgasm. The anticipation of release is mounting as I provide her several orgasms.
Fulfilled, she finally unlocks me and gets out of bed to clean the toys.

WHAT? I'm left hanging again?
Her only comment once returning to bed..."It goes back on in the morning."

Morning comes again, I'm hard as a rock. Frustrated, and confused.
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